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Soooo i'm 33 now! Not much going on, but you can follow me on instagram and that would make me happy! @snowsuicide Been taking tons of pictures and getting in touch with some old fans...new ones too.
I just wanted to thank all the members and girls
who have messaged me on here and encouraged me to update, post pictures, keep in contact...It is always nice to hear, from those of you who have been my friends for years and all the new faces. I can't believe I have been a SuicideGirl for almost 10 years. I was definitely one of the lucky ones...TOUR, HBO, BBC, Showtime, all kinds of magazines, interviews, travel. Some really amazing women have come into my life through SG.
BLAH BLAH BLAH
I'm not sure when, but I will start cosmetology classes this year. More of a hobby than anything. I love coloring hair and painting on faces. Will also start classes at the community college. I really just want to take some art and dance classes, but will go for my degree. I thought about taking some drama or theater, but fuck I am so shy. I guess it would be good for me though. I am such a film junkie, it would be amazing to act.
Sleep now.
who have messaged me on here and encouraged me to update, post pictures, keep in contact...It is always nice to hear, from those of you who have been my friends for years and all the new faces. I can't believe I have been a SuicideGirl for almost 10 years. I was definitely one of the lucky ones...TOUR, HBO, BBC, Showtime, all kinds of magazines, interviews, travel. Some really amazing women have come into my life through SG. BLAH BLAH BLAH
I'm not sure when, but I will start cosmetology classes this year. More of a hobby than anything. I love coloring hair and painting on faces. Will also start classes at the community college. I really just want to take some art and dance classes, but will go for my degree. I thought about taking some drama or theater, but fuck I am so shy. I guess it would be good for me though. I am such a film junkie, it would be amazing to act.
Sleep now.
I'm not one to be starstruck or anything, but when Joe Preston asked to be friends on Facebook today, I was pretty damned excited. How fucking badass is that!!!!!! Okay moment is over 
its pretty amusing to read all these fashion blogs and hear people talk about how hip and sexy "grunge" is. when i was 14 and wearing the flannel shirts and ripped jeans and combat boots and nirvana shirt...i was made fun of. i was a freak of my school, a loser, and a bunch of other names that had nothing to do with my style or musical taste, such as a skinhead, a nazi, a stoner. i still have those docs that i put the purple laces in and sprayed multicolor glitter all over
i'm so fucking trendy. haha grunge. just hearing that word makes me laugh.
look i have hair
i'm so fucking trendy. haha grunge. just hearing that word makes me laugh.look i have hair
It's been a long fucking time. Someone bought me this laptop to encourage me to write and possibly be social. Well as social as the internet allows. As social as someone who now reads a new book like every other fucking day and ventures out across the street to get groceries and pet food 
I don't know where last year went but I don't really care to remember. I moved back in with my parents in November. Ended up moving in with my grandmother a month later when she broke her back...24 hour full time care, no point in mentioning that I am a little stressed out, putting a nice little dent in this couch-bed. The only break I have had in the past few months was from her almost bleeding to death and being in the ICU for a few weeks. Go blood thinners! I did go out for peppermint mochas everyday of my freedom and got my septum repierced. Working is pretty much out of the question, which means I probably won't be getting my camera out of the pawn shop for $150...but I haven't given up yet! I really miss that camera so I'm sure I will figure out a way.
Ugh.
I have never watched so much Jeapordy or Wheel of Fortune, let alone ANY television, in my life. Haha I seriously can't wait for things to change.
I don't know where last year went but I don't really care to remember. I moved back in with my parents in November. Ended up moving in with my grandmother a month later when she broke her back...24 hour full time care, no point in mentioning that I am a little stressed out, putting a nice little dent in this couch-bed. The only break I have had in the past few months was from her almost bleeding to death and being in the ICU for a few weeks. Go blood thinners! I did go out for peppermint mochas everyday of my freedom and got my septum repierced. Working is pretty much out of the question, which means I probably won't be getting my camera out of the pawn shop for $150...but I haven't given up yet! I really miss that camera so I'm sure I will figure out a way.
Ugh.
I have never watched so much Jeapordy or Wheel of Fortune, let alone ANY television, in my life. Haha I seriously can't wait for things to change.
Yeah yeah...cut the hair, couldn't help it, it feels so good! Pictures later...I really want some pancakes!
i like getting older, i like not being the 18 year old, i like it when the 18 year old comes up to me and says "i have been looking at you since i was 13 and you made me want to take off my clothes" (yes thats me, influencing the young portland girls to become strippers, getting girls naked all over the country), i like catching myself flaunt my body, and i still fucking love xmas lights.
oooooh matching tattoos anyone? your treat? mwhaha
oooooh matching tattoos anyone? your treat? mwhaha
Really thankful for all of you who still write me (and those who just started). I really have no real friends...real life???? With the occasional random text from stormy and one or the other...I am day after day alone, recluse by choice in this heated room. There are the rolling stones, a thousand books read and unread, someone still ready to open the door. It only takes one step I know, and I do have the world.
