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SEPTEMBER 20, 2002 @ 12:11 AM | 1 COMMENT


There is nothing to do around here. C'mon I am so fucking bored! I need to go out this weekend, see a band, be obnoxious, breathe.
I have been working on my massage office all evening. I can't decide what color of lights to put up around the ceiling. I have these multi-colored x-mas lights from the 50's or 60's with little plastic flowers around them, or I was thinking about just white ones. I also need to figure out what I am going to do about room dividers.
I need to eat, I am irritated. I wrote last night for the first time in a year. Yes wrote, as in a poem, a story. I used to write every single day but sometimes it makes me sick to my stomach to write stuff. Oh yeah...........I am going now to eat.......guacamole...
mmmmmmmmm!
SEPTEMBER 19, 2002 @ 01:02 PM | 1 COMMENT


Hanging pictures today...I have a large amount of posters, pictures, and just plain crap. The boxing theme reminds me of a Drew Barrymore poster I have of her in a boxing pose. Its actually a really great photo. Sexy.

Bulbs. I am also buying bulbs for my garden today. I have become addicted to gardening. Flowers, vegetables, fruits. So if anyone needs tomatoes or cucumbers come on down, the price is free. xoxo
SEPTEMBER 19, 2002 @ 01:06 AM | NO COMMENTS


The air was trimmed with fog as she opened up her chest...And her heart fell to the earth with sadness but no regrets...Her hands were still, her eyes were calm...But the icicles that broke left her with no arms...

*xoxo*
SEPTEMBER 18, 2002 @ 12:02 AM | NO COMMENTS


I am going to get a new digital camera, soooo can anyone suggest one. I don't really know anything about them, or what should I be looking for? I have 2 canons that I shoot with, so digitals are new to me!

I don't have too much to say, well actually I do, but I am running bath water so...Yeah I luv bathtime! I have to cut my bangs too, they are itching my eyebrows. And paint my toenails, because I know you really like black toenails. hehe

xoxo
SEPTEMBER 15, 2002 @ 01:22 AM | 3 COMMENTS


I fucking hate the law. Okay I really hate cops and their asshole attitudes.
I have 2 cars......a new VW Golf that I drive regularly, and an Acura, which hasn't been driven since June because it needs work and I don't have the moolah right now. I live downtown so there are lots of old houses and lots of streets blah blah blah. I do not have a driveway so I have to park my cars in the street in front of my house.
So Friday I got a notice saying I had 24 hours to remove the Acura or it will be towed. Grrrrr....I called the complaint department and left a message and the cop called me back. Supposedly the cop is going to "help" and work to resolve my complaint. Well she was a bitch. Basically she said the car has to be driven every 24 hours or it can be towed. The law actually states this, according to her. Fuck I don't even drive my other car every 24 hours sometimes. I asked if I moved it (switched spots with my Golf every day) that would be okay. She said no, that I had to drive it somewhere everyday, and that she would know if I just moved it and that I was a l liar, she has been doing her job long enough to know about liars like me, and why did I even have the car in the first place. What the fuck! Thats what I said. What pisses me off the most is that my car is not harming anyone. The whole other side of the street is empty and their is plenty of room for 20 more cars to be parked on the street. I don't think I should be punished because I am one of maybe 2 on the block that doesn't have a driveway. Grrrrr...........that is all I have to say I am so mad. Oh yeah I moved my car over to my parent's house, so it wouldn't get towed away. I didn't have anyother choice.
SEPTEMBER 13, 2002 @ 12:47 AM | 4 COMMENTS


Hmmm.....that whole plastic wrap competition sounds kind of fun. Plus I am feeling rather creative this week.....oh the possibilities. And the prizes don't hurt either, especially the bonus prize!

Off to store to buy some clear fun.
SEPTEMBER 12, 2002 @ 12:17 AM | 4 COMMENTS


Yeah, just read that the SG party will be at Dante's, yippee! I am getting excited....I am going all by my little young self, but I know that there will be people to talk to! Goddamn...

Anyways that really made my day! It seems like I have been experiencing really low days. Today I was freaking out because I couldn't believe that I used to take "care" of dead people. And well it was just really bothering me, not the actual dead part, but the fact that I took care of them and was the last person to see them before they died. And to hold their hands and all that. Especially the kids....damn. See I am getting all upset and I shouldn't be, because it used to never bother me, and I don't even work at the hospital anymore.

Okay I am now cheering myself up. I feel like a dumbass for talking about this, but it is a journal and all.
SEPTEMBER 10, 2002 @ 02:27 PM | 2 COMMENTS


mmmm i am making blackberry pie today mmmmm!

I have a restaurant selection for those of you in portland. Ole Ole, its off Burnside and 22nd. It is Mexican food. It is good. I go there when I can, and get the vegi burrito or the bean & cheese. Yummy.

I guess this journal entry theme is food. I don't have a whole lot to write about today. I am "decorating" my house. Well mostly getting it ready for my massage room. I wish I had more to say.....
SEPTEMBER 8, 2002 @ 12:31 AM | 3 COMMENTS


Woo-fuckin-Hoo! I got an early x-mas present today from my parents when i went over there to do laundry. A really nice porcelain? Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer set. There are about 10 different ones. Last year they got me the plastic set, but this one rawks. You know the Rankin-Bass movie thats on tv every year. I have been obsessed with this show for as long as i can remember. I have xmas stuff up year round. i luv it. i listen to my bing crosby xmas record every week. bing crosby is so punk rawk baby.

I am bored. I need some company. My dog is licking the door. Maybe I should try it!
SEPTEMBER 4, 2002 @ 11:26 PM | 8 COMMENTS


I need some serious advice...........
I am a Licensed Massage Practitioner around the Portland/Vancouver area. I have also been accepted to do a body piercing apprentice, with employment and possibly running my own shop, for $4000.

Now I just started out my massage biz maybe 3 months ago. Business is okay, but on the slow side. I have been bombarded with phone calls asking if I do sensual massage. If you are clueless to what this is: basically I am doing a massage topless and in sexy outfits. It does not include sex or full service or anything like that. Sensual not sexual. Well anyways I don't do this type of massage. But it has me wondering, why not? Instead of charging 40 and hour, I could charge$100-150, work 3 hours a day, and be in business. This would easily pay my way into body piercing. And I know I could get clients. Right now I get about 6 calls a day from guys in portland wanting sensual massage. Of course I would have to screen real careful to make sure they understood that it doesn't involve sex.

I also thought about having 2 girl massage. If I could only find another girl........maybe someone out there is interested?????? Of course I want your opinions!!!

What do you guys think? Does it sound good?
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