Snow's January 28, 2012 blog

Snow "Chaos is the score upon which reality is written" H.M.

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JANUARY 28, 2012 @ 03:49 PM

It's been a long fucking time. Someone bought me this laptop to encourage me to write and possibly be social. Well as social as the internet allows. As social as someone who now reads a new book like every other fucking day and ventures out across the street to get groceries and pet food

I don't know where last year went but I don't really care to remember. I moved back in with my parents in November. Ended up moving in with my grandmother a month later when she broke her back...24 hour full time care, no point in mentioning that I am a little stressed out, putting a nice little dent in this couch-bed. The only break I have had in the past few months was from her almost bleeding to death and being in the ICU for a few weeks. Go blood thinners! I did go out for peppermint mochas everyday of my freedom and got my septum repierced. Working is pretty much out of the question, which means I probably won't be getting my camera out of the pawn shop for $150...but I haven't given up yet! I really miss that camera so I'm sure I will figure out a way.
Ugh.
I have never watched so much Jeapordy or Wheel of Fortune, let alone ANY television, in my life. Haha I seriously can't wait for things to change.

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MJH76

USA

January 2005

JAN 28, 2012 04:04 PM

Yikes! Hope you are able to get out, and your Nana gets better soon.

It_Thing_Hard_On

Humptulips, WA

November 2003

JAN 28, 2012 04:06 PM

Sorry kiddo, but I can fully sympathize with your situation. It sounds silly - especially coming from someone as cynical as I am - but you really do have to remain positive and focused. That's the only way out. I know for my part it helped to have something that I looked forward to coming home to every day. Even something as silly as a show that I liked. Just something that helps shut your mind to all the things which hold you back or drag you down.

drummonkey50

Richland, WA

May 2008

JAN 28, 2012 04:29 PM

Sorry things are rough for you right now. Keep your head up and things will turn around. Best of luck to you.

13Jack

USA

September 2004

JAN 28, 2012 04:57 PM

I feel for you. For various reasons I too have been trying to be as social as the internet allows. Unfortunately I don't really seem to have the hang of socializing via the internet. Oh well, I do have a webcomic though. Maybe it will amuse you for a little bit. Radiant Comics

catdad

Portland, OR

August 2002

JAN 28, 2012 05:54 PM

Ooh, that sounds a bit rough. Fantastic of you to take care of gramma, though. It's too bad the rest of your family can't give you more breaks from it. Take care of yourself. And tell gramma to be more careful with herself.

teddykev

I'm lost

July 2004

JAN 28, 2012 07:10 PM

Wow sister now that's rough.

Keep that chin up girl & futur projects keepin your mind busy

So here's to a better 2012 & you gettin that camera back

McKenzie

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

JAN 28, 2012 07:20 PM

ouch! I could never repierce my septum alone getting it for the first time was no joke!

legman

Portland, OR

March 2006

JAN 28, 2012 07:37 PM

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA

January 2007

JAN 28, 2012 08:18 PM

Nice to hear from you!
Don't go stir crazy!

Texy

I'm lost

October 2009

JAN 28, 2012 09:07 PM

Peppermint mochas sound good (i love peppermint anything)!
The rest all sounds pretty rough :/ Your poor Grandmother.
*And* poor you..
Hopefully things will get better as the year moves along.

Lelaina

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

JAN 29, 2012 01:46 AM

At least you're laughing...kind of. Wow, what an intense situation for you to be in. Good on you for being so supportive and caring, alot of people would not be so kind.

I truly believe good things come around to those who do good by others Your turn will be soon. Looking forward to seeing photos from your hibernating picture taker. keep your chin up.

Smiles to you.