grrrr......i hate fighting with people. well i just hate fighting and arguing about stupid things. so my day was fabulous. Wednesday will be better. i have to go get tickets for Friday (SleaterKinney show). i almost decided to stay home, since i have seen them every single frickin time they come to town since 96. but then i thought, what if i never get to see them again? besides i have not been out in months!!!! so this week is going to be good. Thursday SG party, Friday SK, Saturday ?

i put up my halloween lights today. i am a light freak. i also painted. i am getting real excited about my massage office, as dinky as it is. i cannot wait to start massaging in the safety of my own home. ahhh.

sometimes i hate what i write. i think that is why i stopped writing stories and poems. i am extremely self critical. i always end up tearing up what i write. it has been so long since i wrote something meaningful (about 4 years) that i wonder if i have totally lost my "creativity". shit what am i saying? i am still creative AND crafty. Martha Stewart on crack.