I spent all of tonight preparing a delish vegetable cocunut curry for Kit and then thought it was too thin... so i added a miniscular amount of cornflour and all of a sudden i have disgusting green vomit on my hands.
So i guess we're getting a takeout pizza....
Kit won't read this until after she's been here. I'm sorry baby
I suxxor.
Going to Spain for a weekend break in the sun (is it too hopeful to wish for sun?)
Last night JohnStitch and I went out for sushi. Sometimes there is nothing more a girl wants than raw fish. Then we went for a quick after dinner drink in a members bar in Soho that Neil is a member of. We had a quick after dinner cocktail. And another. And a £70 bottle of red with a complimentary cheeseboard. We seriously have ideas above our station. (only just above, mind you.
Felt fucking horrid this morning. Did lots of puking. Luckily that was before the water went off. Drank some really posh vodka that I bought in Harrods a few weeks ago. What a waste! (drank that last night, not this morning). Called my dearest Kit, thinking it was about 9pm, but it was actually midnight. oh red, red wine. What a demon you are.
Went for lunch with Doplex, mat8drb and JohnStitch today and was signifiantly jealous of the new flat that Doplex and mat8drb are living in! Lunch was delish.
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More highlights from my all time faves:
Pystol in American Beauty.

Kemper in Hit the Sheets

Evette in Laura Petrie

So beautiful! Have nice week everyone. Please tell me to do my work and good luck for my exams xxx
Amelie in Emma Peel

Sash in Slither

I have so much work to do, it's insane. I'm faced with this horrible fear that I will fail. I've never really felt that fear before.
I've booked flights to Madrid for the day my exams finished to see my friend Mark. I miss him so much and he returns to the UK in june. it's all to often that I have friends abroad and don't take the opportuntity to visit them. Now let's hope that he actually gets back to me to let me know he's still okay for that weekend. Not that i don't trust him or anything ![]()
London is so pretty and sunny this weekend. Like Lily Allen's song.
Lily's boyfriend: James Corden. Hot, yes or no? I think he's cute. Maybe because he's so funny. Gavin and Stacey is one of my favourite new shows in such a long time:
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This is also my favourite clip from the show:
Have a nice day! Go & check out Kit and Clariss's set too. They iz sexy bitches. xxx
Well, 3 essays are in... 2 exams next week. I don't know how I feel about them. My essay on Genocide in Bosnia was fairly good, I think. My only major concern is that i was about three hundred words over the word limit. At Sheffield this was really serious offence! But at UCL, who knows. I know that during the last essays everyone I talked too had gone over the limit and since we've had no notification about it, so I'm assuming there is a ten % rule or something.
Analysis of ethnic conflict in Chechnya, again over the word limit. This one by about four hundred words... gah! It was a 2000 limit in which we were expected to outline the conflict, and critically assess why the conflict has occured, why it had gone so far and whether there was any chance of resolution. All of this had to be in line with certain theories that we have studied. I feel like this essay was pretty good, although i wasn't able to put in too much about resolution (word restriction), but it fitted in with one interpretation of modernization theory, so it's not all doom and gloom.
I get nervous around theory essays as well, in case I have comletely misinterpreted the theory......
The Russian politics essay was closer to the word limit (about 90 words over), but i'm less confident in its content. I did so much reading for it and alll of the reading pointed in the direction of my argument, but it felt less... factual, more wishywashy.
Oh well, we'll see. I'm just so excited to have them in! Relaxing tonight, then a week until exams and then FREEDOM for a summer.
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THANKYOU for all the comments on my multi set with Honey. If you haven't already checked it out then please do and let us know what you think - we're really pleased it made it to the front page

and this, my friends, is a Facebook-Quiz. Well, an "interview" in fact. Better than a myspace quiz.
What celebrity would you sleep with if given the opportunity?
George Clooney
What is da most stupidest thing you ever done
There was an incident with giant spiders that some of you may be familiar with.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
Horrible day at work. Admin in London in the morning, train to Brighton. One interview in Brighton. One to One with my manager.
Do you have an ipod
yep, but it's a bit damaged from droppage
do you like the movie a walk to remember
i've never seen it
What is your name?
Helen
Do you gossip?
of course
In your opinion, which countries produce the best wine?
New Zealand
would you choose a sword or gun?
a gun for battle, a sword for decoration
Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?
Harry Potter.
Do you question your place in the Universe?
rarely, I'm fairly certain of my place.
what is your favorite flower?
I love all flowers. Pretty ones, bold and bright ones especially!
If you had to live off of one food and one drink for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Malborough White and risotto (substantial, will keep me going)
Which chocolate company do you like the most?
My favourite chocolate is galaxy, but I'm sure that's Mars & pretty unethical. But whatevs, it tastes nice.
Top thing on your To Do list
Relax!
What is your favorite smell???
JPG Classique.
What is your favorite number?
I don't really care for math
Name the closest blue object to you.
Digi box remote
Mac or PC
mac
What is 3 things that you must have with you at all times?
diary, oyster card, eye liner
What song are you listening to right now?
nothing
What is your favorite song of all time?
I could write essays on this subject, I've been trying to decide my favourite song for years. It's either Yes, Faster or La Tristesse Duerera (i can't even spell it, heh). All by the manics of course
Gold or Silver?
gold, but strictly white.
Tennis or golf?
I love golfer fashion
Winter or summer Olympics?
summer, more controversy
if you fell off a cliff what would be you last thought?
I guess I wouldn't be thinking clearly enough to process any thoughts other than "SHIT!"
How far do you drive to school/work every day?
45 mins to my London office by tube. About thirty minutes to school by tube.
What is your favorite kind of cheese?
brie
where were you born?
the BRI
Jeans or shorts?
jeans
Favorite perfume?
JPG, Classique
What are your "comfy clothes"?
Pyjama's.
Coke or Pepsi?
coke
What language would you like to speak fluently?
Russian
Whats your favorite sport?
bowling!
Favorite hot drink?
tea, earl grey
What is your favorite color?
Turquoise
What is your favourite word?
?????????, it translates as 'hotel' from Russian. but it's the way it sounds that I like and the fact that it's basically the hardest Russian word i can remember, haha.
If you were an animal in the wild, what would you be?
Zebra, probably. Nice clothes.
What size shoe do you wear?
4 or 5
What is your favorite clothing brand?
I don't know about brands... I buy most of my clothes from high street stores
If you had to pick one car, which would it be?
big black 4x4
Your favorite Disney Films?
The Little Mermaid
What was your last thought?
"Oooh, Hollyoaks now!"
Juice and crackers or milk and cookies?
juice and crackers
Favorite fruit?
melon
Are you a cat or a dog person?
kittens and puppies
Would you rather be blind or deaf?
Deaf, i think.
Do you eat cold cereal at night?
no
What is your favorite TV show?
The Apprentice at the moment!
Do you shower every single day?
yes, unless I can't for some reason
Boat or bus?
Boat.
What is your favorate Pj Fabric
cotton
Where do you want to travel next?
Russia
What is your favorite food?
seafood
Do you read harry potter books?
no, i read 3 of them.
What is your favorite place?
bed.
If you could have one super human power what would you choose?
shapeshifting
Have you had a beer in the last week?
No.
Favorite body part?
titties!
Flip flops or sandles?
sandles
What do you do on fridays?
It's a uni day, so from now until september - WHATEVER I WANT!
How tall are you?
5'2.5
Do you like bananas?
yes!
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okayz that's enough..
hollyoakser
xx
How did he do this?
He got Leo Sayer to tell me.
That's right. Leo Sayer says to me "Neil told me to tell you, you're dumped".
He didn't sing it or anything.
I was waiting for the fear. The pressure to kick in. It has now, but maybe too late? Deadlines Deadlines Deadlines.
I may be absent this week. But my boobs will not. Be sure to check the site tomorrow (or tuesday morning if you're in the UK)!


