Well this will be my last blog for a while. Way back in the day when I first joined SG I ment the most amazing people, I submit a set, it was accepted and I was made an SG.

During my limbo waiting time I loved messing around on the boards, talking about issues, sets, photography, school and basically general life.

I was away for a while for health reasons, I came back saw a changed site and got notice that my set wouldn't go live, but into the new "Hopefuls" section.... so I submitted another, which was rejected. Awww but oh well I liked the site, the people etc. I'll try again.

So goof around some more and chat away meeting new people and having a break from life coming here....

I shoot my last set, it goes live so fast my head spins.....BUT I start meeting, hearing, and reading the most hateful, igornant, mean and hurtful comments coming from members of this site I was so impressed with so many years ago...

It blew me away. Alot of the old friends have left the site, and it now makes me really wonder, was it because of this change? What has happened to people? And why am I seeing so many rude and horrible tags on new girls sets?

I always believed that if you can't say something nice than you shouldn't say something at all. And for all the new girls and some of the older ones as well, they go out and get naked, get creative, and shoot their asses off to try and please the members and contribute to the site deserve better than to get bashed, have negative comments (that are not related to how to improve the set) and get these god awful tags by just plain asses. This goes way beyond the negative remarks I have seen on my own set, but on a lot of the newer sets that have gone up.

Is telling a girl she is ugly or fat or there is something wrong with her, worth hurting her feelings, to make you feel better or to just open your mouth? Does anyone think about how other people feel other than what you feel you must say? To the men making the comments, are you so unhappy that you have to put another girl down because she is not your style? To the women, do you have to say something to another girl that you wouldn't want said to you?

I just don't get it.

I have decided to stop responding to negative remarks, because I don't need to egg anyone on and nor do I need to jusify what I say, because basically I don't say things I will regret later, if I do run into a misunerstanding with a comment, I do send a message to the person to try and work it out, without putting it on a public thread or blog, but that's just me....I hope others do it as well (I am sure some do)

But I will be working on shooting more and staying away from the drama of the negative remarks, therefore there will be much less posting from me for a while and less blog entries for me too.

I have always been pretty open with my life in my blogs and I have decided since many people have stopped trying to get to know someone before passing judgement or making a remark that does not reflect them at all, I will not be getting into my personal life at all anymore. In fact I may just go and delete my earlier blogs to become just another model that's on the site.

I really hope this is just a phase that will pass, because I really enjoyed this site...I found it amazing that people of all backgrounds and styles can come together and support one another, it seems as if that idea has slipped a bit.

I will contuine to be behind the camera and shoot anyone that needs a set, working on getting to other creative side of the camera and see how that works for me and with hopes to help girls out in the Mid-west that need some pics :-)

And to all the freinds I have made I am still here for you, I am not leaving the site just particpating less in threads and blogging, I will still answer everyone that messages me :-)

And please to all the ones that do for some reason have an issue with me, feel free to PM me and let me know how we can work it out, it may have been a misunderstanding of some sort, or maybe you just have an issue with me, whatever it is, it should be addressed to me personally without a gang up or fulling up a thread of hateful mean comments or bringing issues into threads they don't belong.

Anyhow that was my thoughts for the day......



xoxoxoxox

Sioux