PICS
I have little to say, because really I think the following picture really needs the limelight....
Imagine my shock on finding well...a vagina fruit really...in my bag of dried peachy goodness.
I feel quite quite
! Make me well gosh darn it!!Today thoughts, not an awful lot happening in the land of Sinope! My job still rocks, which is a first but otherwise its been pretty quiet over here, albeit involving a shexy new coffee table
and waaaay to much guitar hero!MILDLY POETIC BIT:
I love the rain, when it is warm outside.
Walking through the cooling drops, the scent of earth and blossom in the air.
I love the rain when I am listening, laying in bed, windows wide open.
Hearing the gentle sound of drops softly tapping against the glass.
I love the rain when there is sunshine, rainbows, glistening droplets on bright green leaves.
There is the grey, the gloom, the sadness that comes with the darkness of rainy days,
Yet a myriad of hidden beauty.
If we can see hope, beauty, peace in the darkest of days,
then surely
The world can not be that bad.
END OF MILDLY POETIC BIT.
Urg the doom and illness!!!
Photos for your perusal!:
A musey lovely Phobot being all mean and moody like:
oh and me being a flower!
randomness!
I can't think of any questions right now
Take care my pretties!!
I have to go destroy my laptop before it dies on me completely agggggggggh I think its finally giving in after 5 happy years of staring at boobies
xoxo
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED, YOUR ALL SO KICK ASS IT HURTS
That was way quicker than I expected, quite a nice suprise really
Other than that. Hmmm.
My world has changed so much in the passed 6 months. I went from a boring job with amazing people, to a boring job with people who would barely acknowledge me.
I became rebellious, I became bored. I turned up late everyday, I threw a million sickies either for interviews to get out there or simply because I couldn't deal with being awake.
On one side my world spiralled out of control, I sank into depression on a fairly major scale. I'm not ashamed, I knew that this wasn't me.
On the other side I started to live, SG meets, pubs, bars , people. I have seen more gigs in the passed 6 months than I have in my entire life.
Things are pretty good at the mo. I pulled myself out of that hell I called work and I've started a new job. My brain no longer feels stagnant, I have a motivation to get up, to get to work, to drag myself in however I feel. I've never felt like this before. I have responsibility, I feel needed, I have a creative outlet that isn't just a fevered dream.
I hope that this drive to succeed stays with me.
There are other things, lost friends, lost opportunities playing on my mind. But for the first time in my life I do not feel lonely, not even when I am on my own.
On a lighter note!
I went to a couple of absolutely kick ass gigs over the passed couple of weeks. Firstly, freebie winning goodness! Won tickets to go and see the amazing Vincent Black Shadow and Britt Black in the tiniest venue possible. It was completely awesome!! Thanks to Phobot, Fifine and Del for keeping me company amidst my crazed bouncing around.
Behold the weird and wonderful photos of my phone.......
The vincent Black Shadow
Britt Black
Britt's bassist - he's so pretty!
Getting there was an absolute 'mare what with train strikes, rail side fires and heatwaves.
The second gig, The Foo Fighters in Hyde Park, which immense and amazing. I got to see two of my fave bands in the entire universe QOTSA and the Foos, not to forget Juliette and the Licks and Motorheads. There was Angels and Airwaves too, I don't care how much you love them, they sucked!!!
Behold the beautiful Dave Grohl....
The lovely Fifine and Phobot chilling out whilst Angels and Airwaves were on...
and Me!
Oh god and then there was sailing! New job, team-building day 
- Yes me, the scardiest scardey cat on earth had to learn to sail a 45ft yacht on the sea.!!!!!!! woooooooooooooohooo. It was the coolest experience ever - free food, free champagne, and a chance to try and drown my new colleagues. yipyip. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar im a pirate 
And finally:
Obligatory questions of doom:
1) Are you a land lubber or scurvy sea dog?
2) Would you rather see the mountains or sea?
3) Where do you think the greatest place on earth is?
4) What is the most creative thing you've done?
5) What is your fave photo? (either of you or by you, or something you just adore)
6) Does fortune really favour the brave?
7) The last dream you had?
8) Does love really make the world go round?
Wowzers that was an epic one. Stay gorgeous lovelies
In the words of Arnie - I'll be back!
's n hugs, 'Nopey xoxo
Its been so long since I've had chance to update!! Sorry
I shall give you a quick whistlestop tour in pictures of the passed month or so!!!
Best thing ever........got tickets to see Bif Naked play a tiny tiny venue in London, got to meet the lovely lady herself and a few lovely SGers!! Heeeeeeeere are my photos, this woman is a total godess!
I took some really bizarre photos of Bif, mainly because of her uber energy and my phones stoopid reaction time!
That was a truly amazing gig, I don't think I've ever been so close to someone I completely idolize......well apart from maybe meeting some of the other SGs ♥
I've done so much travelling and got stuck in so many traffic jams!
and also seen soooooo many things pass by at high speed
Saw the beautiful, beautiful Dita Von Teese signing books in Harrods. She is amazing in real life so perfect and doll like. It was kinda weird and Uber awesome hearing my name in Harrods, thanks for saying hello Del , I hope you got your book signed , they managed to cut off the queue before I could join but its not all bad, cos I still got to see her. There's a pic in my pics folder!
Um, I've experienced lots of freak weather, hail, snow, rain, amazing sunshine!
I went to see the Mighty Boosh live, truly a genius of comedy. I hated this programme so much when it came out, and now I can't stop watching it, and have the goddam biggest crush on Noel Fielding!!!
If you have no idea what the Mighty Boosh is, worship the Gimp monkey face.....
There was a lot of hanging around in coffee shops and pulling funny faces, as you can see in my pics folder...but I think I'll save those for another journal!!
What else is going on? Hmmm, my job sucks, like so unbelievably. The people are so boring, they won't talk, they won't deviate from anything but the job in hand...which in itself is the most mundane practice on earth. Never ever ever work in property administration!!!
I went to Mck's birthday with the lovely lovely SGUK lot. Twas a wicked night with lots of alcohol and fun and a very bad hangover the next day!!!
I can't stop playing We Love Katamari, Ico and Guitar Hero. I think I am slowly melding into a single being with my sofa and PS2 controller!!! I think my thumbs kinda ache!!!!
right..........questions!
1) Fave game of the moment? or other past time if you hate them!
2) Teach me a guitar chord, riff, scale etc!
3)Diet Coke with Cherry or Lime?
4) Recommend a band, I'm so fed up of the music I have at the mo!
5) Penguins or Seals?
6) fishnet or sheer stockings?
7) The last thing you spoke out loud?
EEeeep right I gotta run off to the gym!!! Take care lovelies
Gosh darn it where the hell did time go?? I still feel 16, I dont feel any different, yet I'm supposed to be all sorts of grown up!!!
Nothing much planned for the birfday though, I'm nearing 30 or something, I should be sitting infront of the TV watching soaps and drinking tea!
Went to London recently and stayed for a couple of days and did a butt load of exciting stuff!!! Like meeting up with some SGUKers
Went to the alien exhibition at the Science Museum and saw A)
Alien Queen!
B)
Marvin!
And many many other things to indulge my intensely geeky side
Also went to the playboy exposed exhibition and stared at boobies in a gallery in the middle of Camden wooooo.
And a wall completely covered in every front cover of every issue.
Ooohh I also have new hair, although it looks absolutely nothing like this anymore, being as I'm the lamest hairstylist ever....
and a new lion...
I got him for Valentines day from, well you know who you are
I seem to have also gained somewhat of an addiction to noodles and Wagamama. Goddam love that place, unfortunately I can't stop eating there and its costing me and Phobot a small fortune!!!
Look nooooooooooodles!
Heeeeee I seem to be the queen of pictures today
What else is new in the world of Sinope. Hmmm I have a new job cos the office I worked for is closing down. Hmm it kinda blows monkey chunks. I seem to be a professional filer, goddam zombie jesus I hate filing.
Um, I'm gonna see the Foo Fighters *squeals uncontrollably*, hopefully gonna go to Download and Reading festivals (omg Pearl Jam are playing) this year.
I have zim figurines, and have totally turned my new cell phone into a zim shrine, yes I have gir as my wallpaper, the theme tune as my ringtone and zim as my message notification. I freaking love that show so much!!!!!
I can't keep up with all the amazing sets on here, goddam there are a whole bunch of hotties around here
Sooooo enough of my incessant ramblings!!
What have you guys been up to???
1) Valentines day, kick ass or commercial rubbish?
2) I can't stop buying shoes, dvds and cds...whats your retail passion?
3) I'm on the last chapter of Resi Evil 4, quick someone recommend a new game so I don't get withdrawal symptoms and lose all feeling in my thumbs.
4) Describe the room your in.
5) Describe what your wearing
6) would you rather spend the day with someone funny or intellectual?
Hugs and kisses ya shexy lot
eeeeee 2 day count down to birthday!
Sorry I haven't been able to say it earlier, my PC locked me out of the site before I went away for the holidays!!!
Love ya loads ya crazy cats
hope this brightens up your day!
I would like to add that its FREEEEEEEEEEEAKIN SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWING!!!! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I finally got round to putting my spare pictures from my last set up in my pics folder! Huzzzzzah.....
So enjoy
Tis very hectic as always around here! Hopefully things will calm down sometime soon and I will finally get a chance to re-acquaint myself with you guys
Wuv ya xx
Music: The Lovegods
I have been writing in my usual first person perspective of the world, this is todays snippet of weirdity:
"I feel like nothingness. I feel like a strange addition to this world, floating through the sky like a cloud which will burst into a million raindrops. I am not grounded, I am not stable, I sometimes wonder if I am even here at all. My thoughts race at lightspeed, twisting, turning, flitting from side to side, coming, going, dissapting as quick as they flash into my head. My thoughts like my life seem to have little purpose, little direction. My thoughts like my life have no way of knowing where they will go, what they will turn in to, how they will progress. I feel stagnant and still, unchanging as the world whizzes by, yet I also feel skittish, jittery, flighty as my mind roams off into a tangent of weirdness. As the winter closes in around me, the leaves fall from the trees admist the wet autumn skies I feel a deep depression pushing me down. I feel the darkness invading, I feel the pressure of pointlessness and indecisive helplessness crushing me, I feel the world crumble. Where do I go from here?"
So my lovelies, what have you been up to whilst I have been away? hmmmm? I'm totally mended now yaaaay, although I stare at my bike now with a mixture of awe and fear. It tempts me to ride it yet, its just not quite right to do so. Ack well. I am going to stick up some outtakes from my last set when I finally get round to it, I'm not entirely sure when that will be, but I'll give it a go
Okey Dokey all I seem to do is work, eat and sleep not so well at the moment, so I don't really have that much interesting stuff to write. Except.....omg I Invader Zim. I think I am actually Gir. Yes yes I am.I'll think of some questions!
Loves ya loads people xxx
