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Ok well I dyed my hair black (pics)... Wish the purple was easy to maintain but it isn't so I just went black.
Here are a couple of pics. I feel better with the black cause the 4 inch roots with the blond/greenish hair got boring and looked like shit too lol.........
Here I am BACK IN BLACK!!!
Hows everyone doing?
I have lots to think of lately... I have to go back to school and get my GED so I can go to college and get a career. I have ideas of what I want to do but nothing to certain.
I don't want to pick something I'll regret in 10 years or whatever.... its even harder though cause of Izzy! I just wish I could stay at home with him till he goes to school.... its hard and a lot to think of too 
Hope all is well with you all!
Now here are the pictures of the gallbladder lol... yes thats how I'm starting new year
WARNING! Take a look if you dare lol
And this is me lol just in case you've all forgotten.
Well I had an awesome new year... just stayed home with Izzy and Steve and thats just what I wanted to do. But lately I've just been kinda down thats why I haven't been here.... I'm hoping I feel better in time.
Once again I hope you all had a happy new year!
Luv ya
*SINNER*
Well the whole thing was weird cause I just remember the anesthesiologist with two big syringes and put one in my i.v and I knocked out lol.... then waking up in a different room with a lady saying SURGERY OVER!
That was the best sleep Ive gotten in a while.
The only bad thing about this is that I cant carry my lil man Izzy and it fucken sucks. but either than that I'm great. I cant complain cause I rather have a few small scars than the big killing pain.
Oh one last thing... they gave me a picture of the gallbladder with the stones! that is some sick looking shit. The nurses and doctor were amazed that I had sooooo many stones. It was so ridiculous how many i had
I'll post a picture of it later Thanks again for the good wishes!
Wish me luck and keep your fingers crossed... I wont be back till a week after, sooner if I can to update you all.
Once I'm better i'll be back how I was before.
xoxo *SINNER*
Soooo I went to the hospital again like 2 days ago in severe pain!! they ran some tests on me and figured I have gallstones!!
So they gave me Vicodin for the pain and some nausea pills 2. Well they work good for a bit but the pain still keeps coming back... they said id need surgery so I went to a hospital and they said they cant do anything just put me on a waiting list that could last up to a year!!!
WTF! I don't want to be in this pain for a year or taking that vicodin that long......
Oh and wait!! they said only if I go as an emergency and my gallbladder is about to explode ONLY then can they put me through surgery!!
I don't understand why they would want my life to be in danger to get the surgery done instead of doing it now that I'm not dying!! Ugh I'm so fucken frustrated!! I want these fucken things out of me to stop the pain! I'm gonna rip my fucken hair out! Oh ans that stupid lady said "If you don't think you'll make it to the hospital call 911 and they will bring you" WTF! so how the hell am I gonna know if I'm dying from this shit or just the excruciating pain I've been getting!
Sorry I'm in such a fucked up mood but I think you'll understand!
xoxo *Sinner*
Some picture of Izzy at the park!
Nothing much to update on but the tattoo.... how was everyone's 4th of July?
Hope you all have a good week!!
So I took a picture in the shower, figured you haven't seen my boobs recently lol....
I think my boobs have been through a lot... they were normal in my 1st set, huge in my 2nd set cause I was breast feeding and now I think there smaller than before.... eh as long as I still have them!
Here I am waiting in the car cause Izzy was asleep, like always when we go for a ride!
Here I am at breakfast, Steve gets mad cause I always make goofy faces! haha
And here I am in the shower, naked lol........
Izzy eating Watermelon... yum!
Izzy the biker... hes so funny... we went to this store to buy something for Steves bike and we tried this Chaleco on his and when we took it off of his he started crying like we took his favorite toy away! So we bought it for him!
Well thats it for now..... I hope every ones week is going great!
I'm a loser when it comes to this!
Thank you!
Oh yeah I was gonna post pictures of the progress with my tattoo but I cant get any good ones on my own. I have one more session to go! yay!
Got some cool pictures of me with my friends at some bar....
A bit more on my tattoo... not much just an hr but it made a big difference.
And here at the beach with my lil mad Izzy! he loves the fucken water... I thought he would be scared but it was the opposite he kept running in and trying to go in further! I'm glad he loved the beach.
Well I was freaking sick yesterday, my stomach was hurting so bad like I ate something bad! Today I feel way better.... I have to go to the gym but I'm tired at the end of the day. I'm babysitting my lil nieces and nephew ages 4, 3, 1 and Izzy which is 1 also... so thats why I've been so tired at the end of the day! its so crazy... I don't know how people take care of so many kids at once. Lil punks take my energy away lol.
Well whats up in the outside world? anything new people?
