check out this awesome shirt addison got for my birthday!



and me taking it off apparently


but that's as far as i go...

and here is the start to the tattoo.. not healed so i shouldn't even show but i love it...



i didn't really get any pictures from the charleston show, we'll have to wait for addison to post some. and i dipped out early because i am a huge vagina... anyway. i am going to nap before i have to go to work.

oxox-
sin


here is the bunny i made for addison.. i stole the pic from her myspace bc i forgot to take one..

thanks for all the support over the boy drama. i should have known going into the situation that it was only going to end in heartache but the connection we have is amazing and i wouldn't trade the times that i did get to spend with him for the world. if he called me next week or even next month and said he was ready.. i would probably, more than likely, give it another go because it is so hard to find what i found in him.
but like i said... now it is time to focus on me. tomorrow i am going to athens to visit my good pal mgroves at pain wonder so that he can torture me a little bit. a tattoo is always good at a time like this! i can't wait! and then wednesday i will be in charleston, sc at the between the buried and me show helping out addison and a few of the other suicide girls. i went last year to the show addison threw so of course i have to go again this year! i am looking forward to it fo sho!
and then we have first friday downtown so that should be a good night and then of course saturday is my birthday! so that is going to be a blast!
ok, i am off to finish getting ready for work so i leave you with a pic..

have a great week all!
oxox -
sin

hello all!
so, i have a pretty ridiculous week but the good news is that all the shit has been bothering me has finally been resolved. and of course it was some dumb shit involving a guy. i thought we were on the same level as to how we felt for each other but apparently i was wrong. this was the first time in probably 4 years that i have truly put my heart and soul into guy. as sad as it is for me to say this but i didn't even give my last boyfriend of over 2 years that much of me. but i was a fool and kept hoping that he would come around. i was hearing everything that i thought was leading up to what would be something great but today i realized that would never happen. i guess he wasn't ready for the love that i was ready give and have in return. there is nothing more heartbreaking than putting it all out there and being so vulnerable to someone like that and then in the end get treated with such disrespect. being hung up on and being treated like a high school kid is just asinine. we are both adults and the situation should be handled as such.
as much as this hurts and have cried and will continue to feel sorry for myself and wine and be cranky... i am at least glad that i will not be beating myself over wondering if "today is the day he will come around".

my birthday is on saturday! woo! the big 25... i am hoping for the best. it is time to start thinking about me and stop beating myself up over something that is never going to happen. and what better week to do it in?

oh, friday night at the bar was disco hell again so i dressed up. i was going more for the studio 54 ridiculous off the wall look.. i know it isn't really the look that was around but i did it anyway.


ok, i am going to try to get some sleep considering my crappy day

hope you have a good week and that your weekend was awesome!
oxox
sin

just a quick picture post.





i am going to try to get a nap in since i have to work tonight..

hope you have a great wednesday!

oxox- sin

i moved out to a little town like 30 minutes away from anything and we don't have internet yet so it will be a couple days before i post something again.

i hope you are all doing well and that you had a great weekend! my weekend was good and bad. i had to move which suck because i just moved in with my mom and her boyfriend like 4 months ago. and then me and my mom moved out on our own and now we moved back into the house with her boyfriend... i can't wait until i am done moving for a while. i hate it...
but i had a really good friend of mine pop into town for the night and it was a great time! and that made my whole weekend awesome and amazing. even my week! i will update as soon as i get the internet up and running again. it shouldn't be too long..

have a good week!
oxox-
sin

thank you all so much for the warm wishes of feeling better
i made a new stuffed animal, check it out!


a bit smaller than normal but i was trying to finish quick.

here is al with his rhino. al's birthday was sunday and i was unable to attend the party so i promised him a stuffed animal. and he likes the ramones so i made him a little shirt. this also helped with how plain he looked without it
making the rhino definitely helped me feel better. i love doing things for people i care about. makes me feel great.
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as far as my issues go i am still working them out. i can only hope that the conclusion is in near sight. i am not sure if i can handle it much longer but thank you again for your concerns. you all made me feel very loved

hope you are all having a good week!
oxox-
sin

sorry i haven't responded or posted in a few days.. i am not doing so great emotionally at the moment.. nothing big just some issues i am trying to work through. give me a day or two and i will be back on. hope you all had a great weekend.

oh my! what a night i had yesterday....

someone called me out on not doing my hair all crazy so i tried to do it up...
saving able played a show last night at the bar... not a big fan but they drew a pretty good crowd especially for a monday. didn't really make much in tips due to being over staffed.. after the show i was invited to the nasty little strip club downtown by some of the band members from the opener and the club promoter and his lady. i told them that i would only go if they paid my way to get in. they happily obliged. yikes! so i had to go. but i only went because a friend of mine with me. turns out that the reason the club promoter and his girl paid for me to get in was because they had ulterior motives.. uh-hum... needless to say i was not interested. although they did give it a valiant effort there was just no way was i going to be attending any threesome with the two. i was uncomfortable the whole time i was at the club. the girl was very hot and was, i believe, a professional dancer herself because she was much better than any other girls on stage and actually got up and stripped herself. i do believe this is the first time that i had been approached to do this by a couple i had never previously met before. it was a bit overwhelming indeed... i was totally weirded out! but it was entertaining i suppose and makes for a good story.
i am going to try to catch up on the sleep i have not found in the last week.. wish me luck. i have had nightmares almost everyday since thursday.. sucks! :pirate:

hope you all had a great tuesday and that your wednesday is fantastial!
oxox -
sin

night out with mel! yes!











mmmm... grabbing boobies

got downtown early last night and hung out with my friends from work for a bit until mel got her hungover ass out. and then we bar hopped for a minute... but the ultimate plan to go to the gay bar, which we ended up doing and not getting home until 630am... oh my god! i love mel. she always knows how to show me a good time. all the boys were having a good time dancing with mel and me. only part that sucked was the music. i really needed a good night out with my girl and now i am in much better spirits. still have some things hanging over my head that need to be addressed. but hopefully this will be taken care very soon.

hope you all had a fantastical, magical weekend and i would love to hear about it!
here's to a beautiful week ahead of us!
oxox-
sin

also: go check out nora's ciudado MR set.. it is awesome!

alright Graffiti_Hunter i hope you like it. i was asked to make a jungle animal forever ago but i am a lazy procrastinator.. let me know what you think
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i have had a very long and strange week and i am assuming it will not get better for a few more days. so... i am going to get a shower and hit the bars for a fun night of dancing and possibly a drink to take my mind off of things. my mom and i had mexican for lunch to cheer me up. my two favorite things! hehe i love her.


her & my little sister always make me laugh


alright ya'll! i am out for the night! i hope you have an awesome saturday!!

oxox-sin