fuck fuck fuck I've just lost all the giant post I've just written

I was posting just to show you guys some new pics of myself, I'm feeling much more confident with my body and I wanted to share! Ha!

here we go!








What do you think ha? Just feeling sexy again ahahaha

I'm reading The Lord of The Rings for 3 years now hahahahah shame on me, but sometimes I just lose my patience with Tolkien then I start missing Frodo and the guys, speacially Legolas( hot hot sex! ha!) and get back reading.. let's see If I can finish if I make it in a funnier way





that's it for now...

Hey, just don't forget to show some love to these girls:

Prussia the hottest chick EVER!


Vanees such a baby who deserves to get pink


Gabi hot hot hot

hey friends!!!

It's been a month since last post!!! hahahaha I suck
My life has been real busy with the new baby stuff, she is the cutest thing and the loudest too . Sometimes I just can't believe how lucky I am with my family now I just have to get all this lucky and put it at the work area cause that sucks in the moment.
I'm going back to normal work routine soon and I'm not really confortable to leave my little girl for about 10h a day, she is still so tiny!!!
We are gonna make, us both, Everything will be fine in the end

Hey, we gotta a cat!!! In the begging we thought it was female so we named her Mel, but then we discovered it was male, so my son chose Ben cause of Ben 10, you know.... I'm a mother of a 3 years old boy....hahahahaha
But the cat comes whatever you call him, sometimes I call him Cat and he comes anyway hahahahaha
The thing is that it's very funny to see my son and the poor thing playing, they are already like best friends!






I'm on a diet, that's new because, I've always found myself fat but I've never had much patience for diets... but now, after 2 kids, I've got to take care of myself....ahahaha I think I still have at about 5 kilos to lose to be the way I want to be... Let's see if I can make it, cause I'm suffering

see me:

lazy and shy for more pics....

and look at my little offspring


love love love ( she loves him!!!)


us baking waffles



then he crossed his fingers for a tasteful waffle


Then he found it was too sweet Mother food fail ahahahahahha


Actually this little face is the cutest little sad face ever!
( she does it when she sees the camera, I guess she is a little afraid of it

I guess by the next post I have better pics of myself. hotter I hope

Love

Hey guys!!!

How's everything?
Here everything is about diapers and breastfeeding and getting kids ready for school and cooking... I couldn't feel more like a housewife, what sometimes I like, sometimes I get very very tired of.....
Right now, my baby daughter is sleeping, my son is at school, my husband is working and I can't find something funny to do online... bored to death

Ah! On March 19th there will be a show of my favorite brazilian bandMATANZA!!!! and I'm so freaking anxious to go cause that will be my first show after the baby birth and it's been ages since my last beer. I'm already preparing the breast milk to feed her during and after the show. Its gonna be awesome, be around my friends in that enviroment again

I was here surching for some pics here and I found some pics my hubby took of my some time ago while we were getting back home after shooting a band. He was freaking drunk and sooo funny ( I mean, hard to control hehe) and I was pretending drunk so I had an excuse to mess up in the train.... hahahahaha

Oh how I miss the wild days....


his beautiful thin leg


But I still like my days now, My life is so full of life

Hey Hey

I keep on this come and go thing with the SG... but my days have been busy to death
I guess now that my older kid is back to school and I'm on my maternity leave, I'll have more time to spend here

My cute daughter has finally arrived and she is just perfection I'm totally in love with her.
I was waiting for her to be born since december 26th but she was a little lazy... I was more and more anxious each day...
And the Christmas came....

And she didn't... hahahaha
I was freaking out cause the end of pregnancy is like... very dificult, I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, couldn't enjoy walking.... just hard to deal with.....
I used to sleep the whole day long, and take pics of myself and take care of my older kid

These were my last pics pregnant, just 1 or 2 weeks before the labor






And then on January 7th I finally felt something!!! It was about 6:00PM and I started to feel a little pain in my lower back and belly, I was quite excited but I had to wait to see if those were real contractions. At about 2:00AM I was sure they were coming every 10min so we headed to the hospital, on our way, this time shortened to 5min and the intensity rised like hell. When we arived at the hospital there were so many people, so many babies were borning and it took forever for me to see my doctor. When she finally saw me it was 3:00AM and I was dying, so she asked me to make an axam to check the baby's heart, so I did and at 5:00AM sehe was sure I was in labor and sent me to my room. as soon as I arrived there I took a hot shower and tried to relaxed. The sun was rising the view from the room was amazingly beautiful, but I couldn't really enjoy it cause the pain was killing me. My cute huby took this pic to remind me how we are done with the having babies thing: hahaha


After that I dicided that I could'nt take that any longer and the nurse who was with me suggested the tub. When I got inside that tub, it was like heaven..... I could even smile, and my lovely lover said how beautiful I looked (although I don't agree), so I let him take some pics






Soon came teh time I could take it anymore, really! So I askd my husband to call the doctor cause she was coming. The doctor almost didn't have time to arrive when my pretty lady showed up for the first time.



Just perfect and hungry, poor little princess




It's been almost 1 month already and I can't believe I'm doing it. Haaving 2 kids is not easy, but I love being able to do such a thing and keed doing stuff I like....

This is probably the longest blog I've ever posted, but I wanted to share this so badly. hahahahaha

this is it for now

hey SG land... I keep on coming and going....

A million things have happened in my life since last time I've posted here...
I'm back to college, studying pedagogy, what I've always tried to scape but has always haunted me... But I'm enjoying it... somehow hahahahaha
I'm working like a fucking dog as always, but this time I've got money to do nice things with money like buying a car and parting out... and having another kid!!!
Yeah, I'm preggers again and this time I'm having a girl!!! You can call me insane, but I love beig a mom It's like heaven for me to be with my kids... She will be here by Dezember 26th and I'm quiet anxious.

That's it for now....

Would you say I'm 7 months pregnant? hahahha



Ok ok on these pics I was 6 months only....
ps: look how huge my nipples are!!! I don't really think that is cute

hey SG land

How have you guys been?
I've been working like a dog... Can't wait to see things looking up to me!!! And I feel It will be soon.... very soon...

Keep watching me
You can see my work HERE!!!

OH OH I've started a 365 project!!! I'mm soo excited about it! I loved the idea and I'm loving posting there so check it out and tell me what you think

hey you people

I'm better now.... I went out for some parting with my naughty boy and we just had the best time!!! We got drunk, got some hot chicks and parted in the train coming back home, and I remembered why the hell I married this guy! ha!
check out our parting

in the beginning we were engaged in photography



and then we got in the place and shot some bands


but then the alcohol just took control of our souls and we just got back to our bodies in the train back home...






and even drunk like hell I liked these two here I took




All I can say is that, I got my wild life back and I'm just very fucking happy with that!! hahaha

Oh, me and my hubby have been working on IT!!!! I'm sooooo excited about it. I finally can see my chance out of the educational world that I just can't stand anymore!

And just in case you guys haven't seen it yet... Some people think I look hot here

that's all for now

there are some moments in my life that I just feel like walking in fucking circles....

Everything was going perfectly good... I thought I had healed myself from her but yesterday night she came back, making circles around me, and making me say things I haven't said for 2 years, and bringing up a fucking feeling that I've being killing for 2 years....
And what really kills me is that she has this ability of bringing me back to the start, bringing me back to love her. She is like an addicting poison... Now I'm sitting here alone, without much pacience, all by myself, with a lovely cute guy by my side who just doesn't fill all the space.... We're getting drunk... I hope I get there soon...

hey SG

It's been quite a while... I've ben so buzy lately doing 200000 stuff...huauhauhauh

I was reading some of my old blogs and I could clearly see how things had changed. I've got back togetehr with my hubby and we are better then ever! We have got all the plans in the world and this time I believe it's gonna work

I leanrt that all we need is patience ( and love)!

I'm working on some projects related to my loved loved new path which is photography so I hope I'll have good news for you soon

While you wait, I leave you with some pics of mine




and dont you forget to love ME!

xoxo

hey hey there

Today is sunday, a day on the week there I used to enjoy some hangover and sleep a lot . Ever since I had my baby bay, that happened not so frenquently but sometimes I was there enjoying some blessed headache and puking.. hahahahaha
I just miss those wild weekend that seemed endless, hahaha

I had my first singing class today! hey! I've always loved singing but people have always hated listening to me I just don't know why... hahahhaa

Now I decided to take classes and I just loved, she said that I have a beautiful voice, that I just need to be trained, I don't knw if she is saing the true but I chose to believe her haha

that's it for today

Keep on loving me if you do




I'm very very happy with the sweet sweet comments of you on my set thx!