bad news.

first of all if you don't know about my dad's condition please refer to this journal entry.

well today my parents went for my dad's routine cardiologist check up. on their way in they witnessed an elderly lady fall down in the hallway. they saw numerous people walk past her, including the c.e.o. of the hospital. all of them ignored her. so, my dad ran down the hall to her. he picked her up and carried her to the emergency room. she's ok. my dad isn't though. by doing this it caused a lot of stress on his heart. they can't tell if it was another heart attack that hit him or a major angina attack. he's in the ccu.
basically right now the top half of his heart is not working. they tell us he is not a candidate for bypass surgery. he also cannot have anymore stents put in. so, now what? no bypass, when it is clearly the only option he has left. *sigh*

a few days ago they went fishing. mum fell on some rocks. twice actually. she fractured some bones in her hand. she's got this immobilizer thing on it now, but will most likely need to have a cast put on it.


the house is still falling apart. it's getting worse. road home still says we have no structural damage, although its clearly visible to the naked eye. i hate the government.


a week ago martydistortion ordered my birthday present over a month early. i was very excited about this. 18" human hair extensions. the hair is beautiful. i love it so much! however, they're starting to fall out now. i know this isn't normal. my advice to anyone looking into human hair extensions: do NOT use the doctored locks method of fusion installation.

32 days to go, but i need you now more than ever.


i feel like everything is falling apart.


meh.