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Dear Lyxzen,
Doxie and Ryan tried those tooth tabs from Lush. It led to this face:
As a non-participant in this taste test, I was informed the tabs tasted like soapy asshole. Despite the horrible taste, the people involved in these afternoon plans miss you very much, and we all hope you are having a blast in Hawaii.
Onward...
I love Doxie. This lady always manages to crack me up. Here's a glimpse into her awesome energy:
After this video, I realized I really shouldn't hold my phone vertically while filming. As I attempted to carry out my revelation, I realized that filming can also be really distracting. Here's Doxie and me illustrating why people shouldn't film while driving.
Life continues to go super well. I laugh as often as possible, and thoroughly enjoy the company I keep around me.
Keep it real, SG. Thank you for being you.
Love.
SilenciaP.S.
gonna be shooting some REAL awesome shit soon. I'm incredibly excited, and can't wait to share it all with you.
While the photos and videos are merely a marker to a fun-filled memory for those involved, I would hope that some of the joy behind these photos translate well and inspire at least a smile to whoever looks upon them.
Enjoy!
The sun has shone brightly.
I've walked through wilderness, and found the air to be sweet.
I've been around beautiful faces (I photobombed this photo... look for my face between Doxie and Sweetheart)
I hung out in large crowds.
I played in the sun.
I will never grow up.
I've been enjoying life to the fullest as of late. So much so, that it's finally caught up to me and I am now feeling a little on the sick side. *sniffle* Argh!
Before I go though, I've have been friends with this lady for 15 years. She always finds a way to make me laugh.
I <3 Sweetheart
Oh! And also a HUGE thanks to a special person who got me these things from my wishlist:
Fun reading party awaits! Thank you sooooooo much!!!
Hope all is well in your worlds. Stay classy!
Silencia
Indulging in nostalgia, I looked through photosof years past. Whilst reminiscing on times that were, I've come to the conclusion that...
I don't mean that in a negative way. In fact, I take pride that I seldom take myself or much of life seriously. I consider it to be a survival skill of sorts - always indulging the notion that I'd rather see the glass half full than half empty. Is this making sense? Probably not. I'm moving on.
Life has been a blast lately. I've participated in a fair share of adventuring, have laughed so hard I nearly cried, and feel like I'm in a good place in my life right now (despite the chaotic events that constantly seem to unfold around me).
I guess Easter passed a little while ago. I hung out with one of my favorite ladies and we decorated eggs. After egg decorating, we plastered on some mustaches and went on to watch a very sacrilicious performance at one of the local strip clubs.
(It's pretty refreshing to get this validation from a person)
THIS was the lady we saw perform.
I'm continuing to have a blast with instagram:
@rockpapersatan
I found myself thinking that it would be fun to be a part of another multi, and then I remembered I still have one floating around in member review:
This is from, like, 2010, and the first multi that DarrylDarko ever shot. The "I loved it" percentage is fairly low, and both Sweetheart and I have definitely changed up our appearances since,but I still love this set dearly. To think, I've known Sweetheart for almost 15 years now. Man, time does fly.
Speaking of DarrylDarko, our set Black Lodge (a Twin Peaks tribute) is still in member review and slowly approaching a 666 comment count. It would be awesome to see the set reach (and maybe exceed) that point. So if you haven't checked it out, maybe you should to help inspire a little chuckle from me when it happens.
Before I wish you all a wonderful night, I must express copious amounts of gratitude to the person who set me this gem off of my wishlist. This is the fanciest, most comfortable camera strap EVER. Thank you!!!
<3
Love.
Silencia
P.S.
You can also find me on Facebook. 
Gorgeous gift from Alternate History.
Make a wish...
A huge thank you to Sweetheart, Doxie, my favorite lady from Jersey, Corey, Rocky, and MoxieMurder for celebrating a special day with me. Roza and Lyxzen partied with us in spirit
Love.
Silencia
Note: I am underneath these cats.
This guy likes to lay next to me and tries to be a big spoon. It's kind of cute.
We had a bit of snow last week:
While I love the snow and the rain, I am ready for some sunshine. It's starting to make its way around, and my, isn't it lovely. Today, I started tackling some minor yard work and started on working on converting my storage shed into an art room. I threw out everything that the previous owner left behind, swept out all of the webs and spiders, and started with the first coat of paint. I managed to paint the bulk of the room, but I'm thinking I might want to sand down and smooth out the shelves. While their rugged appearance looks cool, splinters aren't so cool.
You know what else isn't cool?
Getting into fights with screwdrivers. I was putting together some frames, and BAM! The screwdriver slips and nicks my finger. This lady came to my rescue though:
After I let out a little whimper, Sioux ran over and laid next to me. It was kind of cute. Next, I will train her on how to find and bring bandaids.
My home is coming together though. I've rearranged some furniture and hung up new things. I still have a few more ideas I want to execute, but I lack time and money to carry this out as quickly as I'd like to. Meh. I'll get there someday.
Random notes:
-Sitting in a fitting room while my friend changes makes me feel like my grandma.
-Aside from being kind of cute and doing what my phone can do, what the hell is the purpose of Karotz?
-I'm now on instagram. Feel free to follow me there (be warned, I just started this yesterday): rockpapersatan.
Happy celebrations for me soon!
Love.
Silencia
Oh, and now for another bloody tattoo photo:
A tremendous thank you to everyone involved in helping/making Doll Harem make it as set of the day. This set was an absolute favorite of mine, and after six months of being in member review, it finally made Set of the Day status. Cherry is an absolute pro, and I have no idea how she works the magic she does. All of us were laughing hysterically throughout the whole set, and how Cherry managed to still snap some serious photos is beyond me.
One down. One to go.
Love.
Silencia
Oh, and this is just too funny:
Thank you!
Alright, back to listening to Sisters of Mercy and the rainfall. I'm feeling crafty!
Love.
Siencia
SHE
... walks into the room with a paperbag over her head. Normally, she evokes fear in the hearts of many, but today, she wants to paint a different picture. With a drawn on smile and rainbow curls for hair, she tries to carry on a serious conversation. But her words seem muted behind the ridiculous mask. Despite the colorful, "happy" face we're looking at, we can feel the scowl that lives underneath. I can't look anymore. I blink and I find that I'm somewhere else.
Everywhere I turn, there are books. I stop. I smile. I breathe in the wonderful scent, and proceed to graze my finger tips across the exposed spines as I walk down the narrow walkways. I stop in an all-too-familiar section, and notice a stranger obstructing my view. He notices my presence, kindly smiles, and apologizes for "hogging Garcia-Marquez." I crouch down to see if there's anything I feel like adopting, and he proceeds to butcher beautiful Spanish words with his American accent. He tries to regale me with knowledge of books he obviously hasn't read. My interest wanes. His ship is sinking fast. He tries to ask me about Garcia-Marquez and I talk to him about Borges. I start to walk away. He wishes me a wonderful day. I can feel his eyes on my ass.
I find myself nostalgic for New York City.
I find myself nostalgic for Los Angeles.
Portland, I love you, but you're quickly proving yourself to be a place where people go to never grow up, not fall in love.
For you:
Love.
Silencia
