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Only 3 more days until my new set hits MR!
I really hope you'll "love it"!
The dress I wore in this set is over 80 years old and in absolute pristine condition. Just the history this piece of fabric has lived through is amazing to think about.
Hope you all have a great weekend!
x0x0,
Sid
I really hope you'll "love it"!
The dress I wore in this set is over 80 years old and in absolute pristine condition. Just the history this piece of fabric has lived through is amazing to think about.
Hope you all have a great weekend!
x0x0,
Sid *Breathe in*
I've got to remember to take life slower. I'm getting entirely too frustrated with myself too easily. Remembering all those things I used to be able to do has been making me real depressed lately, and I'm feeling really alone all the time (mainly because I am. Just me and the fur-kids).
*Exhale*
Life has been nothing but unattainable dreams till this point, and when I dream these days, I know it will never happen. Planning for the future is just futile. Everything I hope and wish and pray (not that I believe in prayer) for just slips short of my grasp, and I'm forced to leave it dead on the side of the road...
I'm trying so hard to not be a depressing log of a person, but it's hard sometimes. Sure it could be worse. Anything anywhere could be worse depending on how you look at it. But this is my life that *I'M* living, and this may be the worst it gets for me. There probably is much, much worse ahead, or much, much better. That's the thing about life. You don't know. For all I know, I could be just a pointless blob on this planet.
And I guess, that's what I'm most afraid of. Being pointless.
I want to do great things with my time here. I just wish I had the energy and the strength to do them...
x0x0,
Sid
I've got to remember to take life slower. I'm getting entirely too frustrated with myself too easily. Remembering all those things I used to be able to do has been making me real depressed lately, and I'm feeling really alone all the time (mainly because I am. Just me and the fur-kids).
*Exhale*
Life has been nothing but unattainable dreams till this point, and when I dream these days, I know it will never happen. Planning for the future is just futile. Everything I hope and wish and pray (not that I believe in prayer) for just slips short of my grasp, and I'm forced to leave it dead on the side of the road...
I'm trying so hard to not be a depressing log of a person, but it's hard sometimes. Sure it could be worse. Anything anywhere could be worse depending on how you look at it. But this is my life that *I'M* living, and this may be the worst it gets for me. There probably is much, much worse ahead, or much, much better. That's the thing about life. You don't know. For all I know, I could be just a pointless blob on this planet.
And I guess, that's what I'm most afraid of. Being pointless.
I want to do great things with my time here. I just wish I had the energy and the strength to do them...
x0x0,
Sid Tomorrow marks the 8th full year I've been a Suicide girl.
I was 19, a little goth girl at Berklee College of Music, majoring in Music Business. I thought I had the world figured out, and that I was going to be some hot shot promoter. *sigh*
It's funny how life completely changes you. Eight years ago, I didn't think I'd be married now or that the economy would be how it is. I thought I'd be rich and living in New York City at the age of 27, not in the middle of Colorado...
I guess that all doesn't matter though. I'm happy with what I've got, and while things could always be better, I'm comfortable with my standing in the world...
There's still the matter of another set being in the pipeline of MR. So that means you can look at my first set, then the new one and see how much I've grown.
Someone once called me "SG's chameleon". While I'm still on the weird side and will always be a goth kid at heart, I think I've just gotten lazy with being outrageous all the time. Besides, I've nowhere to go to look awesome. I'm not going to start wearing latex to the mall, and our one goth club is kind of a joke. It's one of the things I miss about Boston... Being a weirdo and no one caring (also goth clubs).
My next box o' organic veggies arrives tomorrow. I can't wait to see what I get. It's like Christmas!
I'll keep you all informed on what I cook with them!
And as always, I hope you have a wonderful weekend.
x0x0,
Sid
I was 19, a little goth girl at Berklee College of Music, majoring in Music Business. I thought I had the world figured out, and that I was going to be some hot shot promoter. *sigh*
It's funny how life completely changes you. Eight years ago, I didn't think I'd be married now or that the economy would be how it is. I thought I'd be rich and living in New York City at the age of 27, not in the middle of Colorado...
I guess that all doesn't matter though. I'm happy with what I've got, and while things could always be better, I'm comfortable with my standing in the world...
There's still the matter of another set being in the pipeline of MR. So that means you can look at my first set, then the new one and see how much I've grown.
Someone once called me "SG's chameleon". While I'm still on the weird side and will always be a goth kid at heart, I think I've just gotten lazy with being outrageous all the time. Besides, I've nowhere to go to look awesome. I'm not going to start wearing latex to the mall, and our one goth club is kind of a joke. It's one of the things I miss about Boston... Being a weirdo and no one caring (also goth clubs).My next box o' organic veggies arrives tomorrow. I can't wait to see what I get. It's like Christmas!
I'll keep you all informed on what I cook with them!And as always, I hope you have a wonderful weekend.
x0x0,
Sid Monday, February 13th at 10AM MST, this picture, among others will grace SG with its presence in Member Review:
Shot by the fabulous seahorse, I hope you will help me get this on the front page. It's truly a beautiful set and I got to wear my beautiful vintage 1930's gown in it.
Other than that, things have certainly been things. My back is bothering me again, which is annoying because I don't do anything particularly straining to aggravate it.
My exploration with organic veggie delivery was a smashing success, and I've been cooking up all sorts of yummy goodies. I made some delicious roasted veggies the other night which were exactly what I needed to help curb a nasty sinus bug I was getting. Trevor, however, wasn't so lucky, and he's got one of his signature "OMG, I'm dyyyyying!" man cold things.
Soon he will have real weekends off though (meaning Saturdays and Sundays), so we should get back to having a social life again soon. We really need to get our asses up to Denver and see some friends we've, sadly, neglected due to our schedules.
But yeah. Point of posting (my new set) made. Life boring. I miss having a life. Blah, blah, blah....
x0x0,
Sid
Shot by the fabulous seahorse, I hope you will help me get this on the front page. It's truly a beautiful set and I got to wear my beautiful vintage 1930's gown in it.
Other than that, things have certainly been things. My back is bothering me again, which is annoying because I don't do anything particularly straining to aggravate it.
My exploration with organic veggie delivery was a smashing success, and I've been cooking up all sorts of yummy goodies. I made some delicious roasted veggies the other night which were exactly what I needed to help curb a nasty sinus bug I was getting. Trevor, however, wasn't so lucky, and he's got one of his signature "OMG, I'm dyyyyying!" man cold things.
Soon he will have real weekends off though (meaning Saturdays and Sundays), so we should get back to having a social life again soon. We really need to get our asses up to Denver and see some friends we've, sadly, neglected due to our schedules.
But yeah. Point of posting (my new set) made. Life boring. I miss having a life. Blah, blah, blah....
x0x0,
Sid I don't know about you, but I'm pretty damn excited about this:
(and that's an outtake)
Shot by Seahorse, who is fantastic, by the way!
Still no date yet, but I'll let you know when I get one.
In other news, I signed up for boxes of organic produce to be sent to my house twice a month. I'm feeling adventurous because of it. I can't wait to be cooking up some new dishes with veggies I've never used before. I'm hoping it'll inspire more creative dishes from me considering things have been entirely too bleak lately for me to cook a lot.
I'm just trying to keep on...
x0x0,
Sid
(and that's an outtake)
Shot by Seahorse, who is fantastic, by the way!
Still no date yet, but I'll let you know when I get one.
In other news, I signed up for boxes of organic produce to be sent to my house twice a month. I'm feeling adventurous because of it. I can't wait to be cooking up some new dishes with veggies I've never used before. I'm hoping it'll inspire more creative dishes from me considering things have been entirely too bleak lately for me to cook a lot.
I'm just trying to keep on...
x0x0,
Sid I spent the wee hours of this morning in the friggin hospital. I was there for hours and all they did was throw a bunch of pain pills at me and send me home with a half-assed diagnosis of "probably" having a slipped disk in my lower back. Now I'm on bed rest, doped up to high hell on percocet, and can hardly keep my eyes open. This weekend is going to fly by, I guess. At least it's T's reserve weekend, so it's not like I'm missing out on any fun shit.
I keep trying to read my kindle and look for books to download, but my eyes keep crossing, and it's making me dizzy. Guess I'll be sleeping this one off. *shrug*
But yeah...
So a few weeks ago I got together with seahorse for some picture takin' time. Here's an outtake that I particularly like:
I edited it, so don't blame him for the not-so-great photoshopping there.
More shall come one of these days soon...
In the meantime, please help keep me entertained while I'm stuck in this damn bed!
x0x0,
Sid
I keep trying to read my kindle and look for books to download, but my eyes keep crossing, and it's making me dizzy. Guess I'll be sleeping this one off. *shrug*
But yeah...
So a few weeks ago I got together with seahorse for some picture takin' time. Here's an outtake that I particularly like:
I edited it, so don't blame him for the not-so-great photoshopping there.
More shall come one of these days soon...
In the meantime, please help keep me entertained while I'm stuck in this damn bed!
x0x0,
Sid 
It's been over a month, and I've not supplied a new blog.
Holiday funk is growing on me, and although we've already acquired a small Christmas tree, I'm not looking forward to it at all.
Trevor will be going to Germany for reserve duty during most of April, and I'll be stuck alone. Although we've done the being apart thing for much longer before, it's still gonna suck.
On the good news side of things, I bought this off my friend Erin recently:
It's an original 1930's dressing gown and robe. It's silk and amazingly beautiful in person. I fell in love with it the second she handed it to me to model for her lingerie shop. I'm thinking of shooting a set in it.
We've no plans for the upcoming holidays. I'm in dire need of a vacation or a hot tub...
x0x0,
Sid
Holiday funk is growing on me, and although we've already acquired a small Christmas tree, I'm not looking forward to it at all.
Trevor will be going to Germany for reserve duty during most of April, and I'll be stuck alone. Although we've done the being apart thing for much longer before, it's still gonna suck.
On the good news side of things, I bought this off my friend Erin recently:
It's an original 1930's dressing gown and robe. It's silk and amazingly beautiful in person. I fell in love with it the second she handed it to me to model for her lingerie shop. I'm thinking of shooting a set in it.
We've no plans for the upcoming holidays. I'm in dire need of a vacation or a hot tub...
x0x0,
Sid I have my beloved computer back! I missed her so much, but here she is in my lap good as new and fixed for absolutely free!
Halloween weekend was pretty interesting. I took Miss bringyouhell to Manitou's Coffin Races:
Halloween weekend was pretty interesting. I took Miss bringyouhell to Manitou's Coffin Races:
The Emma Crawford Coffin Races Festivities start with a parade through town of the teams of four pall bearers and one "Emma" who will be racing through town with their coffin. Typically, the race is held on the last Saturday in October. The races have been covered Nationally by the Travel Channel.
-From Wikipedia
Although, for some odd reason, there was no Beer Garden this year... 
Afterwards, we went up to Denver to RockinRicky's Halloween party, where K2photostudio took a couple of pictures of me standing next to bringyouhell while making stupid faces back at Trevor.
DERP!
I was Anne Boleyn. T was a "pretentious prick", otherwise known as an Apple Genius, and BringyouHell was a prettyful princess.
Yep. Good times.
x0x0,
Sid
