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Just wanted to say Hello to confirm the fact that I am not dead ....
I am so slack at updating... plus been going through a very strange time in my life... but things are different now and i think i am much happier and things are going to be good...........
i hope 
so since i was wrote (fuck that was ages ago)........what has been happening ?? In Beserk news (my clothing label)..... i got the Beserk winter range out and now working on the summer range .. it will be in stores end October I hope!.. i have my first employee.. which is exciting!! .. she is just helping out one day a week at this stage, but hoping to be able to employ a couple of people really soon! ..plus I now have heaps more room! .. i was living in the garage with my business in the house that i am renting, then renting out upstairs cause i couldn't afford the rent for the whole house... but beserk has grown quite a bit and I was going crazy having stuff everywhere.. plus waking up every morning and being at work straight away really does drive you insane!!
I didn't end up going on anti-depressants btw, to anyone that read my last journal (and if you can remember back that far.. lol! ).. but i think that living in a place with no windows looking outside, and getting up everyday and being at work, plus ahem smoking too much of that lovely thc containing stubstance.. (which i am quitting).. plus sleeping all day and working all night and not really leaving the house, or having much contact with people was all huge contributions to my depression and insaneness.. yes.. so no anti-depressants, and i am trying that crazy way of actually trying to be positive.. anyway who cares..
... but things are going well!! 
what else... um.....
i want to buy one of those rabbit vibrators and i am going to buy one tomorrow!!!..
so if anyone has used them, are they really that good??.. i want one without a rabbit face though....... there are so many scary looking vibrators and dildos.. lol.. the ones with those weird ladies faces on the end really freak me out..........
and poor hello kitty on a vibrator 
although dont get me wrong i love hello kitty.. just not in my pussy....... ..... i have decided that i need to cum more.. apparently it makes you less stressed and happier..... cam can you help me out with this??? .......... lol....
As an Australian I have to say how it makes me sad that Steve Irwin is dead!!
... He gave soo much money to the preservation of Australian reptiles plus bought heaps of land to leave for reservations around Australia. I like people that use their money for good.... plus he was fucking cool.. um yes so RIP Steve Irwin.. u rock! um........weirdest..post...ever...
i will update properly soon! <3
so
pink hair.. ... i am such a poser.......................
siara
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Beserk Clothing
SEP 14, 2006 05:39 AM
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I'm lost
May 2005
SEP 14, 2006 05:40 AM
quietlythere
USA
June 2004
SEP 14, 2006 06:11 AM
glad to see that you are still alive and kicking! 
very cool that Beserk is going well for you
i like the pink hair
i have no personal information on those vibrators, sorry 
all in all though, i'm just glad to see that you are doing ok
SEP 14, 2006 06:31 AM
u need to cum more? 
look at SG photo sets... works for me LOL
cute pic! your hair looks great.
SEP 14, 2006 11:11 AM
SEP 14, 2006 01:23 PM
You sound great....you look great.....you are great 
...and yes, we do care
kiss kiss and great to hear from you again...ta for the comment btw.
SEP 14, 2006 01:56 PM
SEP 14, 2006 02:10 PM
SEP 14, 2006 06:54 PM
see you tonight!!!!
oh and...ask lelaina - she is the guru!
xx
SEP 14, 2006 08:04 PM
Siara. You're awesome. Don't ever forget that.
Working overtime on your own business, alone, can be really hard. That's essentially my life. Although I get to deal with clients from time to time. always make time to go outside and putz around. Take a walk, eat lunch outside, etc... You may think that you can't afford the time, but you'll be amazed that you can. and how much better you'll feel.
The rabbit.... yeah. stick with the original rabbit. we've had experiences with a lot. the rabbit is cool, but ms. still favors the pocket rocket the most. and yeah, good orgasms brighten our moods, quite a bit. I just wish schedules permitted more orgasms not alone.
brett54
Australia
November 2004
SEP 14, 2006 09:35 PM
Wanting to cum more is good, wanting to cum more is right, wanting to cum more is now.
I've heard... ahem..... that Rabbits are the way to go.
SEP 14, 2006 10:18 PM
YAY new Siara post! Glad to hear you're alive.
Ah man, I wish I lived in Australia so I could be your employee. Turns out my only real work experience is in the t-shirt printing business. I just moved to Austin, Texas and I can't seem to find any of that kind of work, so I'm going to have to get a crappy job I will totally hate.
And even though that last paragraph doesn't sound like it, "that crazy way of trying to be positive" is actually the best way to get over depression. I got put on several different kinds of anti depressants and rejected them all because they didn't do a thing for me. I finally stopped taking them altogether. Been three years without taking the happy pills and I'm still here and doing fine! There's a fantastic book called "From Panic to Power" by Lucinda Bassett, and even though it's more geared toward anxiety problems, it's all about taking control of your worrysome/negative thoughts instead of letting them control you. If you can get ahold of a copy, read it!
I haven't tried the rabbit type vibrators yet, but I really want to. There's a sex shop within walking distance of my new apartment, and I have plans to go down there and explore a little once I get some extra cash. Should be fun.
Poser shmoser. Pink hair is the best!
SEP 14, 2006 11:10 PM
YAY!!! you are alive!
SEP 18, 2006 12:35 PM
Wow...to see that you're still alive honey! I was begining to wonder
SEP 20, 2006 03:47 PM
oh Sweet Jesus you're cute
Wish I can help with your lil...um...problem, but I'm very knowledge with the female anatomy.
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