in 2012, CameronStewart made that a reality for me!

it was well worth the twenty some year wait. i will patiently wait another 20 years for another
my bestest friend in the whole world has been dealing with some heavy shit solo for too long, just the thought of having to deal with medical issues alone makes me cringe. so im relocating out east for a few months to be by her side and am downsizing my life before making the jump... ive got some cute clothes and an ipod classic i no longer need.
ipod classic black 160 GB for 200$ or best offer.
selling my threads on da cheap!
what else have i been upto:
So my girlfriend Shay asked me to be her hype man for a track at hip hop karaoke at fortune...
I've only done this once before...
Shay is kinda the queen in Vancouver she does it on the regular so I felt special that she asked me to help her out, you would have had to been a dummy to pass up on the opportunity to rock the mic with her...


this is the song we did:
this is our take on it:
I messed up three times. I still get really nervous before going on stage but once the beat drops my body is on autopilot and everything just spills out. If you got a youtube account, feel free to give it some love.
Im performing again on my birthday which will be tons of fun. I started practicing on the regular & getting mentored three times a week working on my flow, pitch control and studying the classics.
photobooth bomb:
xoxo

oh hello there...
what are you doing? nothing? care to help a girlfriend win a fashion spread? watch her video!
do me a solid and vote for Melissa Trainor she's the one with the cute lil pig nose!
http://www.frontrowsociety.com/boutique/en/modules/vidcontest/videos.php

I'm really excited for this set to hit review! I'm already looking forward to going back to California in the end of November... 12th to the 18th. Have a few shoots lined up and get to see some good friends again!
DJ Mehdi passed away this month, I am a bit of a sucker for music that pumps out of France. It was probably the saddest news to hear that he is gone but I do know his legacy lives on through his music and that I must say is a very beautiful thing.
Cheri my new partner in crime has been m.i.a as of late... being a big deal or something in Italy shooting a music video as the lead female and in London right now with a whole bunch of sexy girls being dreamboats or some shit.
it will be good to have her back, im kinda feeling like half of me is gone, we always have the best adventures so it will be fabulous to have her back!!
Started my 90 day gym challenge this week. so far four workouts in three days... I am so content with the weight I lost and am really excited to tone up and see what I'll look like at the end of it. Are you currently working on a personal goal, what is it? What are you doing to make that dream a reality?
l
![]()
![]()
![]()
ive been wanting to do this for awhile and yeah i help artists build press kits and have been on tour before but ive never been the one on stage so this was kinga tough for me... i finally got the nerve to bust outta my shy shell and just do it... this is one of those personal challenges. i think i did pretty okay... there is tons of room for improvement thats for sure but i also need to give myself some grace, it was my first time rapping rave raps at a packed bar.
you can totally hear me lose my breath but whatever. ((maybe i shouldnt have blazed so hard before hand or have a piece of gum in my mouth while rapping)) it was fun & you best believe imma do it again
thanks to Brandon, Roulette, Battu Peatrie Voodou & Pokes for coming out!
Also big love to Surya Devi for being the best hype woman ever. Every good rapper is nothing without their hype man. i was blessed to have an amazing hypewoman

here's a sample from the shoot i did with luckylucky
headed to winnipeg//toronto//montreal in september.
summer is wrapping up and i cant wrap my mind around it.
thanks for being a huge flirt vancouver summer.
if i had a dick i'd say you've been blue balling me for a few months now.
i have tried my best to make the best out it and we've had our fun but im looking for a city that can satisfy my needs, hopefully you can step it up. maybe i need to dip into california before the winter.
if you could be a panda or a giraffe which one would you be and why?
xo
i am so blessed to have the people i do around me. i have now taken it upon myself to surround myself by people who bring out the best in me and limit my encounters with those who bring out the worst or cannot appreciate me for my worth.
bouncing back from work and doctor appointments, when im not doing either i've been hitting the beach or blazing... sometimes you need to cloud your judgement so your thoughts dont get the best of you.
luckily im done with the hospital visits until mid august. yah its only two weeks but two weeks after the past two months is kind of a the sweetest vacation i could ask for. after that ill be waiting on my second referral before making any other moves. western medicine scares the shit out of me.
guys say girls are crazy. i think it really depends on what type of girls you're keeping company with... I have been spending time with the best ladies a girl could ask for... Peatrie, Voodou & Cheri. i probably would feel so alone/trapped/scared if i didnt have them in my life, especially with where i am right now.
i have so many other people i need to thank for being in my life always resonating sound advice and who support me constantly: cameronstewart, GoGo, Yulia, Jocelyenn & NocturnalHouse... the list could go on but they're not on SG
when i sit back and reflect the only thing that gets me down is my health. knowing there is disease building and boiling inside of me brings an air of uncertainty & discomfort but in the end i have to keep my chin up and be a soldier. i need to be strong and brave.
Did a photoshoot with luckylucky this tuesday, cannot wait to see the pictures once they're done editing.
Work is good, I'm finally making some paper and have been making new friends. Still single but still happy, I think it would be a bit too complicated to bring a lover into the mix right now. I need to be there for myself before I can accept someone else in. It sounds so selfish reading that over but hey, thats where Im at right now. I dont want to start anything I cannot handle or appreciate until I know I can be there 100% and appreciate whoever I'm with fully with an open heart.
i know im awful at posting pictures. life has been hectic. i just need to make the time to upload and photo dump.
xoxo















