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MARCH 22, 2012 @ 11:19 AM | 33 COMMENTS


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Canuck shot by Sean is now up in review for your viewing pleasure.

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Voodou is moving into my house within a week. I am super excited for this to happen, we have been slowly moving her into the place and been decorating as we go.

the haus has never looked so good before.

i wake up to a gorgeous bathroom showcasing my dads art (choplogik), a giant kitchen with all the new age devices a quasi hippy like me could ever dream for & a comic book themed breakfast nook to laze around over a pot of tea and all the wolverine my little hands can handle.

its really refreshing to live with someone who has an eye for design and holds visual standards closely to their heart as i do... when we are decorating and bouncing ideas off of each other, it just gets me super excited.

took the time to make sure each room meets feng shui standards to the best of my ability and i will say the energy in the home is light and fluid. totally well worth it. i feel better and look forward to all opportunities coming my way with an open heart and clear mind.

the moment i cleared all old relationship gifts/cards/nicknacks all this baggage from my heart just walked out the house. if you are single and have a bunch of old shit from your date or partner lying around your house, get rid of it and make room for someone new in your life.

2011 was an interesting adventure, a little rockier than i preferred but sometimes you have to struggle in order to grow, to face your fears and become stronger.

2012 for me will be a big year in my life, i can feel it. i already have a few goals set up and missions already underway. mission team mermaid is in full effect. mission chinup is so close to complete its not funny and recording myself in the studio is about to happen. i think it is super important to follow your dreams and not be afraid to get yours. well baby, its my time. go ahead & put your raybans on this one is set to straight stunna. keep your eyes on this ninja right here. watch me shine.


DIPSET DIPSET DIPSET!



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I will be in california for all of june and chicago for all of july.
if you wanna hang out, holler at your girl!



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you can give yourself all the excuses in the world or face the music.
you can either run on love or fear.
you either let it build you or break you.
its always your choice.




xo
Shanti

FEBRUARY 3, 2012 @ 08:56 PM | 16 COMMENTS


all my life i have wanted to be a cartoon.
in 2012, CameronStewart made that a reality for me!
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it was well worth the twenty some year wait. i will patiently wait another 20 years for another smile
my bestest friend in the whole world has been dealing with some heavy shit solo for too long, just the thought of having to deal with medical issues alone makes me cringe. so im relocating out east for a few months to be by her side and am downsizing my life before making the jump... ive got some cute clothes and an ipod classic i no longer need.

ipod classic black 160 GB for 200$ or best offer.
selling my threads on da cheap!

what else have i been upto:
So my girlfriend Shay asked me to be her hype man for a track at hip hop karaoke at fortune...

I've only done this once before...

Shay is kinda the queen in Vancouver she does it on the regular so I felt special that she asked me to help her out, you would have had to been a dummy to pass up on the opportunity to rock the mic with her...

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this is the song we did:



this is our take on it:



I messed up three times. I still get really nervous before going on stage but once the beat drops my body is on autopilot and everything just spills out. If you got a youtube account, feel free to give it some love.

Im performing again on my birthday which will be tons of fun. I started practicing on the regular & getting mentored three times a week working on my flow, pitch control and studying the classics.

photobooth bomb:

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it has been chilly cold and every shade of grey in vancouver, thankfully the weather has been coming around and we have had some sunshine which is making me crawl out of my hermit shell... sometimes all i want to do is smoke one in bed & watch netflix or read a book with an overdose amount of tea, if the weather gets too nice my hermit hobbies will no longer have the weather to pin its blame onto...
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i often find myself wishing to go back to india, to be specific, Dharamshala. I long to be the tops of the mountains to wake up to yoga every morning and meditate with the monks at temple once again.

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Is there anywhere you have travelled to that you cant wait to return to?




xoxo

JANUARY 5, 2012 @ 02:29 PM | 6 COMMENTS


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oh hello there...

what are you doing? nothing? care to help a girlfriend win a fashion spread? watch her video!
do me a solid and vote for Melissa Trainor she's the one with the cute lil pig nose! oink

http://www.frontrowsociety.com/boutique/en/modules/vidcontest/videos.php
SEPTEMBER 28, 2011 @ 11:55 PM | 32 COMMENTS


Salliss shot this picture of sean shooting my new set in los angeles...

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I'm really excited for this set to hit review! I'm already looking forward to going back to California in the end of November... 12th to the 18th. Have a few shoots lined up and get to see some good friends again!


DJ Mehdi passed away this month, I am a bit of a sucker for music that pumps out of France. It was probably the saddest news to hear that he is gone but I do know his legacy lives on through his music and that I must say is a very beautiful thing.

Cheri my new partner in crime has been m.i.a as of late... being a big deal or something in Italy shooting a music video as the lead female and in London right now with a whole bunch of sexy girls being dreamboats or some shit. whatever it will be good to have her back, im kinda feeling like half of me is gone, we always have the best adventures so it will be fabulous to have her back!!

Started my 90 day gym challenge this week. so far four workouts in three days... I am so content with the weight I lost and am really excited to tone up and see what I'll look like at the end of it. Are you currently working on a personal goal, what is it? What are you doing to make that dream a reality?






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SEPTEMBER 15, 2011 @ 02:58 PM | 9 COMMENTS


im in los angeles.
SEPTEMBER 11, 2011 @ 11:54 PM | 6 COMMENTS


im in toronto.
AUGUST 29, 2011 @ 10:22 AM | 12 COMMENTS


so there's this amazing new night thats going on across north america called hip hop karaoke, you send in your request in advance, cop the instrumental and spit down the track without any screen or assistance unless you pull em up on your phone or print lyrics out on some sheets... word is vancouver and toronto are pretty serious about their performances over other spots...

ive been wanting to do this for awhile and yeah i help artists build press kits and have been on tour before but ive never been the one on stage so this was kinga tough for me... i finally got the nerve to bust outta my shy shell and just do it... this is one of those personal challenges. i think i did pretty okay... there is tons of room for improvement thats for sure but i also need to give myself some grace, it was my first time rapping rave raps at a packed bar.



you can totally hear me lose my breath but whatever. ((maybe i shouldnt have blazed so hard before hand or have a piece of gum in my mouth while rapping)) it was fun & you best believe imma do it again

thanks to Brandon, Roulette, Battu Peatrie Voodou & Pokes for coming out!

Also big love to Surya Devi for being the best hype woman ever. Every good rapper is nothing without their hype man. i was blessed to have an amazing hypewoman
AUGUST 14, 2011 @ 07:52 PM | 26 COMMENTS


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here's a sample from the shoot i did with luckylucky
headed to winnipeg//toronto//montreal in september.

summer is wrapping up and i cant wrap my mind around it.
thanks for being a huge flirt vancouver summer.
if i had a dick i'd say you've been blue balling me for a few months now.
i have tried my best to make the best out it and we've had our fun but im looking for a city that can satisfy my needs, hopefully you can step it up. maybe i need to dip into california before the winter.

if you could be a panda or a giraffe which one would you be and why?
xo
JULY 29, 2011 @ 10:04 AM | 14 COMMENTS


sometimes you need to go through the darkest of days in order to appreciate the light.

i am so blessed to have the people i do around me. i have now taken it upon myself to surround myself by people who bring out the best in me and limit my encounters with those who bring out the worst or cannot appreciate me for my worth.

bouncing back from work and doctor appointments, when im not doing either i've been hitting the beach or blazing... sometimes you need to cloud your judgement so your thoughts dont get the best of you.

luckily im done with the hospital visits until mid august. yah its only two weeks but two weeks after the past two months is kind of a the sweetest vacation i could ask for. after that ill be waiting on my second referral before making any other moves. western medicine scares the shit out of me.

guys say girls are crazy. i think it really depends on what type of girls you're keeping company with... I have been spending time with the best ladies a girl could ask for... Peatrie, Voodou & Cheri. i probably would feel so alone/trapped/scared if i didnt have them in my life, especially with where i am right now.

i have so many other people i need to thank for being in my life always resonating sound advice and who support me constantly: cameronstewart, GoGo, Yulia, Jocelyenn & NocturnalHouse... the list could go on but they're not on SG

when i sit back and reflect the only thing that gets me down is my health. knowing there is disease building and boiling inside of me brings an air of uncertainty & discomfort but in the end i have to keep my chin up and be a soldier. i need to be strong and brave.

Did a photoshoot with luckylucky this tuesday, cannot wait to see the pictures once they're done editing.

Work is good, I'm finally making some paper and have been making new friends. Still single but still happy, I think it would be a bit too complicated to bring a lover into the mix right now. I need to be there for myself before I can accept someone else in. It sounds so selfish reading that over but hey, thats where Im at right now. I dont want to start anything I cannot handle or appreciate until I know I can be there 100% and appreciate whoever I'm with fully with an open heart.

i know im awful at posting pictures. life has been hectic. i just need to make the time to upload and photo dump.
xoxo


JULY 25, 2011 @ 11:36 PM | 5 COMMENTS






godamn im hung up on california. miss that place.
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