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im so saving up every penny now.
total spendthrift.
my goal is to leave this town & all its ghosts by may 2008.
where to?
where else...
LONDON!!!!
after spending only two weeks alone after returning from india and doha for a month and a half...
the time was short.
i got extremely sick.
missed out on alot of fun.
but soaked up whatever moments i could.
despite the illness.
but this time the stay will be a few months.
if it all goes thru.
and my visa is approved!
oh dear god.
london, ive missed you so much since i left you.
ever since i returned, nothing has been the same.
its because my eyes were opened to the capital of where everything is happening.
and i returned to buttfuckingnowhere little city with small town mindframe.
sick of the sheltered lifestyles people lead here.
we all crave to get out...
so lets go already.
lets paint the streets black.
lets paint them red.
now my mind hopes hopes hopes...
that it can save money.
yet have a social life
whilst being a university student.
total spendthrift.
my goal is to leave this town & all its ghosts by may 2008.
where to?
where else...
LONDON!!!!
after spending only two weeks alone after returning from india and doha for a month and a half...
the time was short.
i got extremely sick.
missed out on alot of fun.
but soaked up whatever moments i could.
despite the illness.
but this time the stay will be a few months.
if it all goes thru.
and my visa is approved!
oh dear god.
london, ive missed you so much since i left you.
ever since i returned, nothing has been the same.
its because my eyes were opened to the capital of where everything is happening.
and i returned to buttfuckingnowhere little city with small town mindframe.
sick of the sheltered lifestyles people lead here.
we all crave to get out...
so lets go already.
lets paint the streets black.
lets paint them red.
now my mind hopes hopes hopes...
that it can save money.
yet have a social life
whilst being a university student.
shanti is a robot.
yes.
a robot.
umm so im forty minutes behind schedule today...and that forty minutes has fucked the whole day to shit.
im moving into the new place thru oct 10-13.
anxious to move.
the robot has come out with working 40 hours a week and doing a fulltime course load at university...
leaves little time to study, sleep, eat, chill... and get errands done.
errands like posting up pics on here, checking email and running around errands that require me moving around the city to get them acomplished...
soooooo yes.
very sorry for not posting new pics or vids, im leaving right now for a shower and a dash to get the bus, to drop off info to my new place and to jet to philosophy class.
ahhhh.
mon vie,
c'est plate maintenant.
puis j'aimerai bien si j'avais mon propre place.
still single.
im happy about that tho.
which is weird?
but we've slipped up and have had late night rendezvous. twice.
fuck.
yes.
a robot.
umm so im forty minutes behind schedule today...and that forty minutes has fucked the whole day to shit.
im moving into the new place thru oct 10-13.
anxious to move.
the robot has come out with working 40 hours a week and doing a fulltime course load at university...
leaves little time to study, sleep, eat, chill... and get errands done.
errands like posting up pics on here, checking email and running around errands that require me moving around the city to get them acomplished...
soooooo yes.
very sorry for not posting new pics or vids, im leaving right now for a shower and a dash to get the bus, to drop off info to my new place and to jet to philosophy class.
ahhhh.
mon vie,
c'est plate maintenant.
puis j'aimerai bien si j'avais mon propre place.
still single.
im happy about that tho.
which is weird?
but we've slipped up and have had late night rendezvous. twice.
fuck.
everybody loves clean clothes...
right?
yah, im pretty sure im right...
clean clothes is fun.
but cleaning them is way more fun.
maybe missy feels like laundry day mood sometime soon??
*wink wink nudge nudge*
man ive collected a slew of pics and vids to upload here... its just really hard to do it when you work everyday, all the time and then only have the energy to sleep and eat so you can function to go back to work because you are counting down the days for the big move out into your own place....
two weeks is the confirmation that the flat is mine, and the 1st of october is when i can officially start living there...maybe i can live there after the current tenant leaves midway in the month?
it would make my life easier, sleeping at the boys place is getting a bit overdone.
right?
yah, im pretty sure im right...
clean clothes is fun.
but cleaning them is way more fun.
maybe missy feels like laundry day mood sometime soon??
*wink wink nudge nudge*
man ive collected a slew of pics and vids to upload here... its just really hard to do it when you work everyday, all the time and then only have the energy to sleep and eat so you can function to go back to work because you are counting down the days for the big move out into your own place....
two weeks is the confirmation that the flat is mine, and the 1st of october is when i can officially start living there...maybe i can live there after the current tenant leaves midway in the month?
it would make my life easier, sleeping at the boys place is getting a bit overdone.
i found anti suicidegirl websites online...
do people honestly have nothing else better to do but pay membership so they can later snapshot screens, steal sets and display them with their warped views that are filled with ridiculous hate??
and do people seriously have nothing else better to do then over analyze everything and get into other peoples business??
example:
if me and bob are having a conversation and talk about many topics...and share personal opinions, is it my business to go run my mouth on information bob has shared with me? is it bobs business to go run his mouth on what i said??
ANSWER: no.
im with suicidegirls because i love their concept and models. ever since ive joined here i have never experienced any drama or any bullshit. only happy wonderful moments, and whenever i had any questions regarding anything, the staff here has done an excellent job with informing me. think how huge this site is, how many suicidegirls there are and how many of us ask them questions regarding any and every topic and that anytime i have ever asked a question it has always been replied within 24 hours. and most times under ten hours. thats what you call service and you get great service like that from a great staff.
who's that chicky who sang that song, lady sov??
"love me or hate me its still an obsession"... thats for you fake sg fans.
do people honestly have nothing else better to do but pay membership so they can later snapshot screens, steal sets and display them with their warped views that are filled with ridiculous hate??
and do people seriously have nothing else better to do then over analyze everything and get into other peoples business??
example:
if me and bob are having a conversation and talk about many topics...and share personal opinions, is it my business to go run my mouth on information bob has shared with me? is it bobs business to go run his mouth on what i said??
ANSWER: no.
im with suicidegirls because i love their concept and models. ever since ive joined here i have never experienced any drama or any bullshit. only happy wonderful moments, and whenever i had any questions regarding anything, the staff here has done an excellent job with informing me. think how huge this site is, how many suicidegirls there are and how many of us ask them questions regarding any and every topic and that anytime i have ever asked a question it has always been replied within 24 hours. and most times under ten hours. thats what you call service and you get great service like that from a great staff.
who's that chicky who sang that song, lady sov??
"love me or hate me its still an obsession"... thats for you fake sg fans.
I would like to take the time to share with the world of suicidegirls the great news...
and one day, we're totally getting married and making the sexiest babies alive!!!
and one day, we're totally getting married and making the sexiest babies alive!!!
Isn't she just a dreamboat?? think of her singing sweet lullabies to our babies...
Dont get too jealous...
im sure you're wife will be just as hot.
FUCK!!! who are we kidding???
My future wife is so much hotter then your future wife, or present wife.
I'm in love, and there's nothing you can do about it...
sitting at the plaza yesterday afternoon.
plus 37 feels wonderfull...
the wind kicked in, i painted my fingernails black.
& there i sat waiting.
pour un livre et dvd...
sur un bicyclette retro je l'ai recu...
je m'excuse maintenant pour mon francais, parce que c'est sans accents.
mon clavier n'a pas des accents....
maudit clavier.
peice of crap.
My boy was busting sick tricks on his board and someone i havnt seen for a long while just chilling.
it was nice, it was fantastic. it was DELICIOUS.
there we were, sitting on the bench, and there N was all experimenting with his macbook and my justice cd.
que j'adore cette disc compact!!!
but i do miss that cold night were we enjoyed benson and hedges on a patio with rain.
yet again i must tell myself.
it was a memory of the past.
and to let it go
but i just cant.
& it hurts
plus 37 feels wonderfull...
the wind kicked in, i painted my fingernails black.
& there i sat waiting.
pour un livre et dvd...
sur un bicyclette retro je l'ai recu...
je m'excuse maintenant pour mon francais, parce que c'est sans accents.
mon clavier n'a pas des accents....
maudit clavier.
peice of crap.
My boy was busting sick tricks on his board and someone i havnt seen for a long while just chilling.
it was nice, it was fantastic. it was DELICIOUS.
there we were, sitting on the bench, and there N was all experimenting with his macbook and my justice cd.
que j'adore cette disc compact!!!
but i do miss that cold night were we enjoyed benson and hedges on a patio with rain.
yet again i must tell myself.
it was a memory of the past.
and to let it go
but i just cant.
& it hurts
tired exhausted & bored
what gives?
its summer time and i should be kickin' it.
but im here, on a chair, leaning onto a desk staring at a screen.
my eyes, blinking in curiousity...
why isnt this machine causing me some form of amusment during my boredom...
then it all hits me with a ton of bricks.
half of my friends are roaming around the planet backpacking
and the rest have moved away and shacked up into universities
or have gotten married
or even had kids...
and if it isnt any of the above listed possibilities,
they are at work
at the cabin
gone camping
or hanging out somewhere with someone doing who knows what.
now in my hand
i hold another machine
the cell phone
just ring,
cmawn!
and it actually rings
well
vibrates
my hand gets quite excited...
not to sure if its from the vibrations
or the fact of a phone call
possible rescue from boredom
yes. oui. si.
a rendezvous
to look over some photographs
to make some choices
brainstorm
imagine
create
new set concepts...
new photo shoots...
new locations...
excited?
i am.
what gives?
its summer time and i should be kickin' it.
but im here, on a chair, leaning onto a desk staring at a screen.
my eyes, blinking in curiousity...
why isnt this machine causing me some form of amusment during my boredom...
then it all hits me with a ton of bricks.
half of my friends are roaming around the planet backpacking
and the rest have moved away and shacked up into universities
or have gotten married
or even had kids...
and if it isnt any of the above listed possibilities,
they are at work
at the cabin
gone camping
or hanging out somewhere with someone doing who knows what.
now in my hand
i hold another machine
the cell phone
just ring,
cmawn!
and it actually rings
well
vibrates
my hand gets quite excited...
not to sure if its from the vibrations
or the fact of a phone call
possible rescue from boredom
yes. oui. si.
a rendezvous
to look over some photographs
to make some choices
brainstorm
imagine
create
new set concepts...
new photo shoots...
new locations...
excited?
i am.
