C'mon guys.. you can do MUCH better then that..


Soooo.. I have come to realize that nothing makes me laugh more then people taking the internet seriously..

Getting butt hurt over people they don't know in person talking shit. I find it fucking HILARIOUS even if it is about me. I know who I am, what I look like, where I'm from and so on.. But seeing it from a bullys perspective is effin amazing.. I talked on the phone to my sister as we went through them.. We were laughing so fucking hard.

All that I care about right now is getting my shit together, and getting back to my baby. I miss him so much it almost hurts.. Apparently he has struck a cord in me. God those eyes, and that face, and that smile.. and those arms, among other things.. Ugh.. I should just be patient.. No rushing....

so aso as of late i am still withou the internet.... soon i will be back here.....



-shambles

sooo i am head over heels for a boy.. well not a boy, but a man!!!!


tee hee! i'm excited!!

Once again I am att he bar, using the computer.. one of the many perks of being internetless.. lets just say Wichita Sucks.

I have gotten a DUI and now have grand ole' AA and Treatment.. Grand...

Through all of this, all I really want is a beer

Ugh.....

in the end all you have is yourself... I'm planning on doing a set soon.. I'm positive what I'm doing has never been done.. It will be astounding

Once again I am at the bar.. chasing the tail of someone that i will never approach... Sitting here thinking that my bf is at home asleep with dreams of drugs.... not of me... I am thinking how badly I want to go to work tomorrow and be happy. Be happy that things will change at one point... that i Will be better than him. I'm different than he is.. I'm a different breed.......... Drugs are bad.. boy friends are bad... everything is bad.... God bless the drug free.......



`Shambles....

I'm about to get a job at the humane society.. it will be great. and I will help animals. It's kind of sad that I care for animals more than I do for people.





~Shammy

so as of late I still havn't gotten a comp... which sucks.... althouhg i do have the sexiest boy in history.... I've debated doing a new set for the fact that I can't decide wheather I want to stay 18 forever or emerge older... not to mention the fact that there are 1400 SG's..... Rock and a hard polace right????? but who cares.... I'm sitting at a bar right now in Wichita, KS.... Being shitty.. finally being 21 and being broke... what can you possibly achieve being naked on the internet?? It wont solve world hunger.. it wont stop anything bad.... The only things it achieves is being the only girl in a city of 300,000 that is naked on the internet. Which isn't much considering no one around here knows what the fuck a Suicidegirl is.... I'm drunk.. and rambling.... fuck this buisness.....

I'm comiong back with a vengence!! I'll beonline more i swear. I've been alittle depressed and down on myself, but I think things are lookin back up now that I'm, starting to get rid of some of this exess winter weight hahaha. Oh being a girl is fun.... Love you all

XOXOX

~Shammy