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Links are always nice ... I'm not exactly sure when it is coming up in Member Review, but please watch for it and vote for me: Seska - Uncool - Member Review Section
Life has been stranger than normal lately. That says a lot in my life. Good vibes, but a lot of emotional experiences. I'm at a crossroads, do I go fully dark, or embrace the light? What kind of warrior do I choose to be? What destiny do I consciously co-create? My ninja soul and demon mind combined with a Shambhala heart of love and acceptance. Stupid paradoxical girl ... strange, enlightened and totally and completely fucked up. A predator, protector, healer, hexer … my authentic presence is often too much for most to take, even though I actually reveal very little of what is inside. My greatest blessing is also my greatest curse, a succubus, gypsy charmer, kunoichi wanderer with hedonistic tendencies and a propensity for trouble, tomfoolery and shenanigans, a master manipulator with positive energy and good intent. What to do, which path to walk, I thought my decision would hinge on the universal flow, and yet it now seems that the universal flow is hinging its decision on mine.
Sooooo .. yeah. Mad Seska love to all of you, but especially some of you!! Who come and visit me and understand that I sometimes have technology issues, but know that I still love them. And I once again had such a wonderful time working with the uber talented and brilliant Lavonne. She is beyond talented, a true artist and someone I respect immensely, plus I just generally like her and enjoy spending time with her.
Please check out our new set together in the Member Review section: Uncool by Seska
Uncool Set
In general, busy, bureaucratic bitch blah, blah, but also having so much fun meeting so many interesting characters as often as possible. All in all, truly enjoying life with a few well chosen wicked partners in crime … I will update as much as possible, and try to stop by and visit more often. I will also try to get naked more often ... you have my word!!!
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Sooooo .. yeah. Mad Seska love to all of you, but especially some of you!! Who come and visit me and understand that I sometimes have technology issues, but know that I still love them. And I once again had such a wonderful time working with the uber talented and brilliant Lavonne. She is beyond talented, a true artist and someone I respect immensely, plus I just generally like her and enjoy spending time with her.
Please check out our new set together in the Member Review section: Uncool by Seska
Uncool Set
In general, busy, bureaucratic bitch blah, blah, but also having so much fun meeting so many interesting characters as often as possible. All in all, truly enjoying life with a few well chosen wicked partners in crime … I will update as much as possible, and try to stop by and visit more often. I will also try to get naked more often ... you have my word!!!
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I'm baaaaaaack .. holy shit. I was MIA waaaay too long. I missed you all ... the people on this site are incredible and despite my total disdain for the world of technology, I truly appreciate all of you sooo much!!!
Anyways since I am update challenged, here is a little something ... a few current unknown facts about yours truly ...
- I found a new professional job and am currently employed as a total bitch bureaucrat, it sucks but the power is addictive .. mwaaahaaahaaaaa ...
- I am still working on a few writing projects .. shit my mother never taught me to finish one and then start another, fuck fuck shit. I have three novels on the go plus the massive writing venture I raved insanely about in my last post, which pretty much involves starting up my own publishing company. Did I mention I have stopped sleeping at night???
- I am growing a very cool herb garden. Its all medicinal of course .... hahahahahahaha ...
- I am into polygamy, I now have 1 husband and at least 5 wives ... no kids though ... that would be crazy!!!!
OK .. that's all I can come up with for now, but I am trying to work in a few new photosets with the absolutely brilliant and wonderul Lavonne. She is beyond amazing and any chance I get to work with, or hang out with her, you better believe I am taking it! I hope you get to see the results soon ....
Ooooh .. Demonika's Symphony of Horrors on the 26th ... can't wait!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Anyways since I am update challenged, here is a little something ... a few current unknown facts about yours truly ...
- I found a new professional job and am currently employed as a total bitch bureaucrat, it sucks but the power is addictive .. mwaaahaaahaaaaa ...
- I am still working on a few writing projects .. shit my mother never taught me to finish one and then start another, fuck fuck shit. I have three novels on the go plus the massive writing venture I raved insanely about in my last post, which pretty much involves starting up my own publishing company. Did I mention I have stopped sleeping at night???
- I am growing a very cool herb garden. Its all medicinal of course .... hahahahahahaha ...
- I am into polygamy, I now have 1 husband and at least 5 wives ... no kids though ... that would be crazy!!!!
OK .. that's all I can come up with for now, but I am trying to work in a few new photosets with the absolutely brilliant and wonderul Lavonne. She is beyond amazing and any chance I get to work with, or hang out with her, you better believe I am taking it! I hope you get to see the results soon ....
Ooooh .. Demonika's Symphony of Horrors on the 26th ... can't wait!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Sooooooo yeah ....
Me again ... a few things to tell. This is gonna sound weird, but then again most of what I write is weird. I guess weird is what weird writes, or does ... something like that!!!
Anyhooooo ... I have quit the fancy professional job and come clean to all family and friends on my escapades over the last few years (including those that involved public nudity!). Luckily I am mostly an orphan and the family I do have is far far away and cares not if I prance naked in the streets!!
See, a real ninja knows that it is never a good idea to keep skeletons in the closet, especially when planning to do battle. Harboring secrets that can be used against you is counter-productive to the cause. Therefore the dirty laundry is out and a new plan has emerged. I am about to focus on my favorite past-time, writing, and turn it into a very interesting and lucrative deal. I can't give away too many other details other than to say that all the fake martial arts "masters" (i.e. poseurs and charlatans) should humble themselves now, or be humbled by the written word later. I've seen a few too many people trying to pass themselves off as the Fist of Legend, when they are really nothing more than the Prodigal Son. Just as sporting a few tattoos and a studded belt don't make you a punk, and wearing a Che shirt don't make you a revolutionary, wearing silk pajamas and watching a lot of kung fu movies don't a martial master make.
Now the above certainly doesn't refer to anyone here in this little community. I love my friends here and think you are the coolest, and just cause I suck at this whole communication thing doesn't mean I don't love you all the same. I will try to keep in better touch, perhaps it will be easier without the job? I still don't have a computer, but I will try and be a better friend.
I have to say again ... Lavonne is one of the most talented artists I have ever met so I will continue to pimp her skills again and again .. she is cool and sweet and I truly respect her a ton. I am thankful to her for putting me on here with her fancy photo skills ..
Mad Seska love to all ... till we meet again!
p.s. anyone who left me a comment on my last blog is the bestest ... all my fave people to be sure. You rule and I love you a TON!!!!!
Me again ... a few things to tell. This is gonna sound weird, but then again most of what I write is weird. I guess weird is what weird writes, or does ... something like that!!!
Anyhooooo ... I have quit the fancy professional job and come clean to all family and friends on my escapades over the last few years (including those that involved public nudity!). Luckily I am mostly an orphan and the family I do have is far far away and cares not if I prance naked in the streets!!
See, a real ninja knows that it is never a good idea to keep skeletons in the closet, especially when planning to do battle. Harboring secrets that can be used against you is counter-productive to the cause. Therefore the dirty laundry is out and a new plan has emerged. I am about to focus on my favorite past-time, writing, and turn it into a very interesting and lucrative deal. I can't give away too many other details other than to say that all the fake martial arts "masters" (i.e. poseurs and charlatans) should humble themselves now, or be humbled by the written word later. I've seen a few too many people trying to pass themselves off as the Fist of Legend, when they are really nothing more than the Prodigal Son. Just as sporting a few tattoos and a studded belt don't make you a punk, and wearing a Che shirt don't make you a revolutionary, wearing silk pajamas and watching a lot of kung fu movies don't a martial master make.
Now the above certainly doesn't refer to anyone here in this little community. I love my friends here and think you are the coolest, and just cause I suck at this whole communication thing doesn't mean I don't love you all the same. I will try to keep in better touch, perhaps it will be easier without the job? I still don't have a computer, but I will try and be a better friend.
I have to say again ... Lavonne is one of the most talented artists I have ever met so I will continue to pimp her skills again and again .. she is cool and sweet and I truly respect her a ton. I am thankful to her for putting me on here with her fancy photo skills ..
Mad Seska love to all ... till we meet again!
p.s. anyone who left me a comment on my last blog is the bestest ... all my fave people to be sure. You rule and I love you a TON!!!!!
I suck ....
It has become impossible for me to maintain too much of an electronic relationship or a relationship of any kind for that matter.
I work all day. No time for play ... it's a very challenging job, and it takes all my concentraion to maintain!!! Then .. no computer at home .. hate tv .. miss my monkey ... too weird and hermitish and obsessed with meditation and training to be a good friend. So yes .. I suck ... sigh ....
There is one chick I adore and that is Lavonne, so go support her whatever she is doing cause she is wicked talented!!!
Sometimes I think this was a crazy dream I had .. when my alter ego took over and caused some shit ... naked ... egads .. what have I done??????
It has become impossible for me to maintain too much of an electronic relationship or a relationship of any kind for that matter.
I work all day. No time for play ... it's a very challenging job, and it takes all my concentraion to maintain!!! Then .. no computer at home .. hate tv .. miss my monkey ... too weird and hermitish and obsessed with meditation and training to be a good friend. So yes .. I suck ... sigh ....
There is one chick I adore and that is Lavonne, so go support her whatever she is doing cause she is wicked talented!!!
Sometimes I think this was a crazy dream I had .. when my alter ego took over and caused some shit ... naked ... egads .. what have I done??????
So by now it has become clear I am a lazy, hermit bitch when it comes to my updates ... so I'm trying something new. Its called easy-ass posting 101 ... hahahaha!!! It involves posting links or witpicked pieces of brilliance (incl. but not limited to music, art, history, current events, ect...) I have found that I would like to share. Let me know what you think!
We start with .. best FUCKING track ever recorded ... I've listened to it over a hundred times by now and I never get tired of it. Better than Bin Laden, tho that track and all re-mixes kick major ass too.
For more like this .. buy Servants in Heaven, Kings in Hell by Jedi Mind Tricks ..
All Rights Reserved - Outerspace & Immortal Technique
"Angels of Death" - Blood & Ashes (2004)
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Immortal Technique, I live life strangling death
I walk through the land where the fallen angel is kept
But I would never bow down to a pagan habit
Like Roman Gods that were faggots named after the planets
Connotations of Revelations taken for granted
Mark of the Beast
Government micro-chips implanted
I'll be branded a maniac for speaking the truth
And I'll be murdered as soon as I hit the street with the proof
Illuminati trying to raise the Devil at any cost
They'd probably clone Jesus with the blood off of the cross
And I know that it's the same motherfuckers I see
That genetically engineered HIV
Controlling the population according to mathematics
Generated by Masons and the military industry
Sponsoring terror, creating the profit margin
That'll last forever
The Crusades and Vietnam sand-blasted together
And you believe in whatever
Even a Federal promise
But the spawn of Shere Khan (sp?) can never be honest
And poor people pay homage
And pray to a God that the Vatican themselves don't really believe in
Cause they'd rather worship money and the physical demons
Without biblical reason
I execute 'em for treason
I don't need an alibi
Cause my place in history is the Book of Malachi … motherfuckahhhh
Yeah, Immortal Technique … Harlem New York and North Phili
The Angels of Death are here you motherfucker
I'm gonna turn your cities into salt n***
Y'all ain't shit
Ain't none of you peoples are shit
None of your children are shit
You'll all be dead tomorrow ...
Fake motherfuckers ..
What???!
We start with .. best FUCKING track ever recorded ... I've listened to it over a hundred times by now and I never get tired of it. Better than Bin Laden, tho that track and all re-mixes kick major ass too.
For more like this .. buy Servants in Heaven, Kings in Hell by Jedi Mind Tricks ..
All Rights Reserved - Outerspace & Immortal Technique
"Angels of Death" - Blood & Ashes (2004)
…………………………………………………..
Immortal Technique, I live life strangling death
I walk through the land where the fallen angel is kept
But I would never bow down to a pagan habit
Like Roman Gods that were faggots named after the planets
Connotations of Revelations taken for granted
Mark of the Beast
Government micro-chips implanted
I'll be branded a maniac for speaking the truth
And I'll be murdered as soon as I hit the street with the proof
Illuminati trying to raise the Devil at any cost
They'd probably clone Jesus with the blood off of the cross
And I know that it's the same motherfuckers I see
That genetically engineered HIV
Controlling the population according to mathematics
Generated by Masons and the military industry
Sponsoring terror, creating the profit margin
That'll last forever
The Crusades and Vietnam sand-blasted together
And you believe in whatever
Even a Federal promise
But the spawn of Shere Khan (sp?) can never be honest
And poor people pay homage
And pray to a God that the Vatican themselves don't really believe in
Cause they'd rather worship money and the physical demons
Without biblical reason
I execute 'em for treason
I don't need an alibi
Cause my place in history is the Book of Malachi … motherfuckahhhh
Yeah, Immortal Technique … Harlem New York and North Phili
The Angels of Death are here you motherfucker
I'm gonna turn your cities into salt n***
Y'all ain't shit
Ain't none of you peoples are shit
None of your children are shit
You'll all be dead tomorrow ...
Fake motherfuckers ..
What???!
Dear friends ... What to say where to begin …
I am lost on a journey of epic proportions. There is no easy way, I must fight this one to the finish. The hardest part of all of course is the loss of that which is most precious to me, that which I have come to understand and love must now be cast away for the greater good. I must lose the very core of what makes me myself, that which is the source of my identity and ego, and which sets me apart from so many others. It must all be destroyed. It is time to strip away all the layers I have built around myself, the personality and socially constructed attitude that suits me so well. I must tear away the pain which I wear like a badge of honour and obliterate all the fears and strange neuroses which I have finally come to accept as part of myself. It is time to merge with my perfected self, but before that, the slate must be wiped blank. The truest form of what I am and have always been is calling to me now. The raw, primal, energy waits as I struggle to rediscover my dimensional consciousness and cosmic connection. It is waiting for me to wade through the shit and corruption that is human society and find that which has always been, but has been long forgotten. I must break free of the weight of obligation and expectation forced on me by the very rigid and self-serving nature of humanity.
It is time to reconnect with the Force and be at one with the cosmos, to vibrate in that frequency of higher consciousness and understanding. It is time to leave the confined spaces created by attachment and longing. It is time …
Musical inspiration provided by Bobby Digital (aka the Rza) - Build Strong …
I am lost on a journey of epic proportions. There is no easy way, I must fight this one to the finish. The hardest part of all of course is the loss of that which is most precious to me, that which I have come to understand and love must now be cast away for the greater good. I must lose the very core of what makes me myself, that which is the source of my identity and ego, and which sets me apart from so many others. It must all be destroyed. It is time to strip away all the layers I have built around myself, the personality and socially constructed attitude that suits me so well. I must tear away the pain which I wear like a badge of honour and obliterate all the fears and strange neuroses which I have finally come to accept as part of myself. It is time to merge with my perfected self, but before that, the slate must be wiped blank. The truest form of what I am and have always been is calling to me now. The raw, primal, energy waits as I struggle to rediscover my dimensional consciousness and cosmic connection. It is waiting for me to wade through the shit and corruption that is human society and find that which has always been, but has been long forgotten. I must break free of the weight of obligation and expectation forced on me by the very rigid and self-serving nature of humanity.
It is time to reconnect with the Force and be at one with the cosmos, to vibrate in that frequency of higher consciousness and understanding. It is time to leave the confined spaces created by attachment and longing. It is time …
Musical inspiration provided by Bobby Digital (aka the Rza) - Build Strong …
Happy Holidays EVERYONE!!!!!!
I'm at my secret ninja lair perfecting the art of stealth.
Oh plus I'm having fun fun fun with my monkey and doggies .....
I'll be back soon with more .... right now it is happy cookie time!!!! Wheeeeeee!!
I'm at my secret ninja lair perfecting the art of stealth.
Oh plus I'm having fun fun fun with my monkey and doggies .....
I'll be back soon with more .... right now it is happy cookie time!!!! Wheeeeeee!!
OK .. finally an update from the long lost hermit bitch (I am).
Not to much new to report other than I hate my job and need to find a new one. My skills include (but are not necessarily limited to) ...
- being able to eat hella strong tweed cookies and not puke
- writing fuck you e-mails
- stealing neglected dogs
- scaring children
- falling down stairs
- making fart sounds in my armpit
Anyone wanna hire me? Come on you know you wannnnna.
Other than that .. Demonika's show is this Saturday ... I am very excited. I haven't been out in yonks, instead I have been holed up in my room with some crazy meditiation tracks and a book on how to open your third eye. I should have noooooo problem fitting in to society RIGHT?????? Uh huh ....
I did a set with the UBER talented Lavonne recently, but I am unsure of whether to submit it or not. The photography is beyond superb, but I'm not so sure about my posing. Perhaps instead of submitting it, I will take the top pictures from that set (there are some hot ones for sure), along with some hot pics from another set that never made it and sell the prints with Lavonne so we can both make a little moolah off them? Thoughts? I guess I should really discuss this with my beautiful photographer first.
OK .. I leave you with this .. why I love this man oh so much:
Henry Rules!
Not to much new to report other than I hate my job and need to find a new one. My skills include (but are not necessarily limited to) ...
- being able to eat hella strong tweed cookies and not puke
- writing fuck you e-mails
- stealing neglected dogs
- scaring children
- falling down stairs
- making fart sounds in my armpit
Anyone wanna hire me? Come on you know you wannnnna.
Other than that .. Demonika's show is this Saturday ... I am very excited. I haven't been out in yonks, instead I have been holed up in my room with some crazy meditiation tracks and a book on how to open your third eye. I should have noooooo problem fitting in to society RIGHT?????? Uh huh ....
I did a set with the UBER talented Lavonne recently, but I am unsure of whether to submit it or not. The photography is beyond superb, but I'm not so sure about my posing. Perhaps instead of submitting it, I will take the top pictures from that set (there are some hot ones for sure), along with some hot pics from another set that never made it and sell the prints with Lavonne so we can both make a little moolah off them? Thoughts? I guess I should really discuss this with my beautiful photographer first.
OK .. I leave you with this .. why I love this man oh so much:
Henry Rules!
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