Ohhhh hellloooooo ...

Ok firstly .. trying to figure out how to change my profile pic ... dimensional limits ... egads!!!

I realized that I don't spend nearly enough time on here cause y'all are wicked cool and I wish I could respond more often!!! I suck yes yes I know ... but I almost never have access to a computer at home and can't access the site at work ...

Ahhh wellll .... things are going coool .. been working hard and also expanding the circles ... lots of artsy themed events and people, plus a possible amazing opportunity with the uber awesome SG's of Alberta!!!

Yeah life is weird ... but that is a very good thing. I truly appreciate all of you that are my friends here!! You rule and I miss ya's!!!!!

Lots of love, try to be back soon!!!

Hello dear friends, if you wish to see my naked again, please check out my newest set, shot by the incredibly talented, wonderful and amazing Lavonne. Its called Uncool and is in the Member Review section. Please go have a look and if you like it, vote for it!!

I'm baaaaaaack .. holy shit. I was MIA waaaay too long. I missed you all ... the people on this site are incredible and despite my total disdain for the world of technology, I truly appreciate all of you sooo much!!!

Anyways since I am update challenged, here is a little something ... a few current unknown facts about yours truly ...

- I found a new professional job and am currently employed as a total bitch bureaucrat, it sucks but the power is addictive .. mwaaahaaahaaaaa ...
- I am still working on a few writing projects .. shit my mother never taught me to finish one and then start another, fuck fuck shit. I have three novels on the go plus the massive writing venture I raved insanely about in my last post, which pretty much involves starting up my own publishing company. Did I mention I have stopped sleeping at night???
- I am growing a very cool herb garden. Its all medicinal of course .... hahahahahahaha ...
- I am into polygamy, I now have 1 husband and at least 5 wives ... no kids though ... that would be crazy!!!!

OK .. that's all I can come up with for now, but I am trying to work in a few new photosets with the absolutely brilliant and wonderul Lavonne. She is beyond amazing and any chance I get to work with, or hang out with her, you better believe I am taking it! I hope you get to see the results soon ....

Ooooh .. Demonika's Symphony of Horrors on the 26th ... can't wait!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Sooooooo yeah ....

Me again ... a few things to tell. This is gonna sound weird, but then again most of what I write is weird. I guess weird is what weird writes, or does ... something like that!!!

Anyhooooo ... I have quit the fancy professional job and come clean to all family and friends on my escapades over the last few years (including those that involved public nudity!). Luckily I am mostly an orphan and the family I do have is far far away and cares not if I prance naked in the streets!!

See, a real ninja knows that it is never a good idea to keep skeletons in the closet, especially when planning to do battle. Harboring secrets that can be used against you is counter-productive to the cause. Therefore the dirty laundry is out and a new plan has emerged. I am about to focus on my favorite past-time, writing, and turn it into a very interesting and lucrative deal. I can't give away too many other details other than to say that all the fake martial arts "masters" (i.e. poseurs and charlatans) should humble themselves now, or be humbled by the written word later. I've seen a few too many people trying to pass themselves off as the Fist of Legend, when they are really nothing more than the Prodigal Son. Just as sporting a few tattoos and a studded belt don't make you a punk, and wearing a Che shirt don't make you a revolutionary, wearing silk pajamas and watching a lot of kung fu movies don't a martial master make.

Now the above certainly doesn't refer to anyone here in this little community. I love my friends here and think you are the coolest, and just cause I suck at this whole communication thing doesn't mean I don't love you all the same. I will try to keep in better touch, perhaps it will be easier without the job? I still don't have a computer, but I will try and be a better friend.

I have to say again ... Lavonne is one of the most talented artists I have ever met so I will continue to pimp her skills again and again .. she is cool and sweet and I truly respect her a ton. I am thankful to her for putting me on here with her fancy photo skills ..

Mad Seska love to all ... till we meet again!

p.s. anyone who left me a comment on my last blog is the bestest ... all my fave people to be sure. You rule and I love you a TON!!!!!

I suck ....

It has become impossible for me to maintain too much of an electronic relationship or a relationship of any kind for that matter.

I work all day. No time for play ... it's a very challenging job, and it takes all my concentraion to maintain!!! Then .. no computer at home .. hate tv .. miss my monkey ... too weird and hermitish and obsessed with meditation and training to be a good friend. So yes .. I suck ... sigh ....

There is one chick I adore and that is Lavonne, so go support her whatever she is doing cause she is wicked talented!!!

Sometimes I think this was a crazy dream I had .. when my alter ego took over and caused some shit ... naked ... egads .. what have I done??????