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JANUARY 6, 2012 @ 10:09 PM


So...New Year...and I have spent all of it, so far, sick. Not cool! But at least I am slowly getting my mind back and hopefully getting rid of all the grossness that has been plaguing my head, throat and chest! smile

I have had a few requests for political blogs because, well, I do get very opinionated about politics and international affairs! blush I would gladly participate in some discussions if anyone would like, but I have another idea in mind for this particular blog...maybe next time I'll get into the ramblings again. Most likely topics to be: Why are all the Republican candidates homophobic, religious nut-jobs and why do so many people like that crap??!? I mean SERIOUSLY?! You want someone who believes an outlandish work of fiction,including but not limited to, an all knowing being hating the idea of me eating shellfish or cotton/poly blends...you want THAT person making the rules about what everyone else can't do because a fucking ancient book says so?!?! IDIOTS! Ok, enough of that or this will be a political blog. biggrin
Oh, I would also like to know why the fuck our media isn't telling us about the MILLIONS of people assembling in places like Spain and Russia seeking to reform their governments! Seriously, there was a protest involving some 180,000 people in Portugal including 10,000 from the military! And it's total silence over here. BULLSHIT! That's what it is! Or what about the shit that went down in the Congo??! Way to go letting a war criminal take over so we can keep our hold on their resources! Our governments should be fucking ashamed!
Russia revolts!
Congo elections protests
Portugal protests

Ok, now I'm done...really. But please, go look at those stories! What I really wanted to talk about is far more nice and sweet. I wanted to talk about love! I am a sucker for it! biggrin Every time a friend of mine tells me a sweet story about them and their partner or I read something sweet in a thread on here...even sweet, romantic movies for god's sake! surreal
It just makes me all giddy and smiley thinking about people being happy and being in love. There was a time when I thought I was going to give up on the idea of being happy and in love; at that time I was in an awful marriage and I was completely miserable. I was thousands of miles away from my family and friends and I felt trapped...no money to leave and a husband with an increasingly volatile temperament. He never hit me, luckily, but he did break a lot of our furniture, dishes, doors...he was pretty cruel and short tempered with my cats too which I hated him for! (How can you be mean to a soft, cuddly creature that just wants to sit in your lap and love you?!)
But then I met Justin! (Handsome_Jack) by chance on Facebook while admiring some photos he took of a friend. And he has been the best thing to ever happen to me! blush So sweet and supportive, he's also very funny and pretty brilliant with computer stuff (which means I get downloads of all my favorite movies and tv shows! YAY!). Honestly, it's been about 1 1/2 years now and we've never even had a fight really...we can get into some heated arguments over things (like my views on Israel and Pakistan), but I've never once wanted to yell at him or tell him to piss off in anger. After all this time, I am finally just happy. love
So please, add to my mush! Tell me about the people in your lives that make you happy and give you those warm and fuzzy feelings! kiss

xoxo, Selene

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Drama

Drama

Columbus, OH
January 2003

JAN 06, 2012 10:34 PM

That's awesome to hear you found such happiness and love.
And there's nothing wrong with your thoughts at all on the political landscape. The sad truth is the really social issues like religion, abortion, etc get more votes than anything and in reality they don't generally decide anything (unless you're Bush and you say God told you to attack Iraq).

We should be focusing on tax plans, economic growth, downsizing the military, but those subjects are boring to most people.

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

JAN 06, 2012 11:08 PM

Glad you're happy. It suits you. smile

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I don't talk politics. No matter on what side of the ideological fence you sit on, you piss somebody off.


NerdMachine

NerdMachine

USA
May 2008

JAN 06, 2012 11:19 PM

I recently told my friend's wife my views on "love." She wasn't too pleased with what I had to say. So, from now on, I'm keeping it to myself.

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

JAN 06, 2012 11:25 PM

I tend to be passionate about what I feel, but I'm pretty non-confrontational.
You aren't evil, just committed to an ideal. There should be more people like that.

MissyMalice

MissyMalice

USA
May 2010

JAN 06, 2012 11:28 PM

Well, you have to join the group first. Then, click chat like you normally would. In the panel on the left side it should list all of your groups. Click the name of the group and then click "join."

ActionBastard

ActionBastard

Florence, OR
November 2008

JAN 07, 2012 12:07 AM

That's what I'm saying! smile

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

JAN 07, 2012 03:45 AM

kiss I hope you feel better!!smilesmile

Mayvis

Mayvis

Clackamas, OR
July 2011

JAN 07, 2012 05:30 AM

Hope you feel better, and I'd have to agree about all the homophobic zealotry that's coming out of those idiots' mouths,it really is sickening.

Oh and it's also pretty sweet that you have found love as you have.

NerdMachine

NerdMachine

USA
May 2008

JAN 07, 2012 06:54 AM

Very well then. Love is a word people apply to attachment and biological reactions. It's not some mystical thing, it just sounds better to say you're "in love" than to say "this mate will provide me with healthy children."

Don't say I didn't warn you.

marlowi

marlowi

Greece
May 2005

JAN 07, 2012 09:00 AM

Mainstream media don't present demonstrations and the like because they are usually againsts their own interests. It's good that internet allows spreading the word in an uncontrolled manner. It played a vital role in Egypt and Tynisia. However, I'm afraid that there are governmantal plans all over the world for "closer" controlling.
Since you started the discussion about what's happening in various countries here are some links describing the situation in Greece:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKpxPo-lInk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zoxxmGpp6HI&feature=related

Finella

Finella

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

JAN 07, 2012 11:14 AM

I loved reading your blog. It's nice to know you haven't given up on the importance of love. I'm so happy you are in love and happy in your relationship.

I've been with my man for about a year and a half too, and he's lived with me since last summer, and I love it. Yeah, we have our silly fall outs like any couple, but there is nothing I look forward to more than waking up in the morning and having him to cuddle into. He makes me laugh so much, and I'd give my life for not only him but his family. Oh.. and he's fallen in love with my cat (now our cat) which is pretty much the best thing in the world!

just to add.. if i'm going into a relationship with someone and they DON'T like cats.. I pretty much loose all interest in them, so I total hear ya when you mentioned your ex wasn't nice to your cats and you hated it!

Hope you are well sweetness! kiss

NerdMachine

NerdMachine

USA
May 2008

JAN 07, 2012 03:16 PM

Those are the details. I once wrote a whole essay about chemical and biological reactions like those. Right around when I became a total cynic.

NerdMachine

NerdMachine

USA
May 2008

JAN 07, 2012 04:45 PM

Yeah. That guy who said "tis better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all" is a douche and should be castrated for rubbing it in.

NerdMachine

NerdMachine

USA
May 2008

JAN 07, 2012 04:46 PM

And thank you! Glad you approve (since you're in it). And be sure to tell your friends!

StCyr

StCyr

Louisville, KY
March 2007

JAN 07, 2012 05:41 PM

As much as I like talking politics I think with you & I it would be 'preaching to the choir' (if you can excuse the idiom).
and,
I love love.
Congrats,
to you both.
(& I hope you're all better soon.)

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