There is no need to apologize. I'd much rather hear someone feeling down than someone pretending everything is OK when its not. I've been away for Christmas before and it absolutely sucks. I can only imagine what it must be like going three in a row. My heart goes out to you.

We're here whenever you need us.

The roller coasters always suck.

KITTY!

stay strong sister... you are allowed those down times ... it helps us appreciate the up times more

I know how you feel. This Christmas will be the third away from my family and I don't know if it will ever get easier being away from them all at the holidays.

you look beautiful, holidays can be hard alone,i have been in a sort of self imposed exile from my family for a while and I'm thinking now was not the time to break it