You don't have to compare yourself to anyone - you're beautiful and express yourself in a thoughtful, articulate manner - I am sorry this has happened to you, but remember: it's not about you, so don't put yourself down.

he should be the one feeling like crap, even if he said he is sorry. i guess he just needs to come clean and really prove to you he wants to be with you. if he cant do that... then thats your answer. looking at the big picture, a broken heart now is better to a half life with him.
fell better hun

Wow, sounds like he's being a real indecisive cock. Y'all already got married? And now he's telling you this shit? Fuck, I'll marry you, I wouldn't ever treat you that way. Although, I guess it would be illegal if I married you since I'm already married. That's not the point, point is, you don't deserve that, no one does.

so, sorry for your hard ship, I would not wish a separation on my worst enemy, I know how much it kills the heart, I'm sending you some good vibes.

You need to communicate your feelings with him. Write it out and figure out what hurts you and that way you know what to say without all the rambling. Guys need the obvious in order to understand women. You can't hope he gets it cause he won't...obviously he doesn't or he wouldn't have done this to you.

np, life's full of ups and downs, but sometimes you need people there to cushion your fall.

oh sweetheart....boys suck!!!

I'm so sorry. That's worse than I thought last night.
You two need to have a conversation about this, if only so you know where you're going from here.

*hugs*

i know how you feel. gets my gut every time. a poem for you may not completely relate but here it goes anyway.


i have
wanted
to tell
her that

i got
caught
up in
her beauty


that it's
almost too
bad

she was
beautiful
because

i touched
myself w/
thoughts
of her in
my head
came hard
then cried

it's cruel.

too bad
yr beautiful