SuicideGirl: Scout
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Scout Did she have a precursor? She did, indeed she did.

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MAY 8, 2007 @ 09:00 AM


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so here is proof that i actually was in "paradise" although it looks like something more out of us weekly.

let me for one moment unpack my two refernces in that last sentence. the first was to an episode of this american life where ira glass aptly points out that every time the word hawaii is mentioned, everyone's response is "ooh, that's paradise." how the very idea of hawaii has defined our notion of paradise without any first hand experince of it. it's something that has just seeped into our cultural consciousness, been accepted as fact and never again questioned or compaired with its actuallity. before visiting, this is what i found problematic about the place. well, i am here to tell you that it really is paradise.

since returning home, i've been rereading some joan didion, especially her work on honolulu. she had a very strong attachemnt with the actual place, one that i can very much relate to. in her essay "letter from paradise" in "Slouching Towards Bethlehem," she writes,

"I went a wary visitor. I do not believe that the stories told of lovely hula hands merit extensive study. I have never heard a Hawaiian word, including and perhaps most particularly aloha, which accurately expressed anything I had to say. I have neither enought capacity for surprise nor enough heart for twice-told tales to make you listen again to tedious vignettes about Midwesterners in souvenir shirts and touring widows in muumus and simulated pearls . . . And so, now that it is on the line between us that I lack all temperment for paradise, real or facsimile, I am going to find it difficult to tell you precisely why Hawaii moves me, touches me, saddens and troubles and engages my imagination, what it is in the air that will linger long after I have forgotten the smell of pikake and pineapple and the way the palms sound in the trade winds."

And my second refernce in that first sentence, is of course, to the notoriously sleezy, yet always addicting gossip mag, us weekly. you know where they have the "candid" shot of someone like cameron diaz running on the beach looking "just like us" or at least appearing to be having a good time. that's what this picture reminds me of. except, that i was really was having a good time,

i am starting to feel like most of my 'real' experience are mediated through some kind of representation of the experience. like when you see a live elephant for the first time and it is striking how much it resembles the elephants in photographs.

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soix

soix

USA
April 2004

MAY 08, 2007 09:32 AM

Welcome back to your place...transported from paradise. Your journal today is simply beautiul, in pictures and in words. Thanks Scout! kiss

Doesnt DOG the bounty hunter live and work in Hawaii? biggrin

You know, my friend went on their honeymoon there a long time ago as well as my sister. The Brady Bunch went there and brought back something with a curse, even thought they had a great TVtime! Growing Pains went there too and Kirk Cameron fell in love with a Hawaiian girl. An artist friend I met in Skowhegan was born and raised in Hawaii.
My clients went there over the winter and brought me back some peaberry kona coffee beans...heaven from trees. These people have been everywhere and yet the mother raved that i need to just pack up and move there! (and she is more reserved of a person)
But today, I get another perspective...perhaps the most real, from you. Five-star review, Scout style.kiss

ps. you look so happy and beautiful.

letigre

letigre

Portland, OR
October 2002

MAY 08, 2007 09:41 AM

That photo really does look like it came out of US Weekly. I love the smell of Hawaii when you step out of the airport and all the warm, sweet smells hit you. Of course, 30 seconds later I am melting from the humidity. But that initial realization that you are on an island is usually a happy one. You look incredibly happy in the picture, it made me smirk. Have you read Moloka'i? It's a touching piece of fiction about a young girl taken from her home and family in Honolulu and shipped to the leper colony on Moloka'i. The characters are fiction, but this did happen to the people of Hawaii. Ok, the rambling is over. smile

Aeryka

Aeryka

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

MAY 08, 2007 10:01 AM

ok so ur hair color is what im going for but not what im getting...

Exodus43

Exodus43

Columbia, MD
December 2006

MAY 08, 2007 10:10 AM

Kind of looks like a photoshop job to me, lol, JK.

It is an awesome pic, you look incredible.

Alaina

Alaina

SUICIDEGIRL

Virgin Islands

MAY 08, 2007 10:37 AM

lovely pic...you look happy..and that always the best
alaina

thejohne

thejohne

Jacksonville, FL
October 2006

MAY 08, 2007 11:04 AM

wow.....very lovely......at least paradise while you were there! blush wink

robby

robby

Milwaukee, WI
November 2006

MAY 08, 2007 11:09 AM

hope you got to sample some shave ice while you were there. i'll never forget driving thru the fields and smelling pineapple in the air. i didn't really mean to have all of my sentences rhyme. i totally agree with you - hawaii is sublime. ®

neuronicnobody

neuronicnobody

I'm lost
May 2007

MAY 08, 2007 11:22 AM



i am starting to feel like most of my 'real' experience are mediated through some kind of representation of the experience. like when you see a live elephant for the first time and it is striking how much it resembles the elephants in photographs.



I've noticed this as well. The picture, or imagination beforehand of what something will be like to experience really comes alive when the thing is actually experienced. It's also amazing how our memories of unexperienced phenomena are influenced by random bits of information ( a picture, secondhand anecdotes and descriptions)

toothpickmoe

toothpickmoe

Los Angeles, CA
May 2004

MAY 08, 2007 11:24 AM

I was amazed by how much the reality of Hawaii matched the perception. What island were you on?

greenapplemary

greenapplemary

USA
December 2006

MAY 08, 2007 12:37 PM

Welcome back....

My boy is from Oahu, HI, and it's such a weird phenomena.. every time he takes out his ID (he hasn't gotten an AZ state one yet, lack of time he works two jobs) we get the strangest reactions... people recounting stories of their time there, asking why he would leave, all kinds of other, interesting things, but it's almost always a friendlier tone, whether they were being cordial in the first place, or not.

Anyway. Glad you had fun.

malko

malko

United Kingdom
April 2006

MAY 08, 2007 12:40 PM

is the sea really that blue? and is sand really that sandy? the beach at least looks like a hypereal paradise. you almost look too happy, although there's nothing wrong with that.

Pulse

Pulse

Uruguay
May 2006

MAY 08, 2007 01:47 PM

i`m going to paradise this week !

biggrin biggrin biggrin

James

James

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

MAY 08, 2007 03:12 PM

I'm realy looking forward to meeting you thursday.

ARTandWATER

ARTandWATER

New York, NY
February 2007

MAY 08, 2007 07:09 PM

beautiful (and fun) photo, beautiful journal entry too. Sounds like you really enjoyed yourself. I enjoyed Hawaii when I was there a few years ago too.
Spring has sprung here in the northeast U.S. so we are breaking out the shorts too and jumping in the water (as my own blog will attest)

bedheadchicken

bedheadchicken

Rutherford, NJ
March 2003

MAY 09, 2007 11:50 AM

I know I'm late to the party here, but that really does look like an US Weekly picture.

I often see experiences as if I'm watching myself have the experiences in question. It's very post-modern.

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