Please tell me ima be ok.

South Africa can kiss my ass.

Ryan, come back!

I need you.

He's really going.

Soooooo... that job, at the Cosmetics/Piercing place, that I really liked, the one that I quit becasue I didn't want to work every Saturday and Sunday... Well they rang up yesterday, and want me back Doing Thursday and Fridays. I'm stoked. Which means... if I still chose to do my piercing course that I'm planning on doing, I can claim some of it back on tax, because it is related to my job Things just seem to be falling into place right now...

So I start again tomorrow. So beyond excited about that! And tomorrow night is Ryan's going away party If I cry, someone please slap me. But my beautiful KassKore will be there, so I can cry on her shoulder, and she can kiss me better

And FINALLY the Byron Bay roadtrip with Freckles, NekoKoneko,KassKore, Conjure, Opal and I will be happening this Sunday! Yay for us! I'm really looking forward to that actually. Hanging out with actual girls for once. Instead of the hubby and Ryan. I love those boys to death, but there is only so much farting and Guitar Hero that you can sit there and listen to for hours on end!

And soon, KassKore and I plan to do a set together. Not sure if it'll be saved for an SG set, but never the less, you'll get to see it when it's done I love that girl.

Also, I really enjoy doing FanArt, so if you want one, shoot me a message and I'll throw something together for you

So I'll leave you with some pics that Freckles shot a while back. We are planning on selling signed prints from this set, so when I get my super fast internet back on the 10th, I'll post ALL the availabe pics and if anyone is interested in purchasing any, PM me

Much love love

Scotty

Well... I'm feeling 100 freaking times better than I was last week! I feel healthy, a feel happy and I am motivated and excited about things again I feel good. Maybe I'm startin to kick this whole depression thing. Who knows.

I have so many things planned, and I'm actually excited about that. I don't feel overwhelmed or anything Yay me! I have photoshoots, parties, roadtrips...

My best friend is moving to South Africa for 3 months for work Ima miss him to bits. I'm happy for him... but sad as well. BUT his going away party is next Friday night, so I'm gunna have hella fun at that

Ima miss you Ry I don't know what I'll do without you...



*cries*

Oooooooooook anyway, the sunday after that is our roadtrip to Bryon bay with Freckles, KassKore,NekoKoneko, and conjure to meet Opal. I'm thinking ima lie on the beach all day and kiss girls and eat icecream!

Hmmm... and the weekend after that I have a random photoshoot with a male friend of mine. We are thinking grundgy, edgy, urban, skinny jeans, sexy sunglasses, big crazy hair and wild makeup. Super excited bout that

AND I'm gunna do a piercing course I can even put into words how excited I am bout this. The beautiful Bo, who does my spray tans and makeup for my shoots has her own salon, and we are talking about offering piercing there So ai am in talks at the moment about starting this course. Of course, money is always an issue... I need money, fast! Any ideas?

So bye for now ladies and gents

Raaawwrrrr!

So guess what, I'm freaking bored. I have been home sick for the past week. Gah! My tummy hurts Stupid cramps. Stupid headaches. Stupid dizziness. I want to stab sickness in the head.

I'm so bored. And frustrated. And fidgity. And restless. So freaking annoying. I can't sit still. I don't know what I wanna do. I don't know what I wanna eat. I just can't make up my mind. NOTHING is makin me happy right now. NOTHING is forfilling. This feeling sucks ass.

DIE sickness.... DIE!

Anyway, as some of you know, I'm gunna do a stupid thing and tell my Mum about SG. And I want to arm myself with an armfull of videos from other girls, explaining why they love being an SG... so this is what i wrote in my last blog... and ima post it again...

"Also, I am asking a huge favour from all of you beautiful Suicide Girls and Hopefuls out there. I am so proud of being an SG and would love to share this experience with my beautiful Mum I have tried to introduce her to the world of SG by trying to describe the site and showing her pictures and magazines. This did not go down well. At all. She doesn't approve. She said she couldn't "understand why girls would want to do this" and that she fears for my safety. IT would mean so much to me if i could share this huge part of my life with my Mum.

So girls, I am asking, if you have the time and interest, please, post short video as to WHY you wanted to become an SG, and why this makes you proud. I am hoping this will help her try and understand why we do it and accept this as part of me "

I have already recieved a beautiful video from Dwam and so much appreciate this

This is my beautiful mother. Please help me try and convince her that this isn't the end of the world as we know it....



And this is me, today, all sick and disgusting...



Please entertain me!!!!!!

It's coming. I can feel it. I know it.



This is just the calm before the storm...



Also, I am asking a huge favour from all of you beautiful Suicide Girls and Hopefuls out there. I am so proud of being an SG and would love to share this experience with my beautiful Mum I have tried to introduce her to the world of SG by trying to describe the site and showing her pictures and magazines. This did not go down well. At all. She doesn't approve. She said she couldn't "understand why girls would want to do this" and that she fears for my safety. IT would mean so much to me if i could share this huge part of my life with my Mum.

So girls, I am asking, if you have the time and interest, please, post short video as to WHY you wanted to become an SG, and why this makes you proud. I am hoping this will help her try and understand why we do it and accept this as part of me

So thank you ladies, very much.

Scotty

Wanna see something hilarious?




Hmmm... so I didn't go to the Coast with KassKore.

Some unforseen events forced me to come home on Saturday morning, not long before we were set to leave. All dressed up. Makeup done. Hair done. I drove home

All I know is that right now... all I want is my husband.





Meanwhile, I did manage to take a snap of KassKore and I while I was with her on Friday night. We shopped all day Friday, and got naked and spraytanned and drank cocktails on Friday night with the beautiful Bo.



And we took a pic of our matching shoes. Because they are so damn awesome.




She is coming to stay over at my place for the long weekend this coming weekend, so at least we will have some time together then


And here are a few random pics I took today. For no reason. I just felt like taking them.



















That's pretty much it for today. Ima gather my thoughts and get back to you....

Scotty
xoxo

Going to the Coast for the weekend with my girl Kasskore

We'll be spending beautiful nights together and doing promo work together during the day.

brb...

Hmmm... so this is what I did today. Uh huh.



I lay in the warm sun in my backyard and watch my dogs play. It was nice. I fell asleep

You what know else is nice? I have a fair few shoots lined up in the next month or two. Can't wait to do those. Just random things for portfolios. A couple of lingerie shoots, maybe another bikini one, and Ima get all dressed up and go 50's style! Think... red lips, short black fringe, curled hair, cute dresses, beads, red heels... so look forward to some new pics one of these days...

This girl...



is now my girlfriend Yep, that's right... Kasskore and I are now official Yay us!



While you here, gimma some luuuuuuurve...

Scotty - Art House


Also...
go here...

I so can't wait until I can get my next planned tattoos. I'm getting "Strength" tattooed on one wrist and "Courage" on the other. Lots of meaning in those two words there. Also, I would love "Pure" tattooed on the back of my neck. Also, has meaning. And eventually I am getting a colourful heart padlock with wings, in between my shoulder blades. But I need to find pics of something similar to this, and CAN'T find any anywhere! But anyway, that'll all be happenin when I find myself some pennys

Catch ya later spagetti heads.




Psst.... KassKore and I are spending the weekend together at the coast doing promo work