Scotty's March 27, 2012 blog

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MARCH 27, 2012 @ 09:42 PM

Today, I would have been 22 weeks pregnant. We would have known the sex of our bub by now. We would have finished decorating the nursery. I would have been showing. We would be more than halfway there.

Sadly, I only got to the 7 week mark.

The nursery is still completely empty. And 3 months on from my surgery, so is my uterus.

It's breaking my heart.

I just want to be back to that point. I just want to start where we left off.

Instead, negative pregnancy test after negative pregnancy test each month, is crushing my soul.

I know there is a bigger plan, and I know things happen for a reason. It's just really hard sometimes to see that plan, or realise what that reason is...

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pwnchstr

USA

December 2010

MAR 27, 2012 10:12 PM

*HUGS*

Dougrun

San Luis Obispo, CA

February 2007

MAR 27, 2012 10:51 PM

life gives you many opportunities. Each one, good or bad, helps in its own way. Keep living, loving and trying.

Mylene

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

MAR 27, 2012 11:08 PM

Try not to get fixed on getting pregnant, I realize it's hard, but it's the best you can do to make it happen.

PrincessDoom

Los Molinos, CA

March 2012

MAR 27, 2012 11:30 PM

I've lost 4 babies and have been told I have a 5% chance to have a child of my own. If you need to talk or vent hit me up. I am sorry for your loss.

Aeterna

SUICIDEGIRL

Portugal

MAR 27, 2012 11:30 PM

Oh my. I'm so sorry. Thinking of you and wishing you the best.

Mylene

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

MAR 27, 2012 11:32 PM

The best of luck to you!

PrincessDoom

Los Molinos, CA

March 2012

MAR 27, 2012 11:50 PM

I replied to your comment on my page, not sure if I come back here to reply or not. Sorry love I'm still learning

schiavona

Chapel Hill, NC

July 2004

MAR 28, 2012 12:08 AM

I wish I could say something that would help, but I know nothing will, except time. Be strong and take care of yourself.

suispud1

Dallas, TX

January 2010

MAR 28, 2012 12:38 AM

The plan will show itself in due time and. as hard as I'm sure it is to wait, things will be much better for it.

Stay strong.

megadeth1316

New Zealand

March 2012

MAR 28, 2012 12:49 AM

Omg, that is so sad! I really don't even know what to say, I wish there was something I could do to help you through this hard time. So much love to you and your family, stay strong