SuicideGirl: Sawa
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Sawa does what she wants.

I’m private
 
SEPTEMBER 5, 2005 @ 04:57 PM

Current mood :: hungover
Current taste :: bag of dirt
Current hair :: rats nest
Current clothes ::SG chaser shirt, pink undies
Current annoyance :: messy apartment
Current thing I ought to be doing ::getting ready for BF's parents BBQ
Current desktop picture:: underwater makeout pic from Cabo
Current favorite band :: Watch Me Burn
Current book :: Photoshop CS2 for digital photographers
Current crush :: none. I'm in love.
Current favorite celeb:: none come to mind.
Current hate :: gas prices
Smoke? :: sometimes, too much lately
Do drugs? :: not today
Have a dream that keeps coming back?:: yes. the back in high school dream.
Read the newspaper? ::no. Does the LA Weekly count?
Have any gay or lesbian friends? :: tons.
Believe in miracles:: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?:: yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? :: general public- no. people i love- yes.

Consider love a mistake?:: no
Like the taste of alcohol? :: yes
Have a favorite candy? sour patch kids
Believe in astrology? ::yes
Believe in magic? :: yes
Believe in God? :: i believe in something.

Have any piercings? :: i took them all out except the navel and my ears.
Hate yourself :: i love myself
Have an obsession? :: i am obsessive compulsive
Have a secret crush? :: no
Do they know yet? :: uhh...
Care about looks? :: photo books

=LOVE LIFE=

Ever been in love? :: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? ::yes
Describe your ideal significant other :: Kevin Sheedy
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? :: heck yeah
Height :: 5'8"



=LAST THING YOU=

Bought :: leather wrist cuff on Melrose, while shopping with Albertine
Ate :: Rice-a-Roni
Drank ::water
Read :: Feng Shui book
Watched on tv :: Six Feet Under

=OR=

club or houseparty :: neither
drinks or shots :: drinks
cats or dogs :: I used to be a cat person, now I want 2 small dogs.
pen or pencil :: twin tip sharpie
gloves or mittens :: gloves
food or candy :: steak
cassette or cd :: vinyl
coke or pepsi :: diet coke with lime
this or that :: this

=WHO DO YOU WANT TO=

kill :: mediocrity
look like :: myself
be like :: somebody wise and patient
avoid :: idiots
talk to :: a certain director
hug :: Kevin. Albertine.
instant message :: Sean. Cherry.
eat :: right now I crave strawberries and cheese, but I might eat Dusty tomorrow.

HAVE YOU EVER=

Dated one of your best friends? :: no, but they became a best friend later
Loved somebody so much it made you cry? :: definately
Drank alcohol? :: i've dabbled
Done drugs? :: as a youngster
Broken the law? :: yes. i've been arrested.
Broken a bone? :: yes, my arm.
Played Truth Or Dare? :: in grade school.
Been in a fight? :: not a physical altercation, but I love to wrestle!
Come close to dying? :: no
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? :: U2 best of ( but it's still sealed- promo)
Your bedroom looks like? :: simple, minimal, classic asian art, neurosis framed limited edition poster, sliding glass door leads to patio with wonderful plants
Your favorite thing for breakfast? :: oatmeal
Your favorite restaurant? :: Smitty's
What's on your bedside table? :: lube, water, photos, ear plugs, book
What did you get when you raided the fridge late at night?:: cranberry juice
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? :: Leaving Las Vegas, Baraka, Iron Giant
biggest fear?:: failure
What are you most insecure about? :: my thighs
do you ever have to beg? :: never

Are you a pyromaniac? :: yes, actually
Do you know anyone famous? :: i work with famous people, but who cares.
Describe your bed :: big, comfortable, cum stains, messy right now

Spontaneous or plain? :: completely unpredictable, but also a control freak
Do you know how to play poker? :: kind of, but it's not for me
What do you carry with you at all time? ::cell phone, camera,
What do you miss most about being little? :: carefree, hopeful, creative
Are you happy with your given name? :: yes
How much would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? :: that's funny
What color is your bedroom? :: dark red with a faux finish
What was the last song you were listening to? :: "Can't speak" Danzig
Do you talk a lot? :: sometimes! But I can also be very quiet and shy
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? :: no and yes
do you consider yourself to be a nice person? i'm actually very nice
holding hands? :: now i am
Are you a tease? :: no
Shy to make the first move? :: yes
=WORD ASSOCIATION=
Rubber :: chicken
Punk :: dead
Green :: jelly
Peanut :: butter
Wet :: hard
Hay :: howdy
Cold :: hot
Steamy :: window
freaky :: deaky
Rain :: gutter
Bite :: neck

I got this from BBGirl822's journal awhile back. Anything interesting about yourself?
Comments
AAXXX

AAXXX

Los Angeles, CA
December 2004

SEP 05, 2005 05:52 PM

oh man I love that... its soo great you r so awsome meow miao!!

silvercharmer

silvercharmer

Denver, CO
October 2004

SEP 05, 2005 06:35 PM

I don't know if you'd care to read this from me, but I'm so bored that I feel the need to do it...

That and I always like to fill this bitches out (I think I was brainwashed)
----------------------------------------------------
Current mood :: Giddy
Current taste :: Marines
Current hair :: plain
Current clothes :: Gator shirt and gynormous basketaball shorts
Current annoyance :: My mother and brother
Current thing I ought to be doing :: Cleaning, packing and washing clothes
Current desktop picture:: One of Lithium Picnics pictures from his website... I dunno if I should have disclosed that...
Current favorite band :: Maroon 5 (because I'm listening to them right now)
Current book :: Transcendentals something Calculus somthing by James Stewart... because I have homework tomorrow...
Current crush :: Marines *licks lips*
Current favorite celeb:: Scarlett Johannsen
Current hate :: I'd have to say gas prices
Smoke? :: Yes
Do drugs? :: not on the regular
Have a dream that keeps coming back?:: not too much.
Read the newspaper? :: Not usually unless I need movie times or who won the Gator game.
Have any gay or lesbian friends? :: yes I do
Believe in miracles:: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?:: yes.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? :: For the most part.

Consider love a mistake?:: no
Like the taste of alcohol? :: yes
Have a favorite candy? Starburst.
Believe in astrology? :: Yea
Believe in magic? :: yes
Believe in God? :: Yes

Have any piercings? :: Yes
Hate yourself :: Hell no
Have an obsession? :: My animals... and animals in general... and I seem to have an obsession with traveling and never staying in one place for very long.
Have a secret crush? :: Nope... not a secret.
Do they know yet? :: I'm sure... though my crushes aren't hardcore.
Care about looks? :: I can't lie...

=LOVE LIFE=

Ever been in love? :: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? ::yes
Describe your ideal significant other :: Military, cars, tattoos, good morale person, business owner
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? :: that'd a dumb question...
Height :: 5'5



=LAST THING YOU=

Bought :: Bleach, paper, notebook, desk calendar from Dollar Tree
Ate :: Half a cookie and milk
Drank :: Milk
Read :: text message
Watched on tv :: All My Children

=OR=

club or houseparty :: Depends on my mood
drinks or shots :: Again, depends on my mood... or the drink specials.
cats or dogs :: Both... I'm still waiting to get my dog back *crosses fingers*
pen or pencil :: Pen
gloves or mittens :: Mittens
food or candy :: Food
cassette or cd :: CD
coke or pepsi :: Neither
this or that :: I always seem to want "that"

=WHO DO YOU WANT TO=

kill :: My inability to commit to my own decisions
look like :: Myself, only skinnier
be like :: My sister... is she wise beyond her years...
avoid :: Hateful people... my mother's husband
talk to :: My new marine friend! He's awesome! biggrin
hug :: Nathan.
instant message :: Aaron
eat :: ... hehe...

HAVE YOU EVER=

Dated one of your best friends? :: No, but I wanted to.
Loved somebody so much it made you cry? :: Been there, done that.
Drank alcohol? :: *nods*
Done drugs? :: Here and there
Broken the law? :: Everyday of my driving life...
Broken a bone? :: Nope
Played Truth Or Dare? :: Yup, and still do on occassion.
Been in a fight? :: No, but I wanted to punch a couple people in their faces...
Come close to dying? :: I don't think so
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? :: Spice Girls... but I listen to that with pride! Probably old-skool Backstreet Boys...
Your bedroom looks like? :: Everything I owned threw up on the floor... pink walls, pink carpet under the clothes and crap... random stuff on the walls... I'm in the process of packing... and I never unpacked from moving back from Florida...
Your favorite thing for breakfast? :: Left-over chinese
Your favorite restaurant? :: Bennagin's
What's on your bedside table? :: Two cement gargoyles, a book, a teddy bear, lube, sunglasses, a bunch of papers, my dvd box, hair clips, an empty bowl of my ramen from a drunken night...
What did you get when you raided the fridge late at night?:: Juice, a sandwich... or when I raid the cupboard, ramen...
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? :: Armageddon, City of Angels...
biggest fear?:: Failure, being alone
What are you most insecure about? :: My weight.
do you ever have to beg? :: Usually never.

Are you a pyromaniac? :: not so much
Do you know anyone famous? :: I know people that are infamous...
Describe your bed :: Big, comfy, messy, covered in cat hair... but I love it..

Spontaneous or plain? :: Spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker? :: Electronic poker, yes... I know the gist of it...
What do you carry with you at all time? :: Cell phone, keys, Spidey...
What do you miss most about being little? :: No worries.
Are you happy with your given name? :: yes
How much would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? :: Good lord... lots of sex, lots of money... I would never have to be bored and then it would still be hard... withdrawls would be a bitch...
What color is your bedroom? :: Pink
What was the last song you were listening to? :: Right now... Incubus "11 am"
Do you talk a lot? :: Usually, if I'm comfortable enough
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? :: No when it's legit, but that's few and far between..
do you consider yourself to be a nice person? :: Yes, for the most part.
holding hands? :: I love it.
Are you a tease? :: Yes, and I openly admit it... but it doesn't mean I don't follow through..
Shy to make the first move? :: Not usually...

=WORD ASSOCIATION=

Rubber :: latex
Punk :: Old school Green Day...
Green :: Hair
Peanut :: sauce
Wet :: hard
Hay :: Horses
Cold :: Winter
Steamy :: hot tube
freaky :: Aaron
Rain :: smell
Bite :: marks

Scheisskopf

Scheisskopf

Algeria
February 2005

SEP 05, 2005 08:28 PM

I knew it. You're fuckin bitchin, Sawa. I knew it all along.


xx

metalxsexkitten

metalxsexkitten

USA
June 2005

SEP 06, 2005 12:17 AM

i fuckin went to jail too man. also, i missed your only show that was in my area at the showcase..so ill see you guys play someplace far from me and shit next time miao!!

silvercharmer

silvercharmer

Denver, CO
October 2004

SEP 06, 2005 10:54 AM

I dunno why, but I feel the need to fill every one out that I get... or see or whatever.

I swear, it's like it's programmed into me.

Your's was fun to read too. You learn stupid little things about people that let you see what kind of person they are.

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