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NOVEMBER 20, 2005 @ 09:43 AM

I work insane hours, have no social life, and I have no idea what is going to happen next when this show is over, and my feet hurt- but somehow I know that I am exactly where I am supposed to be, doing exactly what I am supposed to be doing.

I have been having wierd dreams lately. Sometimes things happen in my dreams that I know dream analysts would find significance in. I am curious what these things mean, some of them seem obvious though:

*I was in the ocean and a huge monster wave was coming up behind me, but I couldn't get out of the water in time.

* I had tiny cuts all over my fingers.

* I went to the market to buy plums but they were out of season. Instead I bought eggs but they broke and started leaking before I got to the register. I didn't want them anymore.

* I got in an elevator. I wanted to go to the 28th floor but the buttons were too high and I couldn't reach them, so it shot past the 28th floor to the 42nd floor. Then I finally hit the 28 button and it came back down.

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KayLiane

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

NOV 20, 2005 11:20 AM

hmm, so wierd (the dreams of course..)

I love the plums dream the most

Khorsaun

Batesville, AR

September 2005

NOV 20, 2005 12:38 PM

I'm no analyst, but the first one is obvious...well...obvious to me anyway.

You're feeling overwhelmed by something (the wave), and you feel as there is nothing you can do about it (your inability to get out of the water).

As for the others, I dunno!

I hope that was helpful. Inexperienced though my opinion is.

ANBUvampyre

Alfred, NY

May 2005

NOV 20, 2005 01:31 PM

I work nights too, it fucking sucks. I was supposed to go to my grandmas house for breakfast today but she wasnt ready untill 10. So I fell asleep waiting and I just woke up at 4 =(

Your dreams do really feel like they would be perfect for disecting and gaining meaning out of

I recently had a dream that I met Lithium Picnic and I have had no desire to do so, nor did I even really know anything about him, it was weird...

My friend just had a dream that I was trying to touch his penis and he was giggling and when he woke up there was drool EVERYWHERE. Its funny because... thats borderline somthing I would do, which is why i think it was me ahahaha

modfan

Richland, WA

May 2005

NOV 20, 2005 01:43 PM

Yea, I know what its like to work, work, work.

Your feet hurt . . . wish I could reach out and rub them to make them feel better.

Course lots of things you do cause you to hurt, but their worth it . . . high heels, getting pierced, ear stretching, getting tattooed.

That's the price you pay for being beautiful. But it is worth every bit of it!

You're hot, and you know it!

DragoD

Berkeley, CA

January 2005

NOV 20, 2005 06:09 PM

Well all I know is I still love you wildly.
You were among my first friends on this site,
and you have always been sweet and there
when I have called.

So I want you to be having the learning experience
of your life right now, even a I miss the regularity, of
your presence. Never got to tell that picture of you
and the open robe and the great looking boyfriend
was something special. You don't have more of just
you that night, do you. Nothing against your guy --
if you love him, he must be fantastic -- but your are
still the prettiest girl in southern california to me.
oh well, i do have this natalie portman thing going on.
a few others like that. But no one touches Sawa.

Count Drago Drugilovic (I got a raise)

Johnq_average

Grand Junction, CO

March 2005

NOV 21, 2005 07:12 PM

I suggest you read "Remember and understanding your dreams" by Craig Hamilton Parker, so you can find out how sick someone else thinks you are!

bbgirl822

Ona, WV

January 2005

NOV 21, 2005 07:47 PM

wow weird dreams you definitely need to check out some books on it and see what they mean...

Elaine666

Casa Grande, AZ

November 2005

NOV 22, 2005 06:41 AM

I can totally get with it all except the exact dreams (if I remember most of them)I have such intense dreams that I subconciously force myself to wake up and forget most of or all of the dream. All I know is I was in a totally dramatic "place" and I had to get out of it.That can easily apply to my life.I HATE DRAMA.
I have no social life and most of the time my whole body hurts.But yes I do believe,like u,I am right where I'm supposed to be.

Kit

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

NOV 22, 2005 04:58 PM

you need a vacation... come to The UK and see us lovely ladies! We can pass u around from city to city in a beautiful pink suitcase

bigua

Brazil

November 2005

NOV 22, 2005 11:18 PM

Dreams is life, take the water next time..
btw: niiice hair xD

Nemesis

SUICIDEGIRL

Sweden

NOV 23, 2005 02:37 AM

Hey there, I've actually also had dreams of huge ocean waves - either like yours - coming up behind me when I'm in the water or its been like the whole ocean turns into this rage with huge waves and I stad on some sort of cliff watching them get higher and higher almost crashing down on me. I wonder what that means..

Jelly_Roll

Luling, LA

April 2005

NOV 23, 2005 07:06 AM

Pretty interesting dreams! You're so cool! Great work on Albertine's new set! You're a great photographer! The background works wonders on Albertine's beauty! Happy Thanksgiving!