i wish that i was as invisible as you make me feel.

i went to therapy today. i feel a little better getting all of that off of my chest. but an hour is just not enough time to talk about all the shit thats happened in the last month.

i need to not get angry at croft because he doesn't understand what im going through. even after all this time...nobody can understand unless you've been through it yourself.

i make things hard when you were trying to help...

im getting really fucking sick of a lot of people. i understand asking questions...but fucking read shit before you do.

after therapy today i stopped at this cafe where i used to work to see if i could get a job again. they said one of their full time girls just left and they need someone who can work days. i go in tomorrow to talk to the manager. i don't see why they wouldn't hire me back...i was one of the best employees and everytime i would go in they would always ask me to come back. it would probably only be part time, a few days a week, but at least it would be something.

i need some kind of schedule so i don't slip farther into my depression. i found out my therapist doesn't take my new insurance today. awesome.

i got my hair cut yesterday. no pictures because im not feeling good. there used to be this place next store to the hair dressers where they gave guitar lessons. they're moving out i guess. i took this picture which i thought was cool, of some 7 inches chilling on a chair. it would have been cooler if it wasn't taken on my cell phone through a window. o well.



i got a new bikni.





does this shirt look good without a bra? normally i love my ibt, but sometimes im insecure about them. sorry for the myspacy-ness.



im starting to get pumped for the alkaline trio show next tuesday!



the end.

-sassie!

i fell in love with a ship, a vessel, with at least 20 holes. yeah, but she still floats.



i got a pic back from the shoot i did sunday. what do you think?



i think i look sweaty and gross...

i didn't win the sticker titty contest, but our very own blondie did! so congrats to her, she deserved it.

my favorite pic i took for swollen skateboards didn't get picked, so i'll post it here.



i think im going to get drunk off of jager tonight. i have a hair appointment...i don't know what i want done.

don't forget about this.



and this!



once again, forgive me if i don't respond to comments or messages. im sorry.

-sassie!

happy friday the 13th people!

i have so many thoughts. but i won't write them down or type them out. they will stay safely inside my head, where they belong.



last night i had a really good time with my aunt and uncle. as you probably saw from the picture in my last post.

yesterday i went to get my nipple pierced, and my piercer wasn't there. bummer. it wasn't meant to be. yet.

so i wll be at the sg night next saturday in pittsburg for sure! its gonna be a blast...and with so many awesome ladies! i can't wait to see everyone again! you don't want to miss this, theres going to be all kinds of crazy stuff going on!



so i am determined people...7 more comments! we can do it...im trying to get all my 200 friends who haven't commented yet to do so. come on now!

laters.

-sassie!

being wrong never felt so right.



i want 15 more comments on this! go now!

new profile pic btw. woot.

-sassie!