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i have to make this short and sweet! i just want to thank everyone who took the time to comment on my set postern! and to eveyone who left me lovely comments on my blog, or messaged me personally, it means a lot. 
also, don't forget to go tell scottsmallin how hot he made me look!
i literally haven't been home for more than 20 minutes in the past two days, so i promise i will try to respond to everyone as soon as i get a chance!
don't forget to add me on myspace!
and this is where i will be all day today:
this show means a lot...its the collapse of autumn's last show, who we have been good friends with for years. and its the very last show ever at the fireplace venue. pretty sad day, but we'll make it good times. no more fireplace hot dogs...
ok, i have to go! byes!
-sassie!
also, don't forget to go tell scottsmallin how hot he made me look!
i literally haven't been home for more than 20 minutes in the past two days, so i promise i will try to respond to everyone as soon as i get a chance!
don't forget to add me on myspace!
and this is where i will be all day today:
this show means a lot...its the collapse of autumn's last show, who we have been good friends with for years. and its the very last show ever at the fireplace venue. pretty sad day, but we'll make it good times. no more fireplace hot dogs...
ok, i have to go! byes!
-sassie!
ya know when you have something really exciting to tell everyone but you can't share it just yet? yeah, i have one of those. its kind of like how i want to tell my mom that im a model on this site because of all the great people i've met and all the amazing things that are happening to me because of it....yeah, its a lot like that. i almost called her tonight and asked her to bring me over some tortellni that she made, and then i was going to tell her. i ended up falling asleep instead because i realized i couldn't deal with being around anyone tonight.
i need to bitch about work but instead i will just say this: if my regional manger is there tomorrow im going to kill myself and/or die. hes been there everyday this week! arg!
he basically just walks around the store and points out everything that we've done wrong or needs changed, which is everything to him. this is after we've sent him pictures and hes loved everything we've done. then he changes all this shit, then changes his mind about it, and makes us fix it literally at least two more times. ok, i said i wasn't gonna get into it...sorry.
alright, good things...im hoping to be working the sg booth at the philly tattoo convention next month. i know theres a lot of girls who were on the list and im trying not to get my hopes up on getting picked, but i think it would be amazing to work my first convention for sg! not to mention getting to meet all the other lovely ladies from the east coast! im not sure how that would work out, considering i get all shy and nervous around pretty girls...haha.
speaking of pretty girls...seizure brought me some tickets to sell, and posters, for the sg event happening in harrisburg is april. if you need tickets talk to one of us! she dropped them off while i was at work and my regional douche bag was there so i could barely talk to her or anything...blah, seriously he needs to leave. its really pissing me off. were perfectly capable of running our own store, thats why we've made goal and bonus the past two months. ah, so angry about it...sorry again.
so you know i went to the dermatologist the other day...well, they have you fill out your medical history and such. they had the questions like do you smoke or drink...for the do you drink question the answers to circle were, no, rarely, once a day, and frequently. i thought, its not no or rarely and its not once a day...i assumed frequently meant, like often...but it was after once a day, so it meant more than once a day...in this whole thought process i had already circle frequently. luckily my husband was there to point out to me what it really meant. ha. i ended up circling once a day because even though i usually don't drink everyday, no or rarely just didn't fit either. i felt like such an alcoholic though...circling frequently, than scribbling it out to circle once a day. its probably one of those things that would be way funnier if you were actually there...anyway, the doc didn't even ask me about it, so i felt silly.
speaking of drinking...i did my 'alcohol inventory' for the thread in the drunks group. its everything that i have in my house right now. i thought some of you might enjoy this.
bacardi rum
jack daniels
captain morgan spiced rum
parrot bay coconut rum
kahlua french vanilla
kahlua hazelnut
van gogh double expresso vodka
absolut vodka
baileys mint chocolate
goldschlager
black haus
jager
kahlua mudslide
red stripe lager
yuengling lager
miller high life
smirnoff ice
yeah, and thats basically just for me and croft because we're really the only ones who drink here. no one ever wants to come over for parties!
my husband's band on the verge of ruin had a show tonight at some bar. i just talked to him a bit ago and he said it was probably a good thing i didn't go. whoever was throwing the show didn't even have mic stands. their a four piece. both my boy and their other guitarist play and sing/scream at the same time, so you see how its a problem thats theres not stands...he said they taped one mic to a cymbal stand and had to share it. bullshit. whatevs.
i should get going because i have to open in the morning. again. o joy. sunday is my day off though. can't wait.
-sassie!
i need to bitch about work but instead i will just say this: if my regional manger is there tomorrow im going to kill myself and/or die. hes been there everyday this week! arg!
he basically just walks around the store and points out everything that we've done wrong or needs changed, which is everything to him. this is after we've sent him pictures and hes loved everything we've done. then he changes all this shit, then changes his mind about it, and makes us fix it literally at least two more times. ok, i said i wasn't gonna get into it...sorry.alright, good things...im hoping to be working the sg booth at the philly tattoo convention next month. i know theres a lot of girls who were on the list and im trying not to get my hopes up on getting picked, but i think it would be amazing to work my first convention for sg! not to mention getting to meet all the other lovely ladies from the east coast! im not sure how that would work out, considering i get all shy and nervous around pretty girls...haha.
speaking of pretty girls...seizure brought me some tickets to sell, and posters, for the sg event happening in harrisburg is april. if you need tickets talk to one of us! she dropped them off while i was at work and my regional douche bag was there so i could barely talk to her or anything...blah, seriously he needs to leave. its really pissing me off. were perfectly capable of running our own store, thats why we've made goal and bonus the past two months. ah, so angry about it...sorry again.
so you know i went to the dermatologist the other day...well, they have you fill out your medical history and such. they had the questions like do you smoke or drink...for the do you drink question the answers to circle were, no, rarely, once a day, and frequently. i thought, its not no or rarely and its not once a day...i assumed frequently meant, like often...but it was after once a day, so it meant more than once a day...in this whole thought process i had already circle frequently. luckily my husband was there to point out to me what it really meant. ha. i ended up circling once a day because even though i usually don't drink everyday, no or rarely just didn't fit either. i felt like such an alcoholic though...circling frequently, than scribbling it out to circle once a day. its probably one of those things that would be way funnier if you were actually there...anyway, the doc didn't even ask me about it, so i felt silly.
speaking of drinking...i did my 'alcohol inventory' for the thread in the drunks group. its everything that i have in my house right now. i thought some of you might enjoy this.
bacardi rum
jack daniels
captain morgan spiced rum
parrot bay coconut rum
kahlua french vanilla
kahlua hazelnut
van gogh double expresso vodka
absolut vodka
baileys mint chocolate
goldschlager
black haus
jager
kahlua mudslide
red stripe lager
yuengling lager
miller high life
smirnoff ice
yeah, and thats basically just for me and croft because we're really the only ones who drink here. no one ever wants to come over for parties!
my husband's band on the verge of ruin had a show tonight at some bar. i just talked to him a bit ago and he said it was probably a good thing i didn't go. whoever was throwing the show didn't even have mic stands. their a four piece. both my boy and their other guitarist play and sing/scream at the same time, so you see how its a problem thats theres not stands...he said they taped one mic to a cymbal stand and had to share it. bullshit. whatevs.
i should get going because i have to open in the morning. again. o joy. sunday is my day off though. can't wait.
-sassie!
really?! 
nevermind...
today i finally went to the dermatologist. i was kind of nervous because i've never been to one before. the wait was way longer than i was actually with the doctor...we talked for a few minutes, she looked at me, then prescribed three different meds for me to put on my skin everyday. after everyone telling me its not that bad, doing photoshoots and getting them accepted...i can't believe she prescribed all these serious things for me. im kind of afraid to start using them, mostly for the fact that my skin is so sensitive and im afraid it will make it worse and not better, or that i'll have some kind of reaction to them...but im sick of feelilng ugly and having to wear make up every time i leave the house to feel comfortable. i've always been confident, but i want to feel confident in my own skin again, without make up.
after that was my therapy appointment. it ended up making me feel worse instead of better. blah.
my dawn of the dead shirt makes me feel better.
i feel like i didn't even have today off. i was running around the whole time...i did get to come home and take a nap. now im up doing laundry. i have a super bad headache even though i took two advil . i need to get going to bed because i have to open in the morning.
im so distractable. i keep having mixed feelings.
-sassie!
nevermind...today i finally went to the dermatologist. i was kind of nervous because i've never been to one before. the wait was way longer than i was actually with the doctor...we talked for a few minutes, she looked at me, then prescribed three different meds for me to put on my skin everyday. after everyone telling me its not that bad, doing photoshoots and getting them accepted...i can't believe she prescribed all these serious things for me. im kind of afraid to start using them, mostly for the fact that my skin is so sensitive and im afraid it will make it worse and not better, or that i'll have some kind of reaction to them...but im sick of feelilng ugly and having to wear make up every time i leave the house to feel comfortable. i've always been confident, but i want to feel confident in my own skin again, without make up.
after that was my therapy appointment. it ended up making me feel worse instead of better. blah.
my dawn of the dead shirt makes me feel better.
i feel like i didn't even have today off. i was running around the whole time...i did get to come home and take a nap. now im up doing laundry. i have a super bad headache even though i took two advil . i need to get going to bed because i have to open in the morning.
im so distractable. i keep having mixed feelings.
-sassie!
i would really like my sg package, please. everyday when i come home, i hope its going to be there when i open the door. i know its only been like three weeks, but i figure it has to be coming sooner or later. and my hopefuls tee too!
my friend had the best reaction ever to finding out i was a suicide girl. he said, "if i want to see sassie naked all i have to do is give her alcohol, and see it for free." which he did, by the way. haha.
its been a rough week. tomorrow is my day off so now im relaxing. im so exhausted from work. i feel like we still haven't gotten a break since christmas. we had a huge clearance recall, then last week was inventory and we were there until eleven at night and i had to work open to close the next day...and then this week we got all new fixtures for all of our dvds. which WE had to build, install, and then arrange the merch back onto. pain in the ass. and it really fucks up my fibromyagia from lifting heavy shit and bending up and down and crawling around on my knees all day. our regional manager has us do one thing, than changes his mind the next day so we have to redo everything over from the start. thats what really bothers me. i know things don't always work out the way you envision them to the first time, but i just feel like its poor planning...and we were short one bin and then everyone was freaking out and we had to plan b so everything would get done on time...anyway, i don't want to talk about work anymore.
me and croft went out to red lobster tonight. we haven't had a date night in a long time. i feel like we've barely been spending any time together and most of the time when im home all i want to do is sleep. there were two different kids screaming basically the whole time we were there though. at least i got to start my drinking early...and we watched the one waitress retrieve a live lobster for someone to eat i suppose. it was terrible. it fought and flipped its tail and got water all over. it was very sad and made me not want to eat lobster ever again.
if you saw my last post you saw the poster for the upcoming sg event in harrisburg. i was excited because i went into checkered past, which is a vintage clothing store/piercing parlor, and on their bulliten board was the poster for the first sg event which i will be attending/ appearing at. i wanted to take it, but i didn't. i left it there so everyone would see it and come!
my thoughts have been all over the place lately. i have so many thoughts its overwhelming...anyone with bipolar disorder will tell you this...every time i mean to come and write on here its just easier not to because everything gets jumbled. which makes me want to post pictures. but im never happy with the pictures because i over-analyze everything to a fault. just wanted to explain why i haven't been on here as much maybe...
so, im going to continue my drinking now. good night.
-sassie!
my friend had the best reaction ever to finding out i was a suicide girl. he said, "if i want to see sassie naked all i have to do is give her alcohol, and see it for free." which he did, by the way. haha.
its been a rough week. tomorrow is my day off so now im relaxing. im so exhausted from work. i feel like we still haven't gotten a break since christmas. we had a huge clearance recall, then last week was inventory and we were there until eleven at night and i had to work open to close the next day...and then this week we got all new fixtures for all of our dvds. which WE had to build, install, and then arrange the merch back onto. pain in the ass. and it really fucks up my fibromyagia from lifting heavy shit and bending up and down and crawling around on my knees all day. our regional manager has us do one thing, than changes his mind the next day so we have to redo everything over from the start. thats what really bothers me. i know things don't always work out the way you envision them to the first time, but i just feel like its poor planning...and we were short one bin and then everyone was freaking out and we had to plan b so everything would get done on time...anyway, i don't want to talk about work anymore.
me and croft went out to red lobster tonight. we haven't had a date night in a long time. i feel like we've barely been spending any time together and most of the time when im home all i want to do is sleep. there were two different kids screaming basically the whole time we were there though. at least i got to start my drinking early...and we watched the one waitress retrieve a live lobster for someone to eat i suppose. it was terrible. it fought and flipped its tail and got water all over. it was very sad and made me not want to eat lobster ever again.
if you saw my last post you saw the poster for the upcoming sg event in harrisburg. i was excited because i went into checkered past, which is a vintage clothing store/piercing parlor, and on their bulliten board was the poster for the first sg event which i will be attending/ appearing at. i wanted to take it, but i didn't. i left it there so everyone would see it and come!
my thoughts have been all over the place lately. i have so many thoughts its overwhelming...anyone with bipolar disorder will tell you this...every time i mean to come and write on here its just easier not to because everything gets jumbled. which makes me want to post pictures. but im never happy with the pictures because i over-analyze everything to a fault. just wanted to explain why i haven't been on here as much maybe...
so, im going to continue my drinking now. good night.
-sassie!
im pretty sure i have decided that im not allowed to be anywhere near a computer when im drunk. some people drunk dial, i drunk blog...
picture time! sorry, no boobies today.
croft says i look like a sexy librarian.
im pretty sure the people across the hall from us are moving out. and they're being incredibly noisy and rude.
i think i need to go exercise now. i've put on a few pounds. then i need to shower and take care of a ton of things i've been putting off. blah. later tonight im going up to my grandmas to have cake because its her birthday.
im out.
-sassie!
picture time! sorry, no boobies today.
croft says i look like a sexy librarian.
im pretty sure the people across the hall from us are moving out. and they're being incredibly noisy and rude.
i think i need to go exercise now. i've put on a few pounds. then i need to shower and take care of a ton of things i've been putting off. blah. later tonight im going up to my grandmas to have cake because its her birthday.
im out.
-sassie!
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