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new bra. and i got it for free. 
but im going to sleep now because im not feeling well.
-sassie!
but im going to sleep now because im not feeling well.
-sassie!
records. burritos. $130 worth of sephora make-up. h & m. lots of new shoes. cinnabon. still having money left over. finally getting to spend quality time with my honey. getting to sleep in tomorrow. let the drinking begin. 
-sassie!
-sassie!
i dont know what to say really...
how was your christmas?i feel like mine gets worse every year. and im not talking about the gifts...i just mean, less time spent with the people i love, more stress, less family members attending the parties, stuff like that. i dont know. ive been depressed for a while now.
as for presents, croft got me a flash for my camera, a little bendy tripod, a sweater, and vans with dinosaurs on them! my parents got me a new winter jacket, a diamond necklace in the shape of a star, tall grey ugg boots, and a bunch of gift cards. i got a few other things too...a bunch of books and some cash monies.
i didnt really enjoy my day though...i just wanted to sleep. anyways...
pawko4b stopped by my store the other day and gave me this.
its super cute and it fits everywhere...but my booty is out of control!
i just really cant wait for a day off. wednesday please come quick. kids are still off school for christmas. there was a group of pre-teen boys in my store tonight right at close. we shut the gate a bit to be like hey, get the fuck out. and they were messing around with the fucking gate. then when we finally closed it they called us faggots. i love being treated like shit. such is retail.
um, so i know ive been kind of mia...not answering messages and such. i know i have a lot to do. please don't think im unappreciative. im just having a hard time. as usual right...well, making a marriage work isn't easy, ok?and that on top of working 60+ hours a week...i feel like real life is impossible. like im being asked to do more than im capable of. i keep saying i'll get to things and i never do. i still won't take responsibility for this, for some reason. i guess i'll keep making excuses. i know thats how he feels anyway...sigh.
if you ordered stuff from me before christmas it will be sent out this week. i promise.
i will also be putting in quite a few hours on web cam in the next few days, so come visit me here as lizzy.
so i got pretty drunk last night. we were watching metalocalypse. and i kept saying i want to have sex with toki. wouldnt you? lol.
k. night night.
-sassie!
how was your christmas?i feel like mine gets worse every year. and im not talking about the gifts...i just mean, less time spent with the people i love, more stress, less family members attending the parties, stuff like that. i dont know. ive been depressed for a while now.
as for presents, croft got me a flash for my camera, a little bendy tripod, a sweater, and vans with dinosaurs on them! my parents got me a new winter jacket, a diamond necklace in the shape of a star, tall grey ugg boots, and a bunch of gift cards. i got a few other things too...a bunch of books and some cash monies.
i didnt really enjoy my day though...i just wanted to sleep. anyways...
pawko4b stopped by my store the other day and gave me this.
its super cute and it fits everywhere...but my booty is out of control!
i just really cant wait for a day off. wednesday please come quick. kids are still off school for christmas. there was a group of pre-teen boys in my store tonight right at close. we shut the gate a bit to be like hey, get the fuck out. and they were messing around with the fucking gate. then when we finally closed it they called us faggots. i love being treated like shit. such is retail.
um, so i know ive been kind of mia...not answering messages and such. i know i have a lot to do. please don't think im unappreciative. im just having a hard time. as usual right...well, making a marriage work isn't easy, ok?and that on top of working 60+ hours a week...i feel like real life is impossible. like im being asked to do more than im capable of. i keep saying i'll get to things and i never do. i still won't take responsibility for this, for some reason. i guess i'll keep making excuses. i know thats how he feels anyway...sigh.
if you ordered stuff from me before christmas it will be sent out this week. i promise.
i will also be putting in quite a few hours on web cam in the next few days, so come visit me here as lizzy.
so i got pretty drunk last night. we were watching metalocalypse. and i kept saying i want to have sex with toki. wouldnt you? lol.
k. night night.
-sassie!
i have a paper cut and its infected. i hope it doesn't ruin my christmas. lol.
i can't wait till wednesday because my manager said were getting drunk at work. win.
and its christmas eve of course! i know its a little late, but heres my wishlist.
im done shopping. not that it matters because im in the mall everyday of my life anyways...now i just have to wrap my secret santa gift for work tomorrow, and the present for my manager.
blah. we have a tree up with lights but no decorations. i know croft is emo about it. this year was just so ridiculous. i feel like i lost four months. the months when i was manic. and thinking back on it, it feels like im watching someone else go through it, like a movie. rather than it really happening to me...its weird and hard to explain. its a blur. im trying to make up for lost time but its all just rushing by.
night.
-sassie!
i can't wait till wednesday because my manager said were getting drunk at work. win.
and its christmas eve of course! i know its a little late, but heres my wishlist.
im done shopping. not that it matters because im in the mall everyday of my life anyways...now i just have to wrap my secret santa gift for work tomorrow, and the present for my manager.
blah. we have a tree up with lights but no decorations. i know croft is emo about it. this year was just so ridiculous. i feel like i lost four months. the months when i was manic. and thinking back on it, it feels like im watching someone else go through it, like a movie. rather than it really happening to me...its weird and hard to explain. its a blur. im trying to make up for lost time but its all just rushing by.
night.
-sassie!
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