fucking poo poo. i got a new cell phone today. i only did this because my other one was literally falling apart. i've had it for at least five years...first the woman puts my new phone under my sisters number, so i was still receiving calls on my old phone. im glad we checked before we left. now my texting isn't working! it says service is unavaliable. bullshit. i have unlimited texts! anyways, this is freaking me out because thats my main form of communication. i know...maybe this will help break my texting obsession. if anyone needs to get a hold of me just call, or leave a message on here, cuz im not sure if i can even receive texts right now...bah! this is why i hate technology! now i have to go back there after work tomorrow, probably wait another hour for someone to help me, and they better fucking hope they get this shit sorted out!

i had a therapy appointment today. it didn't make me feel better. it just verified my fears that i am going crazy. and that most of whats happened is because im in a hypomanic, bridging on manic state right now. she wants me to go back on mood stabilizers before it starts to become destructive. destructive? because i didn't already ruin my marriage...geez.

i finally have all of my outfits for upcoming shoots (the pants are still a little big, damn!), and i will be shooting a new set with candycrimson on tuesday in philly! woo!

i feel so cut off from the world without my texting ability...yes, im still worrying about it!

ok. how bout you go leave me some more love on my new set?



someone should try to text me and let me know...k bye!

-sassie!