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Okay so here I am, hiding away in a place I'm not going to tell anyone about because apparently I'm being threatened. Which in part is making me want to archive but I'm trying to be stronger than that.
Other than that bullshit I'm having a pretty damned good time. The place I am in is pretty beautiful and there is quite a lot to do. So I'm just going to post pictures, because I am not up for epically writing today.
Other than that bullshit I'm having a pretty damned good time. The place I am in is pretty beautiful and there is quite a lot to do. So I'm just going to post pictures, because I am not up for epically writing today.
I also shaved a bit of my head but I haven't taken a picture of that yet so it can wait.
What do I have to say... let's see... the truth. That's what I have to say.
I'd like to take this moment to say a great big thank you to all those people who are making the hardest month of my life even more difficult with their unwanted input and unwarranted, uninformed opinions. Never mind that this was a tough thing for me to do in the first place, let's add to that that one of my best friends has a pretty nasty form of cancer, and my bestest best friend needs me to be strong for her as she's having a hard time of things. But oh yes, I can't be strong for either of the people that need me because I'm too busy dealing with everyone else's problems with me.
I left Sean because for a few months I had not been in love with him. No other reason, no other man, no cheating, I did not sleep with SG's Sean, I did not cheat on Sean with anyone. Sean did not beat me or abuse me. The ONLY thing was that I was not in love with him anymore. Please, take from that what you will and continue to chastise me for something I can't help.
I traveled across desert with my puppy, who then got bitten by a fucking rattlesnake, forcing me to shell out quite a lot of money to get her well again, at which point I couldn't really afford to feed myself. How selfish I must be.
I was offered a lift to somewhere less rattlesnakey by James, and I took up the offer. He and his friend drove me to the beach, where I am now living in a Motel. The good life (sarcasm). James and I hung out and there was chemistry so we went on a couple of dates. Sean was then threatening to come down here so we decided to set ourselves as "in a relationship" on facebook to deter Sean from hurting himself more.
I wanted to do this with the least pain to Sean possible. That is the entire truth. Please quit listening to lies, hearsay and bullshit. I am fed up with receiving the brunt end of what ANY of you would do anyway. You can't stay with someone you don't love, or it will hurt them more. That is why I left, not to be with someone else, not to stir shit up, and not because I'm selfish. I left because, as usual, I can't stand to hurt other people.
So all of you who hate me because you listen to conjecture and lies, enjoy yourselves and your high school style drama. I will remain, as ever, an adult.
Oh and please, continue to shit all over me when I'm going through hell. Thanks.
I'd like to take this moment to say a great big thank you to all those people who are making the hardest month of my life even more difficult with their unwanted input and unwarranted, uninformed opinions. Never mind that this was a tough thing for me to do in the first place, let's add to that that one of my best friends has a pretty nasty form of cancer, and my bestest best friend needs me to be strong for her as she's having a hard time of things. But oh yes, I can't be strong for either of the people that need me because I'm too busy dealing with everyone else's problems with me.
I left Sean because for a few months I had not been in love with him. No other reason, no other man, no cheating, I did not sleep with SG's Sean, I did not cheat on Sean with anyone. Sean did not beat me or abuse me. The ONLY thing was that I was not in love with him anymore. Please, take from that what you will and continue to chastise me for something I can't help.
I traveled across desert with my puppy, who then got bitten by a fucking rattlesnake, forcing me to shell out quite a lot of money to get her well again, at which point I couldn't really afford to feed myself. How selfish I must be.
I was offered a lift to somewhere less rattlesnakey by James, and I took up the offer. He and his friend drove me to the beach, where I am now living in a Motel. The good life (sarcasm). James and I hung out and there was chemistry so we went on a couple of dates. Sean was then threatening to come down here so we decided to set ourselves as "in a relationship" on facebook to deter Sean from hurting himself more.
I wanted to do this with the least pain to Sean possible. That is the entire truth. Please quit listening to lies, hearsay and bullshit. I am fed up with receiving the brunt end of what ANY of you would do anyway. You can't stay with someone you don't love, or it will hurt them more. That is why I left, not to be with someone else, not to stir shit up, and not because I'm selfish. I left because, as usual, I can't stand to hurt other people.
So all of you who hate me because you listen to conjecture and lies, enjoy yourselves and your high school style drama. I will remain, as ever, an adult.
Oh and please, continue to shit all over me when I'm going through hell. Thanks.
Y'all can fucking bite me you bunch of hypocrites.
You know if I'm talking about you. If not, you're cool.
You know if I'm talking about you. If not, you're cool.
Do not hate me for what I have had to do in order that I would not hurt someone I care about. I do not deserve your hate or judgement. I deserve to be understood, just like you would want to be.
It was incredible to meet so many people at Hell City this year. I have made some awesome friends. Hopefully I'll be able to stay more within the SG scene now!
I shot with Turbulence on Friday morning, Sean yesterday afternoon and am shooting with Alissa tomorrow, so you'll be seeing a lot of sets out of me over the coming months.
I'm not going to list everyone I met, but they know who they are and how much of an awesome time I had with them all. I am going to upload a couple of pictures here, but there are 70 from the weekend so I'll put the rest in an album for you all to peruse at your leisure.
I shot with Turbulence on Friday morning, Sean yesterday afternoon and am shooting with Alissa tomorrow, so you'll be seeing a lot of sets out of me over the coming months.
I'm not going to list everyone I met, but they know who they are and how much of an awesome time I had with them all. I am going to upload a couple of pictures here, but there are 70 from the weekend so I'll put the rest in an album for you all to peruse at your leisure.
