Happy birthday to me
I'm a hundred and three
I smell like a monkey
And I live up a tree.

Goodbye for a little while, melaniek.

Firstly, I'd like to give a great mention to my good friend Annasthesia, who currently has a set in member review. I'm serious you guys have to go love it, I mean hell, who can't love this face?



It was shot by Sean, who, incidentally, shot my set which is still sitting in MR. So while you're loving her set, love mine!!



As it happens, when these sets were shot, we both watched each other shoot! It was an amazing time. Annasthesia is my emotional twin, so I demand that you go spread the love about this great photoshoot!

Okay, this is gonna be a long one.

Firstly I wanna say thank you to everyone who left love on my new set, Starry Eyed. Makes me happy that it has been so successful.



Secondly a while ago I found this song. It's by one of my favourite bands, and the first band to get me listening to rock, grunge and indie.



Yeah, they're singing about SuicideGirls.

So, onto my life.

My boyfriend has officially deployed to Afghanistan. He left on Friday morning. I was pretty torn up about it but I'm trying to be strong and get through this. I have good friends who are very much here for me in this difficult time. Shout outs to AlaskaNabraska, Philia, Jmdelaney, dkoc, imnotanartistbut and my friend Jess who doesn't have an account.

I have been looking for a job. Difficult to find in this climate, but I'm still trying. Other than that there's not much to report. It's my birthday soon, so I want a new tattoo.

Have a good Tuesday!

So, my new set, Starry Eyed, is in MR now. Go give it some love. It was shot by the wonderful Sean in Phoenix in August, and I really want it to go front page!!!



Love me!

Ok, so, tomorrow, I have a set going into Member Review, and I would be OVER THE MOON if all of you guys like it. It was shot by the ever so wonderful Sean in August last year at Hell City Tattoo Convention in Phoenix, and I think it's definitely one of my better sets!

I'm going to be a real poop head now and give you an idea of what the set is like, without actually posting any of the official photographs.





So please, enjoy my new set tomorrow!

It was a Monday when my lover told me
Never pay the reaper with love only
What could I say to you, except "I love you"
And "I'd give my life for yours"
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones dear
Remember the time we made love in the roses
And you took my picture in all sorts of poses
How can I ever get over you
When I'd give my life for yours
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones dear
My dear
It's time to say
I thank god for you
I thank god for you
In each and every single way
I know, I know, I know, I know
It's time to let you know
Time to let you know
Time to let you know
Time to sit here and say
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know, we are, we are the lucky ones
I know we are, we are the lucky ones dear
Dear, we are the lucky ones dear
Dear, we are the lucky ones dear
Dear, we are the lucky ones dear
We are the lucky ones dear
We are the lucky ones dear

I am so angry right now.

This valentine's day, don't buy your girlfriend or boyfriend, husband or wife a present. Instead, spend every day of every week of every month of every year showing them that you love them. That's far more special than any material item I can think of.



Jay Jay.
Every day I'm not with you is a cliched eternity. I can't figure out how it is that I am supposed to get through this without you, but I know that if I do then it will be a gift I never thought I could give. Sometimes I'm determined to give up and let everything swallow me up, but then I remember you and your smile and I can't.

/end sap.