SuicideGirl: Salliss
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Salliss It's UK Member Review fever!

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JANUARY 29, 2013 @ 05:58 PM


How to stop thinking:

I will let you know as soon as I figure it out myself.
Since I was sixteen there have been people I think about daily. It royally pisses me off because they are not people I enjoy thinking about, but they have taken up residence in my head and now, nearly ten years later, they're still there, gnawing on my thoughts. What could I have done differently? I was a girl, naive, young, inexperienced in much except not giving a fuck. I never really did anything to hurt anyone if I could help it, but the world decided to turn around and bite me in the ass.

Since that day there have been more and more assholes taking up residence in my head. I've done the therapy, I've had the "get out of that way of thinking" training, but they never truly go away. So it has come to be that I am done. If you're an asshole, stay the fuck away from my head. There's no room in there for any more, and more assholes would push out vital song lyrics. I don't need your memories or repetitions of events that happened with you haunting my dreams and causing me pain. I want to evict the twats that have taken up residence in my brain.

I am amazing. Embittered cunts pretending it isn't so are just that. There's too much awesome here for some people to handle, I guess.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Soup day.
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Cupcakes and cigarettes.
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Face mug.
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Icicles.
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What Ginger did to my pillow while I was out.zoom image

Can't be mad at that face.
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Hugs.
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Conversation with slenderman about Netflix.

Paws for thought.
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Would you just look at those... breasts.
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Wrong day for this wrong number!


Migraine cure in lactose intolerant form.
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Hair is finally long enough to braid again!
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Waterfall.
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Yawn. That's about all I have to say today. We out.

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cpkz

cpkz

Portland, OR
September 2006

JAN 29, 2013 06:20 PM

I was just checking earlier today to see if you had an update, and then now you do!

As for the occupiers... they don't leave. Or at least, I don't believe they do. They haven't left me yet. The thing is how I deal with them that has changed. For the most part, I'm able to ignore. Still, there are those weak moments when their memories still take over. But hey, get through them, and you can toss your skeletons back in the closet, where they belong.

fbprince

fbprince

USA
November 2012

JAN 29, 2013 07:02 PM

Bottomline of this blog post:
You're amazing. Just not as much as the dog. biggrin

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

JAN 29, 2013 09:26 PM

smile Dogs like to chew stuff.

Haku

Haku

USA
October 2011

JAN 29, 2013 11:18 PM

The best way i found to help forget bad memories is to flood the mind with good ones

LOOSECANNON

LOOSECANNON

Chicago, IL
May 2005

JAN 30, 2013 12:40 AM

"I am amazing."
Say this over and over to yourself. Cliche advice but it works better than anyone ever thinks.
And when people seem to be sucking the life from you, keep in your head that you should only expend energy on those worthy of it. Let all of the others fall away.

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

JAN 30, 2013 01:34 AM

"Can't be mad at that face."

nope! CUUUUUUUUTE!!biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin

CagedDemonWolf

CagedDemonWolf

United Kingdom
November 2012

JAN 30, 2013 11:24 AM

Doggie love! smile xx

RustBelt

RustBelt

Kent, OH
January 2012

FEB 06, 2013 11:20 AM

Sal...I had a similar problem. You can really do damage to yourself with that process. Reliving situations like that cause physical stress to your body through emotional response in addition to the unhealthy nature of simply dwelling in the pain of the past. You go over each situation with revisited stress and emotion. You literally "re-live" the uncomfortable experience each time...not good for the body or the mind.

Philia

Philia

USA
July 2011

FEB 09, 2013 08:35 AM

I loves you sallface <3

sCentauri

sCentauri

France
November 2004

FEB 10, 2013 01:44 PM

Yeah some parts about football i didn't care about, but it makes sense in the whole story. I loved the dinner and dances scenes, great acting and great dialogues.

Moozle

Moozle

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

FEB 11, 2013 02:15 PM

You are too cute! I only just discoverd you now!! You are definatly my new favourite! I bet you would be fun to shoot a set with!! smile

Fische

Fische

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

FEB 13, 2013 05:06 AM

Thanks lovely. I never really tell people or boyfriends because their opinion seems to change. But it's never really bothered me to be honest x

Corall

Corall

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

FEB 22, 2013 04:43 AM

ahaha its ok yeah i live here(Brighton)

I'm sure that Ginger hide under the bed when he saw you coming xD
they always do that hahaha

Have a nice week <3

dkoc

dkoc

Windsor, ON
December 2008

FEB 22, 2013 02:08 PM

<3

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