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JANUARY 1, 2013 @ 08:56 AM


First off, happy new year to everyone reading this.

If I am to remain here, it is time to move past certain childish aspects of this website. I'm not sure what it is that makes people think that it is okay to fuck with the lives of other people, repeatedly. Apparently some people's lives are more pathetic than I realised if this is the way in which they have to create their own fun.

This is gonna seem really sad, but I'm a person, and sometimes people like things that other people don't. As it happens I like musicals. I don't like your happy clappy bring the chorus in for no damn good reason musicals, but I like musicals that really use song to show pain. There's a song in the musical "Wicked" that really describes what I feel at this point in time. I'll spare you actually posting the song, but I'll quote a few of the lyrics.

"One more disaster I can add to my generous supply.
No good deed goes unpunished
No act of charity goes unresented
No good deed goes unpunished
That's my new creed
My road of good intentions led where such roads always lead
No good deed goes unpunished
One question haunts and hurts, too much, too much to mention:
Was I really seeking good or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are when looked at with an ice-cold eye?
If that's all good deeds are maybe that's the reason why
No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
No good deed goes unpunished
Sure, I meant well, well, look at what well-meant did:
All right, enough - so be it, so be it, then:
I promise no good deed will I attempt to do again
Ever again
No good deed will I do again!"

Let that be my new years resolution. I'm done helping and feeling for people who do what people have done.

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corsair

corsair

USA
July 2004

JAN 01, 2013 02:05 PM

You like Musicals?! I played the lead roll - Marco The Magnificent - in my high school musical - Carnival. I like the words you posted from Wicked . . but I'm the kind of person who will go to his grave, doing good deeds. I guess I just like the way I feel, when I can make a positive difference in someone's life. What a dope, huh?
Best Wishes for a Happy New Year!

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

JAN 01, 2013 06:53 PM

Word.

Jennna

Jennna

Wilmington, IL
August 2007

JAN 01, 2013 07:07 PM

My dear Sall, I love you.

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

JAN 01, 2013 10:35 PM

Have a great year Salliss! kiss kiss

roobar

roobar

Australia
September 2004

JAN 02, 2013 12:29 AM

I'm not involved in the site enough to have come across the drama, so no idea what is going on there.

Fwiw, your blogs are among the most interesting on here, and among the few I respond to. But if it gets to the point where the negative outweighs the positive, then there's nothing wrong with shifting your focus elsewhere, and investing your time/energy into something with more positive returns.

Happy New Year, and wherever you go, all the best for 2013!

Toxic

Toxic

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

JAN 02, 2013 12:56 AM

Happy new year sal!

Littlejohn22

Littlejohn22

Fredericton, NB
May 2009

JAN 02, 2013 02:30 AM

I just started to read the Book "wicked" it's very good

melted

melted

El Segundo, CA
October 2004

JAN 02, 2013 12:07 PM

I hope things work out for you this year. I like musicals too, but I more into the Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire variety. I did like Wicked though.

MrNicola

MrNicola

North Olmsted, OH
October 2012

JAN 03, 2013 04:36 AM

nice blog post i was semi reading it at work but my phone is to small so i waited till i got home but yeah theres plenty of self righteous turds on this site but it doesn't bother me just shows the persons character....

Pyromethious

Pyromethious

Silver Springs, FL
October 2006

JAN 03, 2013 10:52 PM

For those that ever do you harm:

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73-Hlxcdhac[/YOUTUBE]

Edit: SG Links borked?

Zebrah

Zebrah

HOPEFUL

Columbus, OH

JAN 08, 2013 02:19 PM

imu how have u been

heatdude

heatdude

USA
January 2004

JAN 14, 2013 06:33 AM

I hate Drama and mean people suck.. Happy New Year. hope you stick around. Oh and I once flew to NY just to see Grease on broadway..smile

chaosriddler

chaosriddler

Los Angeles, CA
January 2013

JAN 25, 2013 11:04 PM

Yes people can be simply evil ... and almost all of it stems from some sort of insecurity ... so if the "evil ones" are then the most insecure ones, who do they hate the most? The secure ones, the ones that love themselves and love others. I wrote more about this in a message, Sweet Salliss ... I just realized right now how much I love your name ... Salliss ... I noticed you are a Smashing Punpkins fan, so ... below is a gift from me to you ...
Love,
Derek
Smashing Pumpkins. To Sheila.

chaosriddler

chaosriddler

Los Angeles, CA
January 2013

JAN 26, 2013 02:05 PM

You are absolutely out of this fucking world fantastic and gorgeous and amazing and beautiful and sexy and sensual and interesting and intelligent and mysterious and open and vulnerable and strong and inspirational and truly a one of a kind.

chaosriddler

chaosriddler

Los Angeles, CA
January 2013

JAN 27, 2013 02:52 PM

Ha ... how wrong I was. Oh well ... on to the next experience.

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