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JANUARY 1, 2013 @ 08:56 AM


First off, happy new year to everyone reading this.

If I am to remain here, it is time to move past certain childish aspects of this website. I'm not sure what it is that makes people think that it is okay to fuck with the lives of other people, repeatedly. Apparently some people's lives are more pathetic than I realised if this is the way in which they have to create their own fun.

This is gonna seem really sad, but I'm a person, and sometimes people like things that other people don't. As it happens I like musicals. I don't like your happy clappy bring the chorus in for no damn good reason musicals, but I like musicals that really use song to show pain. There's a song in the musical "Wicked" that really describes what I feel at this point in time. I'll spare you actually posting the song, but I'll quote a few of the lyrics.

"One more disaster I can add to my generous supply.
No good deed goes unpunished
No act of charity goes unresented
No good deed goes unpunished
That's my new creed
My road of good intentions led where such roads always lead
No good deed goes unpunished
One question haunts and hurts, too much, too much to mention:
Was I really seeking good or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are when looked at with an ice-cold eye?
If that's all good deeds are maybe that's the reason why
No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
No good deed goes unpunished
Sure, I meant well, well, look at what well-meant did:
All right, enough - so be it, so be it, then:
I promise no good deed will I attempt to do again
Ever again
No good deed will I do again!"

Let that be my new years resolution. I'm done helping and feeling for people who do what people have done.

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snowmiser

snowmiser

United Kingdom
July 2012

JAN 01, 2013 09:01 AM

happy new year, S.

i actually saw wicked and it wasn't that bad. in fact it was good. just don't tell anybody i said that.......

onespeed

onespeed

Hixson, TN
December 2005

JAN 01, 2013 09:05 AM

Happy new Year to you!!! <3

and i like how you are taking a stand!

RollnRob

RollnRob

Canandaigua, NY
April 2008

JAN 01, 2013 09:07 AM

this world would be plan and boring if everyone liked and looked the same .. I always attempt to embrace differences even if I don't feel the same. I use peoples hate to motivate me to make changes in myself, by doing so I hope to spread positive change in others .. like random acts of kindness and positive thinking.
❤ ♥ ❤ Happy New Year Gorgeous ❤ ♥ ❤

Dino78

Dino78

USA
August 2011

JAN 01, 2013 09:16 AM

Forget about the HATERS; Like what YOU like, thats whats makes you YOU!! ( Wicked BTW.... was awesome!)
I mean; come on now.... one of my ALL TIME FAVORITE movies is "Saturday Night Fever" ; almosy know every single line.
Anywho..... Happy New Year to you!! biggrin

cpkz

cpkz

Portland, OR
September 2006

JAN 01, 2013 09:17 AM

Happy New Year Salliss!

Ositobonbon

Ositobonbon

El Paso, TX
June 2012

JAN 01, 2013 09:24 AM

Happy New Year! You look good with that finger up like that!!

Nea

Nea

New York, NY
October 2006

JAN 01, 2013 09:31 AM

Happy new year!

mrjay17

mrjay17

Fallbrook, CA
July 2012

JAN 01, 2013 09:35 AM

Happy New year biggrin

mhef

mhef

Rocklin, CA
June 2008

JAN 01, 2013 10:03 AM

Happy New Year sweet Sallis..I hope this year treats you well....mhef

Jozsef

Jozsef

Toronto, ON
July 2007

JAN 01, 2013 10:06 AM

First of all, I was so moved by your previous blog that I was at a loss to express it without spending hours that I didn't have to formulate an adequate reply.

As it happens, I've been contemplating similar thoughts to the ones you expressed today after repeatedly putting in months or even years of effort into being a loyal friend only to be suddenly ignored because of some trivial misinterpretation of something I wrote. What's the point of investing countless hours carefully crafting compassionate emails only to be tossed aside like a free Android app that has lost its fascination?

I think the answer has two facets. That you are here because some people recognized that you're precious and cared illustrates the point rather powerfully. Do we want to mold ourselves to resemble those whose behaviour we find loathsome or do we nurture our humanity and compassion even though many people don't know who their friends are and can't believe that kindness can ever be offered without onerous strings attached? When someone shows that they don't appreciate generosity of spirit, it's time to walk away from that person, not from your own principles. The defect is theirs and not yours.

Finally, we are social beings and we can only be truly happy when we reach out to others and form meaningful connections and hopefully, lasting bonds. Labeling anything as selfish or altruistic is grade school logic because it's a false dichotomy. kiss

aryrodri

aryrodri

Brazil
August 2011

JAN 01, 2013 11:41 AM

I think that wasn't your intention, but this pic is very cute!
I saw Wicked on a trip to NY in 2011 and liked, but i know you wasn't talking about your taste...
Don't let ungrateful people make you a bitter person... Just wiser.
Happy new year! smile

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

JAN 01, 2013 12:02 PM

It's all about being unwilling to compromise your standards. Stand your ground, you'll find you are not alone.

RenardMlesPoules

RenardMlesPoules

Germany
January 2011

JAN 01, 2013 01:02 PM

I couldn't add any wiser or better words to that, so I just wish you a good new year with what YOU like and what YOU do, and be who YOU are, that is perfect!

morbiddisciple

morbiddisciple

Covington, LA
April 2007

JAN 01, 2013 01:32 PM

your photo is a great finishing touch to those lyrics

AlienHeep

AlienHeep

I'm lost
August 2008

JAN 01, 2013 01:45 PM

Happy new year!

I do my best to really bring out the pain in my stories though can't say I've seen many musicals. Does Moulin Rouge count?

Love the "lady like way to say fuck you" pic. Cute.

I haven't really wanted to face things lately but have started to once again say fuck it.. this is me.

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