well since I can't seem to get together a photographer for a photoshoot I've been messing around with my camera again and here's what I got:

well I went to a photoshoot yesterday, unfortunately it's not an SG shoot but I couldn't be happier with the outcome...

wow, I guess it's decided that I have to do a new photoset...

so here's what I'm thinking...I know people who are gay cant 'decide' to become straight because that's not who they are. however can straight people decide to become gay? like if a girl has been screwed over by so many guys that she just wants to become a man hating lesbian. can people do that and be happy? and I only say girl because everybody knows that when a man is screwed over by women he turns into a serial killer. I'm just thinking out loud...

I think I need another set...only 1 is terrible! who thinks I need more? anybody want Saffi naked again?

o man I cant wait to move to Orlando...yeah I hear it's a dangerous place and all but at least there will be more people my age. the people here are all boring assholes who are turning into their asshole parents!

Well I think now is as good a time as any to update things...
even though it's almost 12 a.m. and I have to wake up really early and work tomorrow.

boy so much has happened:

I have gone through not 1 but 2 relationships, got kicked out of 2 places I was staying, decided to move to Orlando and then next year move again to Oregon (yup, going for the "O" places), developed an eating disorder, and stopped talking to my mother. wow

I haven't done any pictures for such along time now...apparently my face is "too frequently used". I was supposed to be body painted again for the M.A.C. charity event but some reason that was canceled, which totally sucked since I had just gone out and bought the things needed which came to a little over $100! Plus, I had passed out fliers to everybody at my work telling them they had to go to support me. gay.

I have changed so much this passed year I cant even believe I'm the same person that I was...and the even stranger part of all of this is that my 21st birthday is coming up. I am going to be 21 which seems crazy!

well I hope you waited and held your breath!!!

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I am on the cover of a magazine!!
Everyone in Volusia County keep an eye out for the news journal magazine this Sunday!!!

O.K. EVERYONE

STAY READY FOR SURPRISES!!!

April is the suckest month in the suckest year!

I need some major cheering up!

So, it's been a fair amount of time since my last post! a few things have happened since then:

(I doubt anybody knew but I had braces) I just got them off on the 5th!
I got a new tattoo the same day!
and my b/f and I celebrated our 2 yr anniversary!

I am still going to school and work, yet I've begun to do more interesting things with my weekends! Yesterday I went to the Strawberry Festival in Plant City, FL! I had so much fun! There was so much food everywhere! Later today I am going to take pictures with a friend of mine!!

Still busy!!