whats the deal? sounds like you are having a time. come hang out with the cool kids. it will make you feel better. i won't be here, but they are good kids none the less. <3
There's an old jewish proverb that goes: "eh, it could always be worse..." I try to live by that. Whenever I feel down about my life and sad, I watch something like Jerry Springer and go "WOW, my life could suck a lot worse. just like those poor schmucks." So cheer up, you have your health and a community of people who think you're absolutely gorgeous (myself included of course)