one year later...almost.

so, i'm in PDX. doing a little visiting.
any suggestions?
tomorrow is my last full day here.
gimme a good recommendation!


and enjoy your nite. <3

still here. just not as frequently.

i miss brooklyn.
even if it's cold.
i could tolerate it.

but now it's time to settle debts.

hahahahahahhas;fjadsfalsjdf she makes me laugh.

go you heroes, go to glory!

ehhhhhhhh FUCK.
i've been dealing with bouts of insomnia for over a month now.
i never knew my mind had so much to tell me.

right now, i fucking don't want to listen because it's telling me i'm not good enough and that is BULLSHIT.
i've already proved over and over that i'm better than him, better than all of his sluts....

why do girls always fall for the pretty lies?
why do i keep going back when i know he doesn't really love anyone but HIMSELF.


i hate venting on suicidegirls, but it's better than fucking myspace.
another evil.

THAT 70s SHOW marathon.
my friday nites are golden.

oh yeah this.

happy new year.
here's your twenty-second second chance.

this year is going to be good.

i feel like hanging out by myself. going to the movies, shows, and other places alone.
oohhh disneyland alone. on mushrooms. haha just kidding.


primus on wednesday. but not alone.


fuck christmas lights.

oh, hi.

new developments. the new year is coming. i am excited.
wait, excited isn't the right word. anticipation? i am anticipation. haha.
i make myself laugh.

i don't know why i'm awake, i have to pick up my friend from LAX tomorrow morning. or early afternoon.
i just cunt sleep.

she was in china. hopefully i'll have fun chinese stuff to play with tomorrow.
not like i can't buy it out here. everywhere.

made in china.

buona notte.

loving this

not so much liking that the SGB show didn't make it to the key club as planned.
anthony kiedis is angry that axl rose is calling his band "guns n roses" still.]
he bought me lunch yesterday. weird.