i hate being cold in my own home but i always forget to turn the heat off and i come home and my room is smoldering. I just cant win lately. I feel very unattractive lately and i know by saying this people are gonna say no youre not and blah blah but i just do i dont know why i just look in the mirror sometimes and dont recongnize myself and i just dont like what i see. I feel fat basicly. whatever enough of my complaining. tommorow should be better day.