Ooh...I know what you mean Sadie.
I have trouble around people too.
If you can survive doing what you like. Good for you.
Take care. Glad you enjoyed the movies you went to.
Have a nice day ok sweetie.

TV is great anesthesia. It's not pathetic, and I don't think it's useful to call it lazy either. Life is suffering. Stuff that takes your mind off of that is nice, but it does stop you from getting the essence out of life. So if you feel like you're abusing it, try to find a way to motivate yourself to stop.

As for saying the wrong things, you're allowed to not talk. And you're allowed to say what you think, even if it's not what the other person wants to hear. Just spend the effort to make sure that what you say is worth saying, and then when someone disses you for saying it, you can hold your head high.

And if what you really wanted was for someone to approve of what you said, well, that's a major crap shoot, and it's bad for you and bad for them. It's bad for you because you lose respect for yourself when you say something not true in hopes of getting someone to like you. And it's bad for them not only because you're not telling them who you are, but also because you're helping them to believe something about them that you don't believe.

Also, everybody says stupid things. Unless the person you're talking to is an asshole, if you just let the dumb thing that came out of your mouth drop, they'll let it drop too. You don't have to explain or apologize - they see the look on your face, and they get it.

You can't turn back the clock, but life can take a turn for the better at any time up 'til the point where you die. But it's more likely to take a turn for the better if you're trying to do something cool with it.

Anyway, sorry to dump a bunch of unasked-for observations on you, but I'm a busybody. I hope things turn for the better for you soon.

Best moment in Hellboy II... "I'm not a baby, I'm a TUMOR!" Funny yet creepy.

If you haven't checked out Pushing Daisies before, I recommend you do once it's back on in the fall. For some reason, it really made an impression on me as a quirky and sickly sweet show with some real unusual characters. The prototypical television series for vicarious living and escape.

When I met you at Prom months back, you seemed to be having a good time and were very sociable and NOT FUMBLING. I know we tend to look at our "faults" under a highly scrutinizing microscope, but know that I had a fun time talking and getting to know you.

Being an only child I've spent alot of time alone myself. I enjoy my solitude most of the time. But I do get lonely just like most do at times as well. Do what you want to do, what other people want doesn't matter.All I did today was sleep, watch tv and play on the computer all day and night lol. I took the day off from working out and doing anything else