its 3am and im still awake.....

doing you might ask? oh umm quite posibly the worst thing ever to be doing at this time. L A U N D R Y.

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i swear my closet is like a boutique i have so much damn crap! it takes me a month to run out of stuff to wear and then of course i wait until im completey out of things to wear right before i go out of town for 5 days.... sooo yeah here i am at 3 am on a school night... still awake doing laundry.

this weekend better fucking be epic otherwise im going to be pissed.

hmm so i know that theres a large time gap imbetween my first and seoncd set but my first set has over twice as many comments on it as my second set so i think you guys need to work on that.



today was a horrible day. ive spent all day worried sick about something but not knowing what it was just knowing that something was wrong just to find out at like 4pm today my other half is in the hospital. her liver is failing and her kidneys are compensating. when shes in pain, im in pain. .... and so i realized thats why my days been so off.


im really scared though. she might be getting the liver transplant like right now or tonight and what if there are complications? what if this doesnt work?!?!


shes in icu at ucla and i have no way to get to her.

i feel like a terrible best friend!!!!!!!!

now more then ever i realize what my next tattoo will be. and it will be for her. the second i can get some money.... my tribute to my otherhalf is going on my arm. idk what id do with out her...

if any of you pray, please pray for her. im not all into this religion and believing in god and praying thing, but if anyone reads this and you are, or you know some one who is.... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help me. shes my world and i cant lose her!









best friends for-fucking-ever

newest hair picture.....

hmm soo again, its been forever since ive written anything on here... some of you may be wondering if im even still alive...

well yeah, i am here. i am alive... annd i still want brass knuckles hahahahaha =)



ps new hair. <3

wow, ok so my internet has been down for the past day and a half, and i finally got back on and was amazed to see the feedback i was getting on my set. im sooo happy about this, and cant wait to do another shoot. none of this would be possible if it werent for the awesome photographer i had, cherie. so thanks for helping me make this happen cherie, i hope i get to work with you again soon!!

Haleys 21st was yesterday, so we went to hollywood for the night. i got drunk in the car on he way down listening to beck, it was so great. now its 7am and this is the time i normally start getting ready for school... and i just got home. haha. last night was fun. happy bday hails!!!<333