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Rys is a post modern sleaze

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MAY 6, 2008 @ 06:59 AM

On being the world's biggest liar

Sometimes, I like to get very technical about my 'practice' ... to get on my very high moral Clydesdale and imagine that what I am doing is real 'practice' - action oriented towards a social good. Social goods I endlessly articulate, virtues grounded in rights. I read, I write, and I teach. I teach human rights frameworks to human service delivery workers; I tell social workers why they can't take that baby a la a Rotweiller, policy makers why they can't 'save the natives in spite of themselves', youth workers why they can't 'scare their kids straight'. I like to imagine, high up there in my ivory tower that I am making a difference, that the world is blessed with my awe inspiring incipient capacities. That when I slide out of my phallic institutional tower into the real world to deliver community based education programmes teaching people with intellectual disabilities what their rights are in residential units, that I'm real. Unlike all those other academics, I lie, I'm real. I'm down with the real world. I am useful. I am practicing.

Fleetingly, I catch my reflecting in the mirror. Downloading Limp Bizcuit clips from Youtube to teach snot nose first year shits about subcultural normativity. I suck donkey balls.

I see if I can get Ollie to draw you a picture of that. Until then, enjoy

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And in the spirit of sharing, what's your biggest lie???

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Mattscope

Mattscope

Australia
August 2005

MAY 06, 2008 07:06 AM

Keeping it real...

Speaking of Ollie, how's he going with the 'project'?

Hope things are well

np33di

np33di

Portugal
July 2006

MAY 06, 2008 07:09 AM

my biggest lie: imagining i'm no good, that i'm not valuable when in fact i'm important to the world.

and that's the biggest lie of the world today: most people think they are useless and they tell the world they are uselss

when, in fact, they are the most important persons in the world.

kiss
jorge

perlpunk

perlpunk

Denver, CO
November 2003

MAY 06, 2008 08:16 AM


...from which lies come truth...

Jsecure

Jsecure

United Kingdom
September 2006

MAY 06, 2008 09:04 AM

Ha, my biggest lie is that I'm a successful, powerful, confident, strong software architect with a thriving career in London... Although the truth at the moment is I might just be rowing in circles, and going slightly crazy :p

Turbulence

Turbulence

Austria
November 2005

MAY 06, 2008 09:53 AM

You know what you are doing, so you don't lie to yourself. Which is good.

Ferretbite

Ferretbite

Mexico
September 2006

MAY 06, 2008 10:01 AM

I guess my biggest lie is that I have some sort of value to offer that allows me to reject certain offers. Or maybe I'm just not entirely convinced that it's true.

everthere

everthere

Belgium
June 2004

MAY 06, 2008 10:52 AM

My biggest lie was when I kissed her. It's not just words that are deceiving.

Hypatia

Hypatia

New York, NY
November 2006

MAY 06, 2008 10:53 AM

"It's okay."

heart_less

heart_less

Beltsville, MD
October 2006

MAY 06, 2008 11:51 AM

Similar to yours: that I am a good person.

bairdduvessa

bairdduvessa

Centerville, MA
April 2005

MAY 06, 2008 12:11 PM

i actually know how you feel, right done to being a human rights officer

Tristero05

Tristero05

San Diego, CA
March 2005

MAY 06, 2008 01:42 PM

Ha! I wish I could lie to myself that I'm contributing to the social good. I mean, I suppose I could lie to myself in that way. But, I couldn't do it with a straight face.

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

MAY 06, 2008 02:37 PM

I don't lie to others. I only lie to myself.

Lexiphanic

Lexiphanic

Australia
August 2005

MAY 06, 2008 07:56 PM

My biggest lie is that I'm over the girl I left behind in London nearly two years ago.

My second biggest lie is that I know what I'm doing. I really have no idea.

softnsweet

softnsweet

I'm lost
June 2003

MAY 06, 2008 08:29 PM

"I didn't do it."
I work in human services and whenever I attend conferences/seminars I always try to ask the "experts" what experience they have had in the field, on the front lines in the homes doing outreach with people who are the focus of all the attention but rarely recieve any benefit. I appreciate your humility, as fleeting as it may be.

sydfloyd

sydfloyd

Tyler, TX
September 2003

MAY 06, 2008 10:24 PM

I don't know what my real lie is. But I was lied to all my life about my family. I didn't find the truth till I was 21 or so. It really shook me.

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