wow what a kick off to the weekend!! Thursday Eirain, my room mate, her man and a friend of mine went to go see Rookie of the Year, Liam and Me and We are the Fury (who i hadnt heard before and holy fuck they are soooo fucking good. especially live. wow. that singer man...wow) and it was awesome! Rookie of the Year was planning on staying with us that night before leaving for VA beach the next day but somehow it ended up being all 3 bands it was insane watching three tour vans pulling up and then the line of cars behind them that followed was even crazier! i had like half of the ottobar at my apartment partying like some fuckin rockstars. which meant lots of drunk bitches. groupie ones.
ick.
but there were a few really bad ass ladies there who i fully enjoyed having over. but it was just, insanity. it was really great to see my friend Mike hes the guitarist of rookie, i hadnt seen him since last year at warped. but they were busy running their stand and playing so i barely got to talk to him. nothing got stolen either! weird how at a party where we dont knwo anyone (except the bands) nothing got stolen but at all our other parties we get robbed as hell. cause mo county people are crazy. thats why. everyone (except me!) got totally obliterated. it was awesome. i had to drag mike out of the van cause he passed out on some chick he was hooking up with and i didnt want him waking up at 7 am to 103 degree weather and not being able to get back into the apartment. then we found megans bed occupied with two other boys from Rookie who were all snuggled up to each other. the random drunk girls that were left found their rides after hours of begging. they wanted me to take them back to baltimore. hell no. and leave all these still drunk boys at my house for a couple of hours while i drive you all the way back to baltimore? then back mo county? are you crazy?!
i offered to give her 15 bucks towards her cab though. she ended up calling the drunk bitches that left her to pick her up.
man. 18 year old groupies. they are interesting.

annnnnd to top it off, my punkass came over last night and we had awesome make up sex and cuddled all night hes still a little bit stand offish but i think with time things will get better

i think i want to get something peirced this week. any suggestions??? maybe ill just save the cash for a new tattoo....
hmm. throw me some ideas im feeling incredibly uncreative today!

god fucking damnit.
i got drunk again last night. and in front of my boyfriend whos still barely speaking to me because of my 21st birthday.
im so pissed at myself yesterday Mcboon84 and i wanted to go to the aquarium so we picked up my friend liz and dashed off to baltimore. we decided we were kinda hungry so we got hooters and i ended up only eating 2 wings and had a couple of beers. then we went to borders and ESPN zone. which i took a carbomb and had a couple more beers. needless to say we never made it to the aquarium. so i fucking ended up making Mark stop by the liquor store on the way home to get fucking jagermister.
bad idea.
half a bottle later my boyfriend ends up coming over and seenig me drunk again and now hes even more pissed at me.
so FUCK IT! im done. no more drinking. im just a pothead now. an almost boyfriendless pothead.

its been an interesting week...but i believe the highlight of it would definately be our idea for an SG night at a local club in DC. my buddy who is an event planner around the area and said he knows a bunch of clubs that would be interested (since hes all buddy buddy with the owners and all....). So we put on our thinking caps and knocked back a couple cocktails and starting talking about who we'd get to play, where we'd do it stuff like that. so I opened my big mouth and said "how hot would it be to have she wants revenge play since they are such big SG fans and all..." so he emails them from my myspace and they emaield us back like an hour later! they said it sounded like fun and to contact their manager about booking and schedualing so how fucking cool would that be to get them for an SG night at some place like club five or the black cat? problem is we gotta approve it with staff so ive got some members in on this with me, hopefully we could get something together!!
next i have to say thank you to everyone for all the kind words everyone shared on my debut set!! i even got some fan art tonight from MerryEvil who is quite the talented artist!! check it out
oh yes! and some of the pictures are back from the photo shoot Eirain and i went to a couple weeks ago! i dont have any of the ones he took of us together but heres some solo action stuff! yay for more boobies!
and to top off the whole bloody mess of a weekend, my guy drama is at an all time high. guys i swear sometimes are worse than girls. i need a lady in my life me thinks...
thats all for tonight... until we meet again
<3

yay my first set went live today!! it was such a surprise i almost spit out my beer all over myself! which is kinda funny cause my girl up in Canada (who is going to be an sg as soon as she gets her set sent in!!) said the same thing when she saw it (great minds think alike! er...react alike???) anyways. yay for scott making me look oh so sexy! and thank you for everyone whos shown some love and comments i appreciate it!! and for whoever isnt showin love..what the fuck are you doing. go. now!!!
horray for boobies. mine, tonight in particular

a weekend of madness is finally coming to an end! this particular weekend was more fun then usual...(dont ya love those???!) friday night i went to this little backyard bbq at like 10 at night at my boys house. we ate some good food, and then played in the fire that we made on the lawn. drunk people, ya gotta love em right? i brought my buddy nick along to meet my newest flame...he liked him alot which is good cause if my friends dont like you then chances are i wont for much longer. huzzah for new boys that make me smile <3
and saturday was the shit. Eirain, Morgan and I went to an SGDC party at SaintInsomniac's house (thanks for having us and letting us play twister on your bed hehe) it was a blast!! Meeting all the girls (sg's and the members!!!) there were a couple girls who wanted to be SG's that were smokin hot i hope their sets get accepted! we played twister and strip poker, i think Diedre took a lot of pictures hopefully they will be up soon
what a great cinco de mayo....new friends always make me smile
and my babys comin over tonight, yippie.

So i had some sort of an "epiphany" when i was writing the other night. I keep a journal with all these theories on reincarnation, the human subconscious and lucid dreaming and all the relations between the two and blah and while i'm writing my momma calls me to nag me about going back to school and finishing my business degree. so in the midst of arguing with her i came to the conclusion (why this never dawned on me before i dont fucking know) that i'm switching my major to Philosophy and Psych.
So i'm really excited to go back to school, my parents will pay for my rent and bills while im studying so i wont have to work all the damn time anymore either....
all it took was a littttttttttle motivation and nagging from mom. good stuff.
tomorrow is the SG DC party it should be alot of fun i havent been to one before...i'm going with one of the other members who is actually trying to be an SG and she lives right around the corner her names Eirain shes a sweetheart...and Morgan who is another SG in the area.
oh the mischeif....

so today began with my roommate ramming my car into our neighbors PARKED car today!! its kinda funny because she JUST got her learners permit yesterday...poor thing. she backed out to go practice driving and backed into a curb...and decided instead of easing off the gas and hitting the breaks she slamed on the gas to try to hop over the curb..... but didnt see the car parked in the space annnnnd SMASH. what fucking sucks even more is its one of our only neighbors in out building that we get along with...and it was their brand new car!
the asshole cop that fucking came on the scene was such a dick kept hinting that we were all on drugs (which was actually NOT the case we werent going to teach our new driver how to drive fucking high we;re not that stupid. we had a blunt ready to smoke as a victory blut for a good driving session waiting upstairs on the table...) then he insisted it was our fault for not teaching her how to back out i fucking hate the copes out here. they fuck with the hippies during the day, and the gangster kids at night. its bullshit.
poor Megan she never wants to drive again. I keep trying to explain to her theres a reason they call them accidents...hopefully we can get her out (in someones car not mine) soon.
im not lending my lil car out anymore, everytime someone else drives it accidents happen. nobody knows how to love her like me
blast. stupid parked cars....
i need some good food and a freaking beer....

summer time is finally here, and not just because of the weather but the whole crew is finally together again....just hanging out at the apartment watching Anchorman and Troy (although this summer it seems to be Grandmas Boy and 300...) smoking blunt after blunt. I love it! Things were starting to get a little too... normal, i guess is the word, not having everyone together. im glad thats overwith.
Yesterday came with some scares though, one of my best friends had some sort of a short lived ciezure it was so crazy and random. he was fine and getting ready to get up to go home all of a sudden while he was stretching his body started shaking and it was like he wasnt even aware of what was going on...he was sweating and feverish, his face went ghost white. at first everyone thought he was kind of fucking around but ive seem this happen to him a couple times and my heart immediately dropped..I got him some water and he drank it and tried to get up but i guess he got light headed cause as soon as he was up he was back down, stretched across our love seat still looking pale and sick. i just covered him with a blanket and stayed kinda close all night....
it really worries me because i've seen this happen a few times. he never says anything about it, he just plays it off...thats how he is. but i cant get the image of him shaking like that out of my head ive never seen it that bad before. and usually he gets like that when hes had alot to drink and maybe a pain killer or something but last night he only had one beer....
it makes me wonder if there are bigger things going on with him that he doesnt talk about....
kinda heartbreaking you know??
im rambling out of worry!! enough for now...
xoxo