so today began with my roommate ramming my car into our neighbors PARKED car today!! its kinda funny because she JUST got her learners permit yesterday...poor thing. she backed out to go practice driving and backed into a curb...and decided instead of easing off the gas and hitting the breaks she slamed on the gas to try to hop over the curb..... but didnt see the car parked in the space annnnnd SMASH. what fucking sucks even more is its one of our only neighbors in out building that we get along with...and it was their brand new car!
the asshole cop that fucking came on the scene was such a dick kept hinting that we were all on drugs (which was actually NOT the case we werent going to teach our new driver how to drive fucking high we;re not that stupid. we had a blunt ready to smoke as a victory blut for a good driving session waiting upstairs on the table...) then he insisted it was our fault for not teaching her how to back out i fucking hate the copes out here. they fuck with the hippies during the day, and the gangster kids at night. its bullshit.
poor Megan she never wants to drive again. I keep trying to explain to her theres a reason they call them accidents...hopefully we can get her out (in someones car not mine) soon.
im not lending my lil car out anymore, everytime someone else drives it accidents happen. nobody knows how to love her like me
blast. stupid parked cars....
i need some good food and a freaking beer....

summer time is finally here, and not just because of the weather but the whole crew is finally together again....just hanging out at the apartment watching Anchorman and Troy (although this summer it seems to be Grandmas Boy and 300...) smoking blunt after blunt. I love it! Things were starting to get a little too... normal, i guess is the word, not having everyone together. im glad thats overwith.
Yesterday came with some scares though, one of my best friends had some sort of a short lived ciezure it was so crazy and random. he was fine and getting ready to get up to go home all of a sudden while he was stretching his body started shaking and it was like he wasnt even aware of what was going on...he was sweating and feverish, his face went ghost white. at first everyone thought he was kind of fucking around but ive seem this happen to him a couple times and my heart immediately dropped..I got him some water and he drank it and tried to get up but i guess he got light headed cause as soon as he was up he was back down, stretched across our love seat still looking pale and sick. i just covered him with a blanket and stayed kinda close all night....
it really worries me because i've seen this happen a few times. he never says anything about it, he just plays it off...thats how he is. but i cant get the image of him shaking like that out of my head ive never seen it that bad before. and usually he gets like that when hes had alot to drink and maybe a pain killer or something but last night he only had one beer....
it makes me wonder if there are bigger things going on with him that he doesnt talk about....
kinda heartbreaking you know??
im rambling out of worry!! enough for now...
xoxo

my hope in boys around here has been reinstated...every once in a while you find cool one.
im kinda giddy about it

i cant stop smelling curry and its starting to freak me out. it started earlier this morning and anytime i come near the computer i smell it!! we never cook with curry...why am i smelling it constantly?!?
meh. well theres my first blog