SuicideGirl: Rye
suicidegirl

Rye Let it go....

I’m private
 
JANUARY 19, 2008 @ 11:28 PM


Sorry that it's so hard for me to keep focused. I'm on a three beer drunk right now... YES. I did just say 'a three beer drunk'. You must remember and forgive that I'm only four months post-partum and I have only just recently given up on exclusively breastfeeding my daughter. So, I'm a pretty cheep drunk. smile
I'm also in a melancoly mood right now so please forgive me,,,
I'm actually not too sure why I've decided to come back, or if I should stay for that matter. It's all just too hard to keep up with. Having Isabel in my life is the most important thing right now and all else is a struggle. Not to mention the tattoo career and marriage that I've just started. But to try to keep this on a lighter note, I did mention Isabel.

Before i skipped out back in April/May, whenever, I was pregnant with a little girl. My honcho and I finally decided to name her Isabel Leigh. We actually were still debating on the name the day the doctors decided to induce my labor. It wasn't until she came out and I could see her in my husbands arms that I was for sure that Isabel was RIGHT for her. And for those of you that have asked and been curious... Zentex, ,my labor, other than being induced was pretty uneventful. I was induced in my 39th week because the fluid around the baby was getting too low. I was in labor about 8 hrs. and I ended up only wanting a half a shot of Stadol around my 7th centimeter. It helped me to ride out the last of the contractions with out an epidural. Isabel was born at 9:45pm on Wednesday August 29th 2007. She was 6lbs and 7ozs. 19in long. And she just turned four months old a week or so back. So, alot has happened between then and now....
She's babbling, cooing, grabbing for her toys and trying to laugh. All in all, she's my world.
Comments
nikonphoto80

nikonphoto80

Lexington, KY
December 2004

JAN 19, 2008 11:43 PM

Well I hope you do stay, there are a lot of SG's that are moms and a lot of them that have full time jobs. I'm glad all is going well.

DONCARLOS

DONCARLOS

Chicago, IL
January 2005

JAN 20, 2008 03:45 AM

Hang for a while... it gets better and your contribution is always needed... wish you the best and may you and your Isabel enjoy perfect health and joy always.... MUAH !!! kiss

Squrl4

Squrl4

Montreal, QC
August 2006

JAN 20, 2008 05:42 AM

I wish you all the best in whatever you decide to do.Your daughter is a number one priority and I think everyone here could understand that.... although it would be sad if you were not here anymore. wink

Cheers

bucolic

bucolic

Dayton, OH
June 2006

JAN 20, 2008 07:25 AM

I wish you the best. Of course it would be great if you stayed, but you need to do what's best for you and yours.

78walk

78walk

Oklahoma City, OK
July 2005

JAN 20, 2008 09:56 AM

Isabel Leigh is a lovely name - you chose well. smile

zentex

zentex

Grovetown, GA
January 2005

JAN 20, 2008 06:12 PM

ahh yes, the feeling that there is too much to do and not enough time and "oh my god how do I satisfy this screaming child?!"

Yea, the wife had the same thing going on. But...now that Meisje is 8 months old, things are starting to smooth out. Well, I say that in a better-than-it-was way. Getting home from work, feeding, a bit of play time, feed again and then bed, it's a routine now.

Fortunately Meisje is (& has been) sleeping thru the night except a 1am bottle, which I use as an excuse for ~15 mins of fun time in the middle of the night. Her bedtime used to be 8p but she decided that she wanted to start sleeping at 7p...which is fine by us, that gives mommy a couple hours at night to wind down and relax.

So yes virginia, there is a Santa Claus. err...yea, it'll get better in a few months. I'm not saying there won't be that point where you threaten to throw the child "in the big trash can out front"...heh...but it does get better.

If you need moral support, you know how to find me ;-)

btw, beer (in moderation) is a good thing for breast-feeding mom's...stimulates the milk and calms the mom down. My family has sworn by it for generations.

hor

hor

I'm lost
June 2005

JAN 20, 2008 09:00 PM


Good name choice. "Isabel" - very elegant. smile

Ha, I haven't drank in so long; three drinks would prob do me in pretty good too. tongue

Hope things settle done a bit for you so you can truly enjoy all the new happiness in your life. wink

chazgasm

chazgasm

Buffalo, NY
December 2004

JAN 21, 2008 05:50 PM

i think we need some baby pics kiss

jayenh

jayenh

Fairbanks, AK
March 2004

JAN 25, 2008 01:58 AM

Your set is still just one of the best ever. Aprons and lingerie, really, I think that's perfectly reasonable attire. Cheers and best with the new arrival.

PreviousNext
Past
JANUARY 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

DECEMBER 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

NOVEMBER 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

OCTOBER 2007

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31