Roza's April 09, 2010 blog

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APRIL 9, 2010 @ 03:11 AM

I think the time has come for me to take a fairly long break from SG. I am taking Pink out of Member Review as soon as the 90 days is up. I just removed R&R as well. I was apprehensive from the beginning about MR and I've never really liked it. I pretty much am not into having sets up for free on this website. Being a Suicide Girl isn't really what I thought it was going to be and I guess it's just "not for me". Some girls are willing to be naked online for free in order to have the status of being a Suicide Girl, and I am just not into that idea.
It seems like I am just not popular enough with members on this site in order to get my sets purchased and that isn't going to change anytime soon. Maybe I should just give up on the whole thing? Who knows but I see so many other sets with 5 times the comments and there just must be something about me that isn't working or isn't what the members are looking for.
Honestly, I thought moving out here to Portland was going to make me more of a part of SG. I certainly wanted to be a bigger part of it! When I got out here I realized that I was a way bigger part of it in Michigan...and even then I had to drive to Ohio! It's pretty ridiculous and pretty sad too. I am super super grateful and happy about the amazing friends I have made on the site and for the events and things I was asked to do before I moved here. The groups on here have introduced me to some of my best friends now and I love so many of the people on this site in general...I am just disappointed with the way the modeling aspect of it has gone for me and I think I need a break in order to get a different perspective.

Sorry to be a grumpasauresrex and all...This is something I've wanted to say for a long time and it's been kinda driving me nuts. I know the site isn't going to go back to the way it was before and it's me that doesn't fit. Best of luck to all the new girls out there who are seeing it for the first time with fresh eyes! Maybe in a few months I'll look at this all differently too. Take care!!

xoxo

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blueyedemon

Kelseyville, CA

November 2008

APR 09, 2010 11:03 AM

I'm very sorry to see you go, if that's what you're deciding. You're easily one of my fav's (and literally on my favs list). But your explanation was more than enough to justify yourself. And you didn't even need to justify yourself I hope you come back some day soon.
Caio

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD

January 2007

APR 09, 2010 01:02 PM

I agree. I liked MR as a "second chance" deal, or maybe a place where staff could post things they couldn't decide on, but using it as a gateway to sell sets isn't as good. You don't need to apologize. A lot of us love and appreciate you, so I hope you'll stick around as part of the community.

Doxie

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

APR 09, 2010 02:10 PM

I understand, lady. I feel ya. But you know this.
And, yeah - I love your sets, too.

BoozeUzi

Portland, OR

November 2007

APR 09, 2010 04:31 PM

Sad to see you go, I didn't even get a chance to know you more. Good-luck on your endeavors.

Brodey

Seattle, WA

November 2007

APR 09, 2010 05:15 PM

I feel the same way you do. MR was cool when it was sort of a 'second chance' thing. SInce you always give me good advice, I say do what you want to do. If you're not feeling the site, then move on. In the end, I think doing what you really wanna do is best and the most fun.

Persephone

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

APR 09, 2010 07:14 PM

It's funny how the place that SG started is now the SG dead zone, eh? Though the opportunity for me to shoot a set after four years has come up and I think I'm going to take it, even though I am far from popular around here. I think it will be fun and I don't really care if it gets purchased, I'm already naked here anyway. So, bye, but see you in RL <3

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA

January 2007

APR 09, 2010 08:59 PM

I hear what you are saying Roza.
You take care.
Hope to see you here again some day.

Roza

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

APR 10, 2010 07:17 PM

First of all, it's really awesome to hear that so many people feel the same way as me. Not that it's awesome that so many people are disappointed in the way things are but that you guys get it! I hope the best for all the models and for all the hopefuls...that they get the SG experience they were looking for.

Glitch

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

APR 11, 2010 11:55 AM

Aw, the break may help but I know what you're talking about For all its worth, you are gorgeous!

mssasha

Detroit, MI

November 2006

APR 13, 2010 03:59 PM

You're still beautiful from inside and outside but I like all of your sets. Best of luck to you.

nikonphoto80

Lexington, KY

December 2004

APR 13, 2010 09:34 PM

i love your sets, I hope you don’t stop doing them for ever, you are beautiful and are a great model, I hope in your break you come up with an epic set idea and get 1,000,000 comments.

You are cool, I’m glad you are on SG.

BRMC30

I'm lost

August 2006

APR 19, 2010 02:01 AM

This is no good. How can it be your sets are not well received!? You are seriously in the top five most beautiful women on this site!!

Well, I wish you luck and hope you come back at some point.

ladylovelyBrit

USA

July 2006

APR 22, 2010 06:28 AM

I for one, love all of your sets, I think you are beautiful and have a really awesome aura...
that being said, I understand your feelings, take care cool chick.

Sureality

USA

September 2004

JUN 16, 2010 06:50 AM

That's a big bummer.. Might want to try other photographers.

bedheadchicken

Rutherford, NJ

March 2003

JUL 13, 2010 03:27 PM

i miss you

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