SuicideGirl: Roza
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Roza the god's of rock n' roll had a child and they named her ROZA

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APRIL 9, 2010 @ 03:11 AM


I think the time has come for me to take a fairly long break from SG. I am taking Pink out of Member Review as soon as the 90 days is up. I just removed R&R as well. I was apprehensive from the beginning about MR and I've never really liked it. I pretty much am not into having sets up for free on this website. Being a Suicide Girl isn't really what I thought it was going to be and I guess it's just "not for me". Some girls are willing to be naked online for free in order to have the status of being a Suicide Girl, and I am just not into that idea.
It seems like I am just not popular enough with members on this site in order to get my sets purchased and that isn't going to change anytime soon. Maybe I should just give up on the whole thing? Who knows but I see so many other sets with 5 times the comments and there just must be something about me that isn't working or isn't what the members are looking for.
Honestly, I thought moving out here to Portland was going to make me more of a part of SG. I certainly wanted to be a bigger part of it! When I got out here I realized that I was a way bigger part of it in Michigan...and even then I had to drive to Ohio! It's pretty ridiculous and pretty sad too. I am super super grateful and happy about the amazing friends I have made on the site and for the events and things I was asked to do before I moved here. The groups on here have introduced me to some of my best friends now and I love so many of the people on this site in general...I am just disappointed with the way the modeling aspect of it has gone for me and I think I need a break in order to get a different perspective.

Sorry to be a grumpasauresrex and all...This is something I've wanted to say for a long time and it's been kinda driving me nuts. I know the site isn't going to go back to the way it was before and it's me that doesn't fit. Best of luck to all the new girls out there who are seeing it for the first time with fresh eyes! Maybe in a few months I'll look at this all differently too. Take care!!

xoxo

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rkstar

rkstar

Saskatoon, SK
December 2007

APR 09, 2010 03:21 AM

The gods of rock and roll need to start pitching thunder. Seriously.

But if that isn't enough, then I wish you all the best. SG is just a place in your life, not a life itself.

lesabre

lesabre

Minneapolis, MN
March 2007

APR 09, 2010 05:44 AM

totally see your side of it.

IndieBuddhist

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON
April 2009

APR 09, 2010 06:10 AM

If you come back, we'll be here.
If not, take care.

the_captain

the_captain

I'm lost
July 2007

APR 09, 2010 06:40 AM

I was afraid this was going to happen. You haven't seemed to interested or happy here for a while now. It's a real bummer that it has come to this. You will remain one of my favorites on here even if you never come back! Take care gorgeous! You will be missed! kissfrown

bendingunit23

bendingunit23

Victoria, BC
April 2005

APR 09, 2010 07:14 AM

take care, have fun

sammarie

sammarie

Schaumburg, IL
February 2008

APR 09, 2010 07:43 AM

You will be missed. You are a long time favorite of mine, but your reasons are completely justifiable.

ZetaMale

ZetaMale

Tallahassee, FL
April 2006

APR 09, 2010 08:23 AM

It is all a big mess, isn't it? I still hold out some hope that one day it will go back to MR being at most a second chance for when staff makes a mistake, and therefore, hopefully, you and your sets will be better-received. Whatever happens, I wish you all the best.

trogman

trogman

I'm lost
September 2008

APR 09, 2010 08:23 AM

I don't know about SG-at-large, Roza, but I'll miss you.

jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

APR 09, 2010 08:57 AM

I, for one, love your sets.

philsgud

philsgud

San Diego, CA
July 2009

APR 09, 2010 08:59 AM

If time is what it takes, I sure we can all wait. You'll always be a favorite of mine.

Cosi

Cosi

Los Angeles, CA
December 2006

APR 09, 2010 09:19 AM

I think that is all very understandable. Hope all is well up north lady. xo

Defective

Defective

Thousand Oaks, CA
January 2006

APR 09, 2010 10:21 AM

I also love your sets. The site is truly saturated with hopeful sets and sets in member review. You're making the right call for yourself it seems.

llcooln872

llcooln872

Los Angeles, CA
April 2009

APR 09, 2010 10:33 AM

I really liked all your sets, but I do see this a lot in other peoples blogs too. I think you're beautiful and best of luck to you if you decide to leave the SG site.

bedheadchicken

bedheadchicken

Rutherford, NJ
March 2003

APR 09, 2010 10:36 AM

you're not only one of my favorite SGs ever, but you're my favorite people i've ever met on this site. I think you're funny, smart, interesting and insanely beautiful. I'm sad to see you go. but i totally get it. totally.

I"m gonna send you a PM with my email address and facebook. just in case you're on there. i'd love to stay in touch.

MrGinger

MrGinger

San Rafael, CA
November 2003

APR 09, 2010 10:47 AM

Well, I think you're beautiful. And there's no need to apologize for how you feel. You gave more than enough of an explanation.

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