Yeah, I know what you mean. For me it's college that's a bygone era of having really a lot of fun and meeting a lot of cool people, while not having any real responsibilities other than doing well in school. For some reason though I don't think about it all that much. Even though us grown ups have more cares and worries, the rewards are greater too. Or at least, different and still worth while.
That's strange, I was not popular in school (read: not unpopular just a dearth of popularity) but I never had the typical high school experience. I was never picked on by jocks. I even had jock friends.
Well this cold is a one of those mutant ones. But besides that the meds I'm taking for it are making me sick in unexpected ways.
I haven't left my apartment or seen any friends besides the ones I live with in weeks. It blows.
Well when I got to high school there was this whole environment of "love" and "these are the best years of our lives" and everyone supported everyone else. It was weird, but I wasn't about to complain about it.
It also didn't hurt that I was a total grunger at that time and it was really popular. So typically the clueless jock acquaintances I knew would come to me and ask what they should be listening to.
Well to be fair, I was called a poser by most of the grunge kids. Perhaps because I didn't always wear the uniform or that I had been hugely into rap in junior high. I don't know what to attribute it to.
I know how you feel, I mean my high school was about as bad as they get, but I didn't have to pay bills and I had a nice place to live and always had food and could just do art and listen to punk music all day long. if I didn't have to go to the high school I went to then it would have been a perfect life.
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