Meet Bowie! She is 8 weeks old. I got her today!

Well i did a shoot last Saturday. (Sorry it wasnt for SG) Its been awhile since ive done anything so i was a little nervous but it felt good to be in front of the camera again. April James (who also is my best friend) is the photographer and we had an absolute blast. We do have a set planned for SG though. But it may be awhile yet. Such things must be planned very delicately.... But anyhewt, Im doing all the editing for these new pics so it may take awhile for me to get them all posted but heres a few.

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results

Holy Butt fucking Jesus! Its been awhile!.......

wow! where to begin.......Moved out. Im living in a small apartment with the kid. (who is lovely, by the way. A real terrorist) She is 2 and 1/2 now. Working at a small drive thru coffee shop, which I love. And have made a few amazing friends and said "fuck you" to a lot more. Hopefully soon I'll be doing some new pictures. Ive found a new photographer, who happens to be my bestest friend. I'll post some new shit soon....maybe..

I just got back from Daytona yesterday. It was by far the worst vacation ever! It was a total fucking nightmare! My stepdad (who is an alcholic) tried to kill himself. He is still in the hospital down there. He was so fucked up. He took rat poison and drank a fifth of Jack and took 10 of my moms sleeping pills. When we tried to get him out of bed to either go home or to the hospital he got violent. One of my sisters got pushed across the room, the other got kicked and I got punched in the nose. Regardless, he still got a good taste of my fist also. But anyhewt, Im safe and back at home with my lil angel terrorist. I dont know when or how my stepdad will get home. he has nothing but his boxers and his wallet. We will prob. be moving soon....after he gets home and is admitted into a mental instutution.

Oh! and i got a fucking tan! aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

xoxo

Im leaving early Friday morning for Daytona Beach! This vacation is long over due. Although im not sure how im gonna do without my baby for 7 days. Ive never been away from her for more than 24 hours. I'll prob. just drink my sorrows away the whole time.

Also if anyone is interested in buying any of my artwork, it is available for sale at deviantart.com. Just look under Roulette-Suicide.

xoxo

eewwww!
I really need to stop killing myself!

wow. Its been awhile. I've been getting really....."artsy" on the computer lately. Check it out!

aaaahhhhhhh!

I got 2 new tattoos today!!!