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Again, I suuuuuuck at updatttiiiiiiing!
(I've had a lot going on lately)
So to make up for my absence a few photos I posted on my Tumblr that should make someone happy at least.
From my upcoming set shot by Kraven that should be in Member Review July 3rd at 9am.
Also, thank you so much to everyone who voted for Polkadot Cadaver in that contest, you're the bestest!!
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Don't forget to "like" my Facebook Page, share it with a friend, etcetera, and follow my Tumblr if you like random shit that I post.
Also check out THIS GUY because he is teh awesomesauce.
(I've had a lot going on lately)
So to make up for my absence a few photos I posted on my Tumblr that should make someone happy at least.
From my upcoming set shot by Kraven that should be in Member Review July 3rd at 9am.
Also, thank you so much to everyone who voted for Polkadot Cadaver in that contest, you're the bestest!!
<3
Don't forget to "like" my Facebook Page, share it with a friend, etcetera, and follow my Tumblr if you like random shit that I post.
Also check out THIS GUY because he is teh awesomesauce.
!!!IMPORTANT POLKADOT CADAVER ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been on much, have been in the slow process of moving and haven't been very motivated about it or anything else for that matter so bear with me. However something that really motivates me is that my favorite band in the world POLKADOT CADAVER is in a contest, so if you guys all love me you should go vote for them! There's no registration and just takes a quick second and you can vote as many times as you like! So if you've ever been a huge fan of DOG FASHION DISCO, EL-CREEPO or any of the other works of Todd Smith and the members of DFD then you should go give them a vote!
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Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been on much, have been in the slow process of moving and haven't been very motivated about it or anything else for that matter so bear with me. However something that really motivates me is that my favorite band in the world POLKADOT CADAVER is in a contest, so if you guys all love me you should go vote for them! There's no registration and just takes a quick second and you can vote as many times as you like! So if you've ever been a huge fan of DOG FASHION DISCO, EL-CREEPO or any of the other works of Todd Smith and the members of DFD then you should go give them a vote!
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Life is going pretty great right now, I'll be moving into a new house soon and the rent will be really affordable, so I'm very excited!
My car is doing better as well
I'll be shooting again pretty soon and it seems like everything is falling into place, I am excited for summer!! 
Happy Sundies!
(I've been working out and getting back into shape!)
Obligatory lotion in nudie pic 
Got a new sweater, isn't it awesome?
I mustache you a question...zing!(womp womp woooommmp, *eye roll*)
Well I didn't get the temp QA tester position that I applied for at the local game developer, but they said they'd contact me if it opened up again, so perhaps next time though I won't hold my breath. It's okay as I'm getting excited for the future anyways, things are looking up!
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A re-post of something I found on Dwam's blog:
Hi. These are some pictures of my butt that I’ve posted on my blog. I just wanted to clear some stuff up about them. I have stopped posting them in the past because I was dating someone who 1) didn’t want other people seeing my butt and 2) was embarrassed that I would post them.
Here’s the most basic way I can say what I’m thinking.
Here’s what these pictures DON’T mean:
I want to have sex with you.
I want your attention.
I want sexual attention.
I have issues with self esteem.
I have no self-respect.
I have “daddy issues”.
I will have sex with you no matter who you are.
I am unintelligent and vapid.
Here’s what these pictures DO mean:
The human body is beautiful.
I have a butt.
It’s a good butt.
I’m proud of it.
Here’s a picture of it.
That’s it.
Nothing else.
Just a butt.
Here’s what these pictures say about me:
Nothing.
Here’s what pisses me off:
People who think that showing your body equates to a lack of self-respect or says something about your sexual activity.
People who think that this justifies receiving fucked up and creepy anonymous messages of harassment.
People who think that seeing a picture of my butt says anything about my personality, my mind, my soul, etc.
People who say they back up feminism and body positiveness, but if their girlfriend, or a girl they were interested in, posted a picture of their body on the internet they would suddenly “lose respect” for them.
People who think naked bodies = sex.
People who say things like “Do you think you’ll ever get a boyfriend if you’re posting those pictures?”, “I thought you weren’t posting those pictures anymore, haha.”, or “Why would someone date you when they can just look at your blog for those pictures?”
People who say those things and then ask me to send them pictures of my body. Fuck you.
Here’s what (I think) you should do:
Stop leaving hateful anonymous messages.
Stop using words like “slut” and “whore”.
Stop having double standards.
Stop assuming things about people.
Stop being hateful.
Be kind, be gentle, be respectful.
Keep scrolling down your dashboard.
Keep your shitty thoughts to yourself.
Love yourself.
That’s basically all I wanted to say for now, I’m sure I’ll end up thinking of more things but this has been a massive post about being body positive and loving the way you look and not letting shitty people get you down.
My car is doing better as well
I'll be shooting again pretty soon and it seems like everything is falling into place, I am excited for summer!! Happy Sundies!
(I've been working out and getting back into shape!)
Obligatory lotion in nudie pic Got a new sweater, isn't it awesome?
I mustache you a question...zing!(womp womp woooommmp, *eye roll*)
Well I didn't get the temp QA tester position that I applied for at the local game developer, but they said they'd contact me if it opened up again, so perhaps next time though I won't hold my breath. It's okay as I'm getting excited for the future anyways, things are looking up!
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A re-post of something I found on Dwam's blog:
Hi. These are some pictures of my butt that I’ve posted on my blog. I just wanted to clear some stuff up about them. I have stopped posting them in the past because I was dating someone who 1) didn’t want other people seeing my butt and 2) was embarrassed that I would post them.
Here’s the most basic way I can say what I’m thinking.
Here’s what these pictures DON’T mean:
I want to have sex with you.
I want your attention.
I want sexual attention.
I have issues with self esteem.
I have no self-respect.
I have “daddy issues”.
I will have sex with you no matter who you are.
I am unintelligent and vapid.
Here’s what these pictures DO mean:
The human body is beautiful.
I have a butt.
It’s a good butt.
I’m proud of it.
Here’s a picture of it.
That’s it.
Nothing else.
Just a butt.
Here’s what these pictures say about me:
Nothing.
Here’s what pisses me off:
People who think that showing your body equates to a lack of self-respect or says something about your sexual activity.
People who think that this justifies receiving fucked up and creepy anonymous messages of harassment.
People who think that seeing a picture of my butt says anything about my personality, my mind, my soul, etc.
People who say they back up feminism and body positiveness, but if their girlfriend, or a girl they were interested in, posted a picture of their body on the internet they would suddenly “lose respect” for them.
People who think naked bodies = sex.
People who say things like “Do you think you’ll ever get a boyfriend if you’re posting those pictures?”, “I thought you weren’t posting those pictures anymore, haha.”, or “Why would someone date you when they can just look at your blog for those pictures?”
People who say those things and then ask me to send them pictures of my body. Fuck you.
Here’s what (I think) you should do:
Stop leaving hateful anonymous messages.
Stop using words like “slut” and “whore”.
Stop having double standards.
Stop assuming things about people.
Stop being hateful.
Be kind, be gentle, be respectful.
Keep scrolling down your dashboard.
Keep your shitty thoughts to yourself.
Love yourself.
That’s basically all I wanted to say for now, I’m sure I’ll end up thinking of more things but this has been a massive post about being body positive and loving the way you look and not letting shitty people get you down.
Someone found my purse and turned it into the police station! So I've got my IDs and phone and all that stuff back I need to teach myself to be less negative and think better of people. Remind me, keep on me about thinking more positively. They weren't able to tell me who did it though so I couldn't give anyone a reward 
I need to teach myself to be less negative and think better of people. Remind me, keep on me about thinking more positively. They weren't able to tell me who did it though so I couldn't give anyone a reward Thank you everybody for the birthday wishes. I don't want to be a downer but my birthday was not very good and was the worst birthday I've ever had. The day before my birthday I lost my purse, my wallet was in it with all my identification, my debit card, and also my cellphone and some miscellaneous things that weren't super important but my wallet and cellphone were. I have no one's phone number memorized as they were all saved in my contacts. I had my direct deposit debit card cancelled but the new one won't be here for 7-10 days so I have no money until then. Then a couple hours after I lost my purse my friend started doing some work on my car as it's been having problems awhile now and now my car is no longer working. It's currently at his house and he worked on it all that night and then all yesterday on my birthday trying to figure out the problem and replacing various parts here and there. Hopefully today he can get it running but she's18 years old and still a great car once the minor defects are fixed so I don't want to give up...The only good thing that happened for my bday is how helpful and awesome my friend Danielle has been with buying me a few car parts her friend needed to replace, making us a giant breakfast was so so nice of her too. Also after how seeing how upset I was after losing my purse she made sure I had a better night that night with having drinks and inviting other friends over and playing Apples to Apples and she really came through for me which so far makes her just about the only female friend I can really count on...Her friend Evan is working hard and trying to figure out the problem and fix my car and that is also really nice of him too as I had just met him that day and he volunteered to do this work and has been spending all his time working on it since the 16th, so I really appreciate that too, he didn't have to do that at all.
So all in all I am stressed out, depressed and hating myself for losing my purse (which was brand new and Amico had JUST gotten me for my birthday) but I still am really appreciative of the awesome friends I DO have and didn't want to exclude that from this blog. Thank you all for the happy wishes and the support, I really do appreciate it even if I can't always comment back...
So all in all I am stressed out, depressed and hating myself for losing my purse (which was brand new and Amico had JUST gotten me for my birthday) but I still am really appreciative of the awesome friends I DO have and didn't want to exclude that from this blog. Thank you all for the happy wishes and the support, I really do appreciate it even if I can't always comment back...
Tomorrow's my birthday, I'll be 26. I have no plans and no idea what to do to celebrate. Anyone have any ideas?
I met this awesome band earlier, Surrender the Fall XD
I got out of the gym and went to Starbuck's and somehow they just happened to be there, in this crappy town in the middle of nowhere, crazy huh? Pretty cool dudes, you should all check them out and "like" their page! I told one of them they should put me in one of their music vidyas, lol
Sunday I was going to post some sundies but it was a very bad day so I won't talk about that...
Instead here's some webcam pics AND SOME TEASERS TO MY UPCOMING SET SHOT BY Kraven!!!
Kraven is so talented, I can't wait until that hits Member Review! I'm stoked XD
As far as music goes, lately I have been listening to "Nola" by Down, these being some of my favorites from that album:
I got out of the gym and went to Starbuck's and somehow they just happened to be there, in this crappy town in the middle of nowhere, crazy huh? Pretty cool dudes, you should all check them out and "like" their page! I told one of them they should put me in one of their music vidyas, lol
Sunday I was going to post some sundies but it was a very bad day so I won't talk about that...
Instead here's some webcam pics AND SOME TEASERS TO MY UPCOMING SET SHOT BY Kraven!!!
Kraven is so talented, I can't wait until that hits Member Review! I'm stoked XD
As far as music goes, lately I have been listening to "Nola" by Down, these being some of my favorites from that album:
I'm feeling great the last few days! The weather has been beautiful and I started working out again so I am in such a good mood now. Winter blues are over!
And because I am in such high spirits I took some webcam pictures for you all
My 26th birthday is coming up on the 17th (Fuck yeah, Aries!) and I was kind of sad about it as I'm not where I'd like to be in life and growing up depresses me, but my favorite season is coming up and things are going pretty well so I am already starting to cheer up. All things considered, I think i look several years younger than I do and people always think I am around 20 so I guess I shouldn't complain. Four more years closer to 30 however
(I still feel 15 and my mindset doesn't seem to catch up with my physical age) I often feel I have Peter Pan syndrome...Anyone know more about this?
BUT, I shan't ruin my good mood with thoughts of decaying internally and accelerated apoptosis
Also i picked this up the other day
I am less than impressed with it...>.<
I have been listening to "Weight" by the Rollins Band obsessively and I am in love with the song "Disconnect". It perfectly captures how I feel most of the time with people. Henry Rollins, his lyrics are simple yet startlingly truthful. (I'd bone the sweet, ever-living fuck out of him.)
A classic moment from Trailer Park Boys:
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And because I am in such high spirits I took some webcam pictures for you all
My 26th birthday is coming up on the 17th (Fuck yeah, Aries!) and I was kind of sad about it as I'm not where I'd like to be in life and growing up depresses me, but my favorite season is coming up and things are going pretty well so I am already starting to cheer up. All things considered, I think i look several years younger than I do and people always think I am around 20 so I guess I shouldn't complain. Four more years closer to 30 however
(I still feel 15 and my mindset doesn't seem to catch up with my physical age) I often feel I have Peter Pan syndrome...Anyone know more about this?BUT, I shan't ruin my good mood with thoughts of decaying internally and accelerated apoptosis
Also i picked this up the other day
I am less than impressed with it...>.<
I have been listening to "Weight" by the Rollins Band obsessively and I am in love with the song "Disconnect". It perfectly captures how I feel most of the time with people. Henry Rollins, his lyrics are simple yet startlingly truthful. (I'd bone the sweet, ever-living fuck out of him.)
A classic moment from Trailer Park Boys:
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Has anyone ever found out the meaning or identities to the Mystery Hipster Cops that appear in like every comic series as background characters? This is some odd easter egg that even spans across several comic companies such as Marvel and DC and more. I know this is a little old but I'm always late on everything, lol.
http://ifanboy.com/articles/scott-snyder-uncovers-bizarre-background-character-mystery/
It even spawned an awful yet funny song:
If anyone has any theories to this multi-verse mystery, let me know.
Last Sunday's shoot with Kraven where I met the lovely Hopeful Paon (pronounced Pone ) (NOTE it is not a multi, we shot separately, sorry for the confusion ) went amazingly well. We shot in this immaculate mansion that we rented for the day and it was so huge and gorgeous and hardly looked lived in. We came up with some ideas as to what the owner did for a living to afford such an unnecessarily large domicile and I think he is in the mafia He said he was a "ticket broker" but that hardly seemed legit and he was a rather quiet and intimidating man.
Soon that set will go into queue for Member Review and I will be sure to post some teaser photos once they're edited
I'd like to give a huge THANK YOU to Amico who sent me this radical Metal Gear Solid messenger bag off my wishlist for an early birthday present!!! THANK YOU AMICO! It has so many pockets inside and pencil holders (which I am currently using to hold my fork for my lunch at work and dramamine for the rare hangover, although I hardly drink I like to be prepared, and lo and behold an actual pen!) It's olive drab of course, for when you want your camo index to reach a rating of at least 85% in forest scenarios and has a comfy pad on the shoulder strap The Foxhound patch on the front clearly means that I am now an official member of the highly-trained special ops tactical unit!
Tomorrow is Easter Sunday and that means I will be having a mommy-daughter movie day in Indiana. Me ma's going to be making her extraordinarily delicious reuben sammiches (on dark rye) which is my favorite homemade dish and I've yet to have a better reuben than hers. I will also be bringing the "Boondock Saints 2" to watch with her. Last time we had a movie day we watched the "Human Centipede 2" and you could say she was quite impressed with the artistry of that film
Here is a poor-quality photo of my space-themed coverup tattoo from Travis Litke that I got at last month's Detroit Motor City tattoo convention. Now when people ask if I have any tattoos I can tell them I have "flaming asteroids" and it'll sound like some horrible anal disease
I either want to turn it into a half or full-sleeve, haven't decided which yet. By the way I had a quick photo taken as Travis was tattooing me so I might have made a cameo in Tattoo Magazine.
Also, Travis still has some framed prints of a drawing he made of me as the Crow Queen on his website www.travislitke.com, so if you love art and want me hanging on your wall or the ceiling above your bed watching you masturbate then check out his website and send him an email!
That's it for now, I think, so here's something cute I found on the interwebz:
Now it's time to poop, jerk it and head out to the gym!
"Like" my Facebook Page
"Follow" my Tumblr
"Stalk" my tattoo artist
This is not cats.
http://ifanboy.com/articles/scott-snyder-uncovers-bizarre-background-character-mystery/
It even spawned an awful yet funny song:
If anyone has any theories to this multi-verse mystery, let me know.
Last Sunday's shoot with Kraven where I met the lovely Hopeful Paon (pronounced Pone
) (NOTE it is not a multi, we shot separately, sorry for the confusion ) went amazingly well. We shot in this immaculate mansion that we rented for the day and it was so huge and gorgeous and hardly looked lived in. We came up with some ideas as to what the owner did for a living to afford such an unnecessarily large domicile and I think he is in the mafia He said he was a "ticket broker" but that hardly seemed legit and he was a rather quiet and intimidating man.Soon that set will go into queue for Member Review and I will be sure to post some teaser photos once they're edited
I'd like to give a huge THANK YOU to Amico who sent me this radical Metal Gear Solid messenger bag off my wishlist for an early birthday present!!! THANK YOU AMICO! It has so many pockets inside and pencil holders (which I am currently using to hold my fork for my lunch at work and dramamine for the rare hangover, although I hardly drink I like to be prepared, and lo and behold an actual pen!) It's olive drab of course, for when you want your camo index to reach a rating of at least 85% in forest scenarios and has a comfy pad on the shoulder strap
The Foxhound patch on the front clearly means that I am now an official member of the highly-trained special ops tactical unit!Tomorrow is Easter Sunday and that means I will be having a mommy-daughter movie day in Indiana. Me ma's going to be making her extraordinarily delicious reuben sammiches (on dark rye) which is my favorite homemade dish and I've yet to have a better reuben than hers. I will also be bringing the "Boondock Saints 2" to watch with her. Last time we had a movie day we watched the "Human Centipede 2" and you could say she was quite impressed with the artistry of that film
Here is a poor-quality photo of my space-themed coverup tattoo from Travis Litke that I got at last month's Detroit Motor City tattoo convention. Now when people ask if I have any tattoos I can tell them I have "flaming asteroids" and it'll sound like some horrible anal disease
I either want to turn it into a half or full-sleeve, haven't decided which yet. By the way I had a quick photo taken as Travis was tattooing me so I might have made a cameo in Tattoo Magazine.
Also, Travis still has some framed prints of a drawing he made of me as the Crow Queen on his website www.travislitke.com, so if you love art and want me hanging on your wall or the ceiling above your bed watching you masturbate then check out his website and send him an email!
That's it for now, I think, so here's something cute I found on the interwebz:
Now it's time to poop, jerk it and head out to the gym!
"Like" my Facebook Page
"Follow" my Tumblr
"Stalk" my tattoo artist
This is not cats.
Hello my loves, guess what happens on Sunday?
And now for some more shameless webcam fan service!
Spring is coming and I am fan-fucking-tastically elated! I am all too happy to be able to enjoy the sunlight, go hiking comfortably again, driving with my windows down and my stereo up blaring Heart or Led Zeppelin while wearing a tank top and shorts with a light moistness under my armpits as I do so love the heat.
Other than work or meeting up with some buddies for lunch yesterday, I don't think I've left my house in weeks or longer. I can't stand winter at all and I have a low tolerance for the cold.
What I've been up to lately:
A friend suggested a hilarious show to me on Netflix that I've since fallen in love with
Nothing can make me happier than "Trailer Park Boys" right now, nothing. I have taken a hiatus from watching all of "That 70's Show" to watch it, and "Beast Wars" and "Star Trek: TNG" will have to wait as well.
I went to the Detroit Motor City tattoo convention and got a new tattoo by my artist Travis Litke. It's the start to a space half-sleeve or full-sleeve (haven't decided yet) and turned out pretty cool. I'll post pics of that when I can get a hold of a decent camera, or if I'm really lucky and the set that Kraven is shooting of me goes well, perhaps you'll all be able to see it on the front page in a few months
In other news:
I need your help!
A friend of mine in the gaming industry has given me the courage to follow my dreams and I will be applying for a temp QA tester position for a notable game developer near me. If this works out I could possibly become a permanent employee and finally begin a career doing something I love and have so much passion for. Please wish me luck on this!! I don't want to jinx it so I'll keep hush hush about it for now.
And now for some funny stuff I found on the interwebz:
And as always, have nice day!
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